#ark whines

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look at heeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr

I love this toasted marshmallow so much

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gnawing on the concept of werewolf!harrowhark

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twilight au where bella keeps having to relive the third day after the birthday party incident over and over and is trying to do everything possible to both fix the outcome and break out of the loop before edward inevitably dumps her and she's done everything possible and gets her heart broken every day until she just decides fuck it this sucks and nothing's changing and she finally accepts that edward's always going to leave her so she spends the day with the other cullen's instead to see if they might be able to help break the loop.

alice being her best friend is the first person bella goes to. but alice is unable to have visions of bella's future during this loop, leaving both of them frustrated and honestly a little bit scared for bella.

the loop starts to become bella waking up and immediately going to alice to explain the situation each day and slowly as the days go by bella starts to realize she's having more fun with alice than she ever did with edward. that it's easier to explain this with her and have her predicament be accepted as truth instead of having to prove it in drastic ways that edward demanded.

and one day as she and alice are in bella's bedroom poring over scattered papers with theories that are spread out across the bed that she looks at alice who's concentrating so hard on how to break her out of repeating days that bella realizes she's started to fall in love with her after all this time spent together.

bella spends days lamenting how these feelings might have happened. she even drastically avoids alice one day and spends it as the original day, with edward leaving her in the woods alone. and while she's standing there, hearing all those hurtful words fall from his lips the sting from them is gone and she's just... thinking about alice as edward dumps her.

the next day bella tells alice about how she thinks she and edward are over, about how her feelings for him have shifted over time and she can only see him as a friend at best now. she still loves him, he was her first love, of course, but the feelings aren't there anymore and it wouldn't be fair for either of them to try and continue especially with how sincere edward seemed in his words and actions whenever he dumps her.

as the day wears on bella recounts all the time she and alice have spent trying to break her out of this loop, how she thinks this will be her normal now, and as the sun is setting she and alice are in alice's room talking when bella admits her feelings had shifted because she fell in love with alice.

alice and her had been sitting on the floor talking when she dropped the bomb on her friend, alice scoots forward and gently places a kiss against bella's lips.

"tell me you'll still feel the same tomorrow" alice says against her mouth as she cups bella's face in her hands, tilts her head the other way and kisses her again.

"I'll tell you every day if you let me"

"deal"

bella wakes up the next day, fully expecting the loop to have continued as it has been for so long now, but as she's getting her 'proof' of the loop together she gets a phone call and alice's excited voice on the other line

"it's a new day and I remember everything"

how cliché that a kiss fixed everything

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URL CHANGE

ianthe-fucker ===> mistletien

we're back to mistletien babey!

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I think ianthe can and should be worse

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whenever I see fanart of ianthe I think of that "babygirl you are yuckydisgusting" post and then immediately think of kissing her on the mouth

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VIBRATES

I can buy SIGNALIS

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while waiting for Laika: Aged Through Blood to come out for console I'll probably get SIGNALIS next month because I keep seeing so much about it