I don't know if I still want to do this.
I really don't know what's going on but I have this feeling that I'll make this model, take forever to finish it, including rigging and expressions and all that and then when it's done and up for download, nobody is going to comment on it nor use it. Or else someone will take parts of it for really awful edits without even giving credits. And I won't get feedback on it.
I'll just go unnoticed again.
Nobody seems to care about what I do or don't do, everyday seems like a boring repetition of the day before and nothing makes sense anymore.
Still, I keep working on this model, while I can't even get a job and have to live by asking my dad for money. God job, me.
And no, I'm not okay. I'm sorry this WIP became a rant about my life. I needed to vent and I didn't want to do it on a place with so many followers/watchers (this blog seriously only has 24).