. 🎨 INTERSTELLAR WANDERER 🧑🏻🎨 #aronvisuals Dancing in the darkness as twilight passes by, I can’t stop swaying with the pain. Nerves short-circuiting and eyes failing from staring too intently at the stars, I just wish I didn’t hurt so many to get my way. Not to the extent that I’ll backtrack and apologize, but each memory haunts me subconsciously. Tripping over my untied shoes, I fell into the fire pit and got burnt. Knowing what it feels like to win, I grew tired of watching them cheer. The pedestal was lonely. I discovered how empty completing a long-term goal can be the next day. Because I grew up in the most pristine of ages, there really wasn’t much that I had to earn the hard way. With shelter, safety, and society; all surviving required was receiving help. Not any more talented than the next fool, I was painted slowly by the love of people who couldn’t stand to watch someone die. The lows still hit harder than I can bear. The highs fade like the fog after sunrise. My legacy is a joke to be honest. Invisible hands and gravity to hold me, I would rather not share the depths of depravity I willingly chased. Making eternity my enemy, I was hellbent on proving that I was a mistake. Only against my strength and stubbornness, life kept pumping air into these lungs as kindness forced me to listen. Be it difficult to admit, there’s so much beauty consuming me. Trying to hide from it? Of course . . . Cutting against my excuses and delusions, community is forcing me to realize that this experience has always been perfect. I just needed to let go of control. Damn. - oxiegoeimi whisperer 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/CglwFqOOYTv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
