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Diriliş: ertuğrul - Season 2

When your tribe betrays you...

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Diriliş: ertuğrul - Season 2

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I think it’s finally time I compile my K-drama list in the most extra way possible -|-

Top Tier [Gold]: Goblin, Boys over Flowers, Master’s Sun, Secret Forest/(Stranger), It’s Okay That’s Love, Woman with a Suitcase, Oh My Venus, I Hear Your Voice...that’s it for now..

Second-Best [Silver]: Black, The Greatest Love, Jealousy Incarnate, Tunnel, Strong Woman, Oh my Ghost/Ghostess, She was Pretty, .... will come back to this later

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Lovers yearn for You  but Your Love slays them all

Yunus Emre 

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A great start to a New Year, and an even better start to my 23rd birthday. I couldn’t have asked for a more enlightening experience when I reached that fork in the road. I now have a new beacon of hope, one I can hopefully hold onto for as long as possible!  

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NOSTALGIA

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Emotions

Ok so I know that real love or whatever, "that feeling"  isn't real or true until you're married but lately I've been doing nothing but Just constantly thinking about what it'll be like once I'm living with him.

Finding out about his insane behavior has somehow affected me too and now, me, the most realistic and composed person I know lol am going insane too. It's so hard really, when it hits you this bad and you're left with this enigmatic feeling...

I constantly go back to ten years ago, when we were kids barely old enough to even comprehend anything that wasn't childish... Then I go back to 2 years ago when our fate overturned us and our future was sealed for good.

I always wonder what it was he was so captivated by then, and what he is, so vigorously afraid to lose now. 

I am at this point where I have no serenity in my head, just helplessness eating me away emotionally. I had no idea this correlation between us would drive me this senseless and crazy.