sugar! :3
sugar: tell me about your first crush
oh jeez. here we go.
it was this guy that i had known all the way back to the 4th grade. he was my best guy friend and he was just so cool and funny and i didn't start to actually develop a crush on him until the 7th grade.
he was really awesome and i liked him a lot. like, genuinely liked him. i remember being so just clueless about the whole ordeal since it was my first crush. and the cool thing was was that he liked me back and asked me out ! man was that just a dream come true. unfortunately, he asked me out like literally at the end of the school year.
all i knew was that i liked him, but i didn't think about anything else. the responsibilities having a relationship came with and such.
overall the timing was horrible and i was just too young and dumb to be dating anyone so we mutually parted ways and sadly i haven't talked to him since then.