Every time I push and make a new development with my videos, things just take longer. This has proved true with my latest experiment to really explore and improve my performing skills. I’m finding I need to reshoot several scenes, because my performance wasn’t quite there, and I know I can do better. All conventional wisdom says I should be posting a YouTube video at least every week, but I found I need at least 2 to 3 weeks to make my videos fully materialize. I don’t yet know how to resolve this conflict. Perhaps I never will. Some part of me really wants to allow myself an entire month, so that the videos can really be the full expression of what I want. Regardless I’m really enjoying the process. #artisticdevelopment #artisticprocess #artisticwisdom #abstractflowers #abstractflowervideo #abstractvideo #abundantlife #growing #livingart #artislife #lifeisart #m #mlivingart #newvideointheworks #creative #creativevideo #creator #smallyoutuber #artonyoutube #artisticyoutuber #artistontherise #performanceart #instaart #artistofinsta #artistoftheday #myart #newartcreation #freedom https://www.instagram.com/p/BwIxxlslQ0k/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p8h2wfem7m9r