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8, 10, 13
8:Want any tattoos?
Oh yes!! I love tattoos and im definitely getting one as soon as im out of my parents sight.
10:Want any piercings?
maybe some more ear piercings, but thats it :)
13:Biggest turn ons
Being nice , complements, cuddling, making circles on my back, NECK KISSES, kissing with hands in my hair, lazy morning kisses. I have so many turn ons..... I think some people could just breath in my direction and I'd be turned on
what's your favourite food?? (for the thing)
My little strawberry strawberry strawberry bubblegum
(Strawberry bubblegum- Justin Timberlake)
or
I wanna stuff some chocolate in my face
(for the first time in forever - frozen )
1
1-How are you?
Honest to god answer? not good, not good at all.
Besides the fact that I felt like someone stabbed me in the gut and head all day, I've also been slightly losing my mind. To clarify: I sometimes have these 'episodes' where I don't believe anything is real and I start scratching at myself and crying. I don't have them that often, but I had 2 today, which is a lot more than I ever wanted.
My sleeping pattern is fucked up, slept all day, can't sleep at night. And barely ate today
So yeah, not good at all.
Sorry if this answer was a bit different then you were expecting.
P from the ask!
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
Because I get so fucking stressed about it, like right now, I am sick as fuck, but I'm actually trying to ignore the pain just to write an essay. I hate school because our school fucking pushes you to a) get all A's b) get involved in sports and c) join all kinds of clubs. And then when you can't make it to training or, you just didn't have time to do your homework because of all the after school activities, you get scolded. But when you don't do any after school activities you get scolded too. There's no winning. And then teachers are surprised that we go to bed at like 2 am because of homework. I hate school because everytime I get below a B, I get stressed out and almost break down crying, especially when its something I studied for. But then, when you get above a B for a subject you're struggling with, it's still not enough for your teachers. I just hate school.
B, N, O, S
B: a song to listen to before you go to sleep
Songbird - Fleetwood Mac
N: a song by a band I want to see live
Young Volcanoes - Fall Out Boy
O: a melancholic song
Lonely Lullaby - Owl City
S: a song by a band of your choice
Sarah Smiles - Panic! at the Disco
Dear Past Me
Dear Past Me,Oh god, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for growing up the way I did. I wish I could explain, but I can't. Maybe you can grow up different. Who knows? Maybe you'll grow up to be amazing, and get everything you want. So, here are a few tips how to NOT grow up to be me. Tip 1: get shitty people out of your life. You're gonna end up liking a guy named Tim. DON'T WASTE TIME ON THAT BASTARD. Tip 2: Wear whatever the fuck you want, even if you get called a) a christmas tree b) slut, or c) whore. Tip 3: Learn how to plan your time, and good. Because if you don't, you'll end up sitting in a blanket at 2 am, still procrastinating stuff that's due tomorrow (hi, thats me). Tip 4: don't let anyone tell you drawing/architecture/fashion design is stupid. Throw a book at them and then continue. Because you CAN draw, so pursue it. Tip 5: don't take critique too personal. Otherwise your parents are going to end up canceling jumping lessons because you end up crying every time.
So, there you go. How NOT to be future me/you or however that works. If you think this is complete bullshit and would love to grow up to be me; don't do any of the shit I just told you to do. Just keep on going down the road you're on. You'll meet amazing people along the way, and gain much more experience than you could've wished for.
My Final Advice? Good luck.
Your Future
Purple
Purple: 10 facts about my room
The colour spectrum is red & white
I've got 2 desks
Its a big mess
I've got one chair that i never sit in, so I dump my laundry on it
There is a really big collection of mugs on my desk, all filled with pens
I've got this little cart, filled to the top with art supplies
There is an overload of notebooks all around my room, most untouched.
there is a chance you'll find random earrings in corners or under my bed
BOOKS! books are everywhere
also, there are chargers and other cords all around my bedside table.
White
White: 3 facts about my personality
I might come off as shy if I don't know you, but I promise you that im really weird when you get to know me
I tend to laugh in weird situations
I can be really moody.
