I would love to talk to u abt asmr bc no one i know irl has it and when i try to explain ppl look at me like o____O or think its a fetish thing????
Gah! I’m sorry I didn’t get this earlier.. the app just doesn’t tell you when you get an ask -_-
But omg, my messenger is open any time.. and I’d love to chat about ASMR. I hope you don’t mind the public response, but I wanted to say about the fetish thing... that’s like, one of the biggest reasons why people don’t want to talk about it... or write it off. When they were first coining the term, they were calling it ‘brain orgasms’ which totally puts a sexual connotation to it right? That’s why the chose to use ‘meridian’ so that it you still get it across that there is some sort of peak or climax in euphoria.. but that it’s NOT A SEXUAL THING.
I digress :3 But yes, any time you want to talk, I’m around! I might not answer right away if I’m at work or sleeping, but I love talking about it :D
You're a super nice person and you leave nice comments on fic and things and you have great ideas, and you're a great writer, and you also have been saving this sorta stagnant fandom with your appreciation weeks at TB&A so bless you for doing that <3
omg thank you <3<3 I just really love the fandom and the people I’ve met here on tumblr, and if there is any way that I can contribute to making it a better place, I’m all for it. Thank you so much <3<3<3<3
Send me an anon message saying what you think of me.
Little bit late for this, but you said you wanted curious annons. What first got you into storytelling?
I must have just missed this when I went to bed last night… but I like this question :D
I’ve always liked writing. When I was in grade school and lived with my mom.. I um, was alone a lot. That meant lots of books from the library and writing little things of my own. I was just talking about this in Skype the other day… I remember writing a story called ‘Revenge of the Steel Phantom’ and it was about the rollercoaster at Kennywood that flew off the tracks. What’s funny is that rollercoaster was redesigned, and it’s now called Phantom’s Revenge.
I pulled away from writing when I started living full time with my dad. I spent less time alone. When I was, it was spent reading and playing the Sims, or RPing on Harry Potter message boards. I was kind of a sponge at the time, taking all of it in. I’ve always connected with games that have a good story. I want to be left thinking about my decisions (whether they meant anything overall), I wanna be fucked up, honestly.
And now I’m back to writing again. I really, really enjoyed DAI and DA2 and hopped onto AO3 to read fanfiction again. I felt compelled to write, but didn’t have anywhere to start. Thankfully, it was the holiday season and I joined a couple secret santas, and that’s where my first three fics came from. From there I found a group of people that shipped FenHawke as much as I did at the time and we started bouncing ideas off each other and it kept going. I found more people doing the thing on tumblr and extended my writing out past FenHawke to pretty much anything Fenris or Anders related.
I don’t think I’ll ever be writing my own original stories, but I won’t say never. I started storytelling again because I needed that creative outlet. I needed to be able to express my daydreams and those bouts of inspiration I get when I listen to certain songs, or see a piece of art. I just happened to find that this game series and it’s characters gave me the vessels I needed to do it.
When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy, then send it to the last 10 people you have notes from in your activity c: (only do it if you want to)
I’ve already done one of these, so I’m not going through the chain again.. but I will do the 5 things that make me happy again… this time Dragon Age style!
1. Hawke - alive and well2. Anders - alive and well3. Fenris - alive and well4. Meeting and talking to lovely people on tumblr about our Dragon Age obsessions together.5. Reading/Writing/Commenting on DA Fanfiction. I love reading such creative things, and won’t hesitate to squeal out an incoherent comment to prove it.. I love writing about these ridiculous nerds and freak out any lovely person leaves a kudos or comment.
*tries very hard to narrow it down to just one* Ok let's go with Yahoo Me for Fenhawke!
‘Yahoo Me!’ …write a drabble about the specified characters celebrating something
Pulling my m!FenHawke from my Little Bird series.
Fenris finished tying the last knot to the railing. A large sheet painted with “Happy Birthday Beth” in deep red overlooked the main entryway of the estate. He admired his handiwork and moved into the kitchen.
Hawke was out with Beth looking at a litter of mabari pups. It was all so serious the night before. He sat with her in front of the fire, explaining how mabaris imprint on their owner and to not be sad if they don’t find one for her this time around. Beth had solemnly nodded, as if talking about some deep magical secret instead of a potential pup.
Fenris busied himself with making sure the home was prepared for their return. Banner hung, small finger foods placed on large platters, little cakes cooked by Merrill sitting on the kitchen table. This was a big event for his little bird, her 10th birthday.
That was the estimate at least, and this is the day they chose to celebrate. It was this day last year when they became a family. Reunited in a far-off village after rescuing her from the snow, the day Fenris and Hawke were whole once more. Beth became the missing piece that saved them from themselves.
Adding in the recent revelation that Beth was actually his niece, it seemed the Maker found it necessary to heap an abundance of good fortune on their shoulders. Didn’t they deserve it, after all this time?
The front door opened and a small puppy tore through the home. Beth rushed into the kitchen to hug Fenris around the waist.
“She picked me, Da! She picked me!”
The small pup followed the sound of Beth’s voice, snuffling the ground around her feet, following the scent off the ground up Fenris’ leg.
Hawke appeared in the doorway behind them, looking wistfully at the pup dancing around his husband and his little girl. He crossed the floor to pick Beth up, anchoring her on his hip. He pulled Fenris in close, squeezing them both tightly.
“Happy Birthday, Beth. I thank the Maker every day you came into our lives.” Hawke didn’t try to hold back the tears of joy running down his face.
Fenris kissed each tear on Hawke’s cheek and repeated the pattern on Beth’s smaller face.
clouwindwing asked: Prompt meme: fenhawke number 19, please! o^_^o
19… having a wet dream and calling the other’s name during it
Stayed in the MMO verse..
They were the last to leave the Hanged Man after the raid that night. Varric left Fenris the keys to lock up, Hawke checked the table to make sure no one left anything behind. Being alone together, the first time since… well, since that night.
Fenris sat on a barstool while Hawke bent over the last chair, trying to breathe evenly.
“You know, we’ve never talked about that night.”
She was staring at him now, pulling her shirt back down over her hips. Hawke crossed the room and stood between his knees. Feeling a surge of confidence, he wrapped his arms around her waist.
“I figured it was just a combination of Antivan liquor and beautiful people, nothing more…” she whispered.
Fenris’ mind went back to the night in question. After the group’s first raid night, Hawke and Anders followed him and Izzie back to his apartment. There was wine, Wicked Grace, and then the rest of the night was a blur of skin and excitement.
He pulled Hawke flush with his body and planted a kiss under her ear and whispered, “You are so much more than beautiful Hawke, I think of little else but you.”
Hawke let out a small moan and pulled back. Her hands slid up his thighs to the fly of his jeans…
Izzie rolled over at the sound of Fenris groaning in his sleep. She leaned over to run a hand down his chest while he moaned. She was just about to take him in hand when he called out, “Hawke…”
She yanked back her hand, hopping out of bed to avoid the nocturnal emission. She knew that night would have consequences, but she didn’t anticipate this one. She grabbed her clothes off the floor and her purse and laptop off his dresser. As she stumbled out into the hallway she took one last look at the bed before closing the door. Time to ship out again...
11… trying to turn the other on
23… trying to go down on the other, under the table, during dinner
FenHawke - requested by @seasaltsunset
Moving into modern au territory... hell, let’s pull it out of my mmo fic (its a fenhanders fic, but i’m sure they get some one-on-one time every once an a while, technically no spoilers even though he’s still with Izzie in the fic atm)
Hawke pushed her hair out of her face as she read the over the sparse, overdesigned menu at the newest hipster restaurant that opened near campus. The menu jumped slightly, making Hawke drag her eyes across the table to Fenris. He was tugging absentmindedly at the gaudy excuse for a tablecloth as his eyes flicked between the menu and the wait staff.
Fenris’ graduate show went off without a hitch that night. The three other sculpture students he shared the floor with didn’t receive half the attention he did. He invited Hawke there to be his guest, making it their first night out alone without Anders. Hawke insisted they do the whole date night scenario, which led them to this pretentious dining experience.
Fenris looked amazing tonight. His long white hair pulled back from his face in a knot, bringing attention to the white tattoos on his face and neck. The slate gray button-down accented with a red tie borrowed from Anders matched the short red number Hawke borrowed from her sister. Hawke took in his beauty and decided to make the night a bit more interesting while they waited in the crowded dining room.
She reached across the table to take his hand, turning it over to run her fingers along the white lines over his wrist. His green eyes left the menu and locked onto the grazing fingertips.
“I loved being there with you tonight Fenris, thanks for inviting me,” Hawke said, leaning forward to give him a good look down the neckline of her dress.
Fenris cleared his throat, reaching for the mason jar cocktail with his neglected hand.
“I.. wanted you there Hawke, you and I don’t get much alone time.”
Hawke thanked the Maker for the small table as she was close enough to run her heeled foot along the inseam seated across from her. Fenris sputtered mid-drink as she hit her mark.
“Hawke... “
She feigned an innocent smile as his green eyes darkened. He leaned forward to pull her chin closer to kiss her in the isolated corner of the room.
As he pulled back, his elbow knocked the silverware to the floor. With one last heated look at Hawke, he slid off the chair to retrieve them.
“Fenris, just leave them, the waiter will get you another s-- OH!”
Hawke quickly covered her mouth with her hand to cap the squeal that escaped her mouth. Two hands had just pulled her to the edge of her seat and were working their way up her dress. She looked around the room to make sure no one heard her yell. The crowds continued their chatter, the horrendous tablecloth shielding them from any casual glances.
One of Fenris’ hands pushed up on her ass slightly, and she lifted off the seat briefly so he could pull off her red thong. Planned date nights always meant dressing from the inside out in the same color. She heard a muffled laugh as he maneuvered them over her heels, and pulled one leg over his shoulder. As his warm breath ghosted over her thighs, the waiter took that moment to finally show up for their order.
“Well, what can I get for you?” The young woman oblivious to the strained smile plastered on Hawke’s face. “Did you want me to wait for your other half to return?”
Fenris took that moment to start the languid strokes with his tongue and Hawke struggled to to keep a straight face.
“OH, no… no. He told me what he wanted before going to the restroom. We’re both just going to have tonight’s special..” a well-placed nudge of a nose caused Hawke to pause, “ YES.. I mean, yes, that’s exactly what we’ll have. Thanks.” Hawke grabbed the two menus and practically shoved them in the server’s hands.
Hawke braced the table with one hand while the other tentatively lifted the tablecloth to view what was going on below.
Fenris lifted slightly to wink at Hawke and nip at her thigh. Hawke shook her head and grinned.
“Don’t you dare stop. I’m going to get you back for this… but don’t you dare stop now.”
