#asks from em

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AU where Apo sees blood and has a PTSD attack (you cannot convince me that Apo doesn’t have survivors guilt and PTSD from what happened in Fernsfield, I will DIE on this hill) while with the milita and they go get Legs, who comes to try and help her out of it and Apo, still thinking she’s in Fernsfield starts calling him Sergeant bc he sounds like one to her very panicked mind

“Apo, can you tell me where we are?”

“Fernsfield, Sergeant, we- we’re in Fernsfield.”

“I- I’m not-… Apo, you aren’t in Fernsfield-”

“I-I ran away from them, sergeant. I abandoned my post. I’m a cowardly traitor.”

Also Martyn is watching this entire thing play out bc. Appletree duo :3

Awww :(

Poor Legundo realizing that he’s not the only one affected by PTSD from the military. On the bright side, he’d definitely be willing to give advice on how to help with that.

Adding Martyn into the mix means that he just gets to realized how fucked up his friends are because of the military (there goes any thoughts of joining in an attempt to stay afloat after being abandoned)

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Heres piece of writing (ig it could be considered a poem?? Idk tho) for Mootsies!Emi when she’s with the watchers:

But um do you think there was a point where Dreamy somehow found that piece of writing and just stares at Emi in absolute horror and concern bc “ARE YOU OKAY???????? HOLY SHIT WHY DID YOU DENY THERAPY FOR SO LONG”

And Emi just goes “oh yeah, that was when I was still under the Watchers and they were using my pain and anger over Void leaving me to their advantage. It’s fine dw abt it lol” like it’s the most normal thing in the world

sometimes Emi makes Dreamy feel like fifth life was a walk in the park. She also considers getting an emotional support pet.

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You asked if I wanted to yap abt what happened to Apo this episode and BOY DO I SO

TRUFFLE WAS IN FACT THE PIG SHE MURDERED. SHE ACTUALLY DID KILL TRUFFLE.

THAT WAS REAL. AND SHE IMMEDIATELY REGRETTED IT.

BUT BEFORE THAT OWEN AND APO HAD THIS GIANT ARGUMENT WITH APO SAYING "I had a life out there! Didn't you have a life?"

And Owen going "any life I could have possibly have had has long since been buried by those people in there" (Oakhurst)

And Apo goes "well / did. And you took it from me." WHICH IS SUCH A FUCKING INSANE LINE???????

“And I’ll do it again.” SCREAMING??????????????

AND THEN OWEN ATTACKS APO AND SHE BATS OUT OF DISTANCE BUT STAYS CIRCLING HIM, BUT WAIT, IT GETS WORSE BECAUSE APO STARTS GOING "do you even know what it's like to love?! Have you ever loved someone?! Have you ever cared about someone besides yourself?!"

AND THEN OWEN STARTS SHOUTING AT HER TO JUST LEAVE AND GO BACK TO CHERRI SO WHEN HE BUGGERS OFF SHE GOES:

"Fine then, I'll just leave, I'll go back to her. I mean, Owen's got to be lying, there's- there's- there's a way out of here-...

It won't let me go any further.."

AND THEN SOMEHOW, AND I GENUINELY DO NOT KNOW HOW, BUT IT GETS EVEN MORE WORSE:

“I- I want to get out- I don’t want to kill them, I don’t want to kill them all just to go back! I just need to see her again.

…does that mean I have to kill?

Well then I guess I’ll just have to kill the humans, if it means getting back to her.”

THIS IS SICK AND TWISTED. SHE CANT FUCKING DO THIS TO ME. SHE CAN’T PULL AN ODY ON ME SHE CANNOT DO THIS SHE CANT DO A MONSTER FROM EPIC ON ME THIS CANT HAPPEN SHE CANT DO THIS TO ME SHE CANT-

AHSGSHSHVDHEGDVDVDHDHSHHD??????????? AND THEN SHE GOES AND LEVELS UP TO LVL 3 (she low-key kind of looks like Elsa with her hair fully white)????????? AND SHE GOES TO THE CRYPT AND SHE FIGHTS MARTYN AND SHE KILLED SAUSAGE AND???????????????? IM SO ILL?????????

OK SO SHE HAD A BUSY EPISODE AHAHA

Also not the doomed yaoi vs the doomed yuri wow

So Apokuna is just Odysseus now. Good luck with being the monster rah rah rah

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I WILL NEVER EVER BE NORMAL EVER AGAIN IN THE ENTIRETY OF MY LIFE IM GOING TO EXPLODE IM GOING TO DIE IM GOING TO- IDEK. BUT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT MY CHILD MY BABY MY FUCKING CHILLDDDDDDD

HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHE SHE'S SO SANE

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Teehee V!Emi and Dreamy angst >:3

I feel as if I have been sucker punched in the chest

"Was"

OOGH.... YOU AND YOUR EVIL WRITINGS

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Chat on a scale from 0 to 10 how cooked am I (someone save me, she’s taken over my brain)

I actually did something like this for Clone Duo last week, but I'd say about a 9 because that's how my friends on discord reacted

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Watching one of those “VSMP react” videos and they’re reacting to V!Apo and AUGHHHH IM GETTIBG ANGRY ABT HER STORY ALL OVER AGAINN DUDEEEE

JUST. “Truffle wants this. Truffle wants to die.” AS A CALLBACK TO HOW EVERYONE SAYS THAT APO WANTED TO BE TURNED. V!APO BEING HATED BY EVERYONE FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!!!! AUSGSHSGSGSGSH THE WAY SHE WAS TREATED!!! MAKES!!! ME WANT!!!! TO RIP MY FUCKING HAIRR OOUUUTTTT!!!!!!!!! AHSGAHSGA!!!!! SCREAAAMSSS!!!!!

IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN MAN.

I FEEL YOU MAN…

While writing my V!Martyn fic, I got a call back to actual canon VSMP when Martyn was talking about how he had no say in anything that happened to him. MANNN CANON V!MARTYN DIDN’T EITHERRRRR… THE ONLY SAY HE HAD IN WHAT WOULD COME TO BE HIS DEMISE WAS ATTACKING SCOTT IN EPISODE 3.

Every time I think about his death I pause to remember that no one knew he was doomed when he let Legundo start to turn him. POOR APO ONLY KNEW AFTER THAT HER TRUSTED FRIEND HAD DIED BECAUSE SHE HAD ATTEMPTED TO SAVE HIM EARLIER…

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The end of Odysseus but it’s V!Apo going apeshit on the humans when they try to help her. Btw.

“Mercy? MERCY??

My mercy’s long since drowned,

It has to die to bring me home,

And as long as your around

My way back is left unknown.

You plotted to kill my sire,

You planned to TAKE AWAY MY WIFE! (By curing them and, in Apo’s mind, giving them no way to get out of Oakhurst)

ALL OF YOU ARE GOING TO DIE.”

OH HELL YEAH MAN GO APESHIT ON THEM