Jul 15, 2023
I want to hug Nix, but I am afraid he will stab me haha
I meaaan high risk high reward? :D
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I want to hug Nix, but I am afraid he will stab me haha
I meaaan high risk high reward? :D
Love love love Nix thinking of Artemis when he was imprisoned. I will hyperfixate on this for ages
Artemis was the only person who ever gave him an iota of kindness, so ig he subconsciously clung onto that 🥲 before that, he just...endured.
Hi. So. Um. Question. What exactly happened with Nix between chapter one and two?
Like, how did his being imprisoned go?
Oof. Well. That was something i wanted to write about at some point (I have Nothing Boy all plotted out already) but since updates are super slow (😭) I'll reply lol
Nix's imprisonment was scary. I mean, Nix gets scared alot - which he compensates for by acting like his master - but I think the isolation and uncertainty really terrified him. He had essentially betrayed his 'god' and was left to slowly rot to death for his transgression, which he knew was bad, but it didn't feel bad.
The worst of it was time. It seemed to take twice as long for the sun to rise every night, and the rats in those dungeons were particularly aggressive, gnawing on him and keeping him awake. It was another kind of torture.
Nix spent those endless nights ruminating. He thought about his prisoners and how they might have spent their nights in these dungeons after he'd tortured them. He especially thought about Artemis - though he tried not to. Fever and delirium had him instinctively using Artemis as some kind of anchor and comfort, because he had nothing else to latch onto.
I think a profound change happened for Nix during his imprisonment. He had been abused by Deimos before, but never tortured like a prisoner. And being chained, having your freedom and humanity ripped away so violently, I think it leaves a deep mark that doesn't easily go away. It forced Nix to have empathy, which is dangerous. It left him vulnerable and weak, and it made his imprisonment that much more unbearable.
At some point, he stopped trying to kill the rats. He was too tired and sick and hurt.
Sooo yeah. That was the gist of his imprisonment. Sadge boy times.
YEAAAAH THAT’S MY REQUEST FROM LONG TIME AGO! You really made my day, thank you! I do love the universe and characters and everything❤️❤️❤️ Looking forward to continuation of the series with Mercy!!!✨ would you tag me pls as well?
AHHH OMG ITS THE BEST PROMPT EVER!!!! Thank you so much for submitting it because it led to me actually breaking through my writers block and I'm super grateful 🙏 🥲 I'm really sorry it took soooooo long 😫 I'll do my best to not keep you waiting for the next part! And yes I will tag you of course!!!! Thank you friend!! ❤❤❤
hi! i love your writing and how your characters' emotions are almost palpable honestly amazing every time. may i please request a continuation of the whump piece where a guy in prison exchanges money for pain shots? i really enjoyed that one c:
Hi friend!! Thank u so much 😭❤ and yes actually I was thinking about writing a second part because I actually really really love @whumpwillow 's idea so much (if they give me their blessing!!)
What would u like to see in the next part if I continue it??
Hello, glad to see you back! I love your writing, especially The Perfect Tyrant (I'm still eagerly waiting for the next chapter! OwO). Btw, would you mind tagging your reblogs (that do not contain your writing as an addition)? (For the purpose of blocking the tag.) I'll look at them if I have time, I just don't want to miss your writing among the other posts. (Having reblogs blocked makes it easier to scroll through my dash to find new art posted by my fav artists.)
Haihai friend!!! thank you so much 💓 glad to be back! And yes I'm getting back into it and working on perfect tyrant along with my other series 😊Ahh I didn't know blocking tags Waa a thing but that sounds super useful! Would tagging them #reblog be OK? Sorry for spamming your tumblr! I'm still kinda figuring this site out lol
Nothing Boy is my obsession:)
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Me too, bestie me too 😭😭😭