#asktaeminnieah

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[Text: “And this.”]

[text] shit, you have to wear this for me sometime.

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[Text: “Guess what you’re missing out on.”

[text] baby ;;;;;; this isn’t fair ;;;;;;;;;;;

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Happy Valentines sweetheart, I left you some chocolates and sweeties on the kitchen counter so you can have something nice with your morning coffee. I love you lots and lots like jelly tots, you're my sunshine so stay bright.

Happy Valentines, pretty. I love you so much.

You’re the sweetest, thank you. I’ll prepare you a fancy bath when we get home, so we can feed each other chocolate and sip on champagne in it.

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I’m sure if you’re doing presents this year but it wouldn’t feel right to let you wake up with nothing to open tomorrow morning - so regardless of if you’re around or not, Merry Christmas Cheolyong. Can you believe it’s our second one already?

x - x - x

Thank you, baby. You really didn't have to, but the gifts are lovely and you are double as lovely. I will make sure to buy you something in return, maybe a nice dress?

Merry Christmas, Minie. I hope it's the second of many more to come, and we'll be old and tiny and have a tiny tree in the house each year. I love you so much, baby.

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I went back to your old blog to read through some of our old messages and then I found this 

Dear Taemin,

We met only a few weeks ago, I guess, but I feel like I’ve known you for a while now. In the meantime, I could see how my image of you changed from a rather chilly, collected person to the adorable goofball you actually are, and that was a very fun process.

I told you how many smiles you put on my face, how you create this bubbly sensation in my chest whenever I see you, and just how much I like you. I told you about my insecurities regarding you, and how I was broken and you managed to put me back in place.

What I didn’t tell you is how I’m selfish and get jealous of you. I shouldn’t even be writing this down, because when I offered myself to you I said I wouldn’t ask for anything in return, and I really won’t, but I can’t help this sensation I get sometimes. You don’t have to make anything of it, but since I wouldn’t ever say this to your face, I’ll take the opportunity and say it here.

All in all, I can’t express my gratitude for you in words, just for being here with me and for caring. I promise to control these possessive feelings I get once in a while and do my best to let you be free and happy, be it with me or not, because that’s what truly matters to me. I just want you to be able to look at yourself and be pleased with what you see, able to realize all the wonderful things you are and how happy you make people around you, in spite of what others might say.

Dear Taemin, you’re cute - you have a cute face, a cute smile, cute fingers, a cute way of snuggling against me and telling me you want cake, and an absolutely adorable personality, and one day I’ll convince you of that.

But even when all that is hidden behind an upset face, I’ll want to stay and be a shoulder for you to cry on. Because as much as I want to see you smile, I understand that sometimes the weight of everything brings you down, and that’s a part of you I’ll stick with as well. Because if it’s you, it’s just as good to me.

I like you,

Cheolyong.

That was back when you were too shy to say you loved me, do you remember? I got a little emotional and teary too because we’ve grown so much together since we first met, and then I remembered how you wouldn’t tell me anything because you weren’t comfortable with me and that upset me again a little bit but it’s okay now because you do. 

Do you see? Even then I had a personal agenda of convincing you of your cuteness. It's been a year, baby. A year.

Do gwiyomi for me, you own me.