for the headcanon thing: envy?
Envy: A headcanon about something my troll is jealous about.
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Patpat is one of those trolls that barely gets jealous. But he is jealous that he knows he will never have a normal life like most of the trolls he knows.
He normally hangs around trance because he believes Trance lives a “normal” life, but in reality Trance is just living a shitty life atm. Patpat does feel guilty for bring him into this and his current troubles. Nothing he can do but pretend to be happy when, in fact, he is not happy.
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As for his Caretaker(Trance) He’s jealous that Patpat is always cheerful in stressful situations. Like, in any event he always sees Patpat coming out on top while he struggles to retain his explosive angry he built up for so many sweeps.