#aspd... i think

[slimesin]

The word sorry has always meant so little to me.

It's always something I've said without feeling.

I can feel regret but I don't feel sorry.

Thankfully no one can tell that I say it dishonestly

[slimesin]

Does anyone else get that rush when they take a new drug or a jump in dose for the first time. Like so much can happen, will it fuck me up, will it kill me, will it give me previously I felt euphoria that leads me down a path of addiction.

The gamble is part of the fun