Heartless or Something @slimesin - Tumblr Blog

I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea about this blog.

This is a space for me to express my deep feelings. this blog isn't nice or positive or particularly supportive.

However, it doesn't mean I lack common sense.

So uh trans rights are human rights. Just ask if you want my opinion on other things.

i miss the collective high from when luigi allegedly killed the healthcare ceo and also when charlie got kirked like can we have another round of something like that pls?

I need a punching bag to train on.

I'm genetically weaker than the average person so getting some practice in might help me one day

kaomoji-kun

I have a question. Are there people with ASPD who've never gotten in legal trouble or anything like that? Basically, they can control themselves, even though they rather would act the way they want to, but don't due to the possible consequences (jail time etc)?

Ofc. There's tons of ppl with ASPD who haven't gotten into legal trouble. I've done illegal things but I've never been caught for them so I've never been arrested.

Or not yet at least lol.

Though my "self control" mostly just comes from not feeling passionately abt anything enough to commit crimes over it, there's still ppl with ASPD that logically understand that doing something will cost them their freedom and make their life much more boring, so they don't do it.

Chatting with friends is an exercise in restraint, because I gotta do everything in my power to not call then a fucking idiot over every single thing they do.

(I wanna do more than call them an idiot but you get the point)

#aspd

This blog is helping me slowly unmask. I think it's healthy. I feel like I can relax properly

Not repressing all those thoughts. Letting them flow through my head without judgement.

The word sorry has always meant so little to me.

It's always something I've said without feeling.

I can feel regret but I don't feel sorry.

Thankfully no one can tell that I say it dishonestly

#aspd #aspd... i think

I learnt how to be nice for survival.

I know the best ways to act like a perfect person.

They call me kind and caring. But I just know how it works.

I still think horrible things about them

Sometimes the desire to hurt gets too strong, and I'm sorry to whoever has to deal with me those times.

scarpazone

I'm currently hiding this blog from my partners because I'm not ready to tell them.

But every now and then I see something funny and/or stupid and I can't just show them my phone because the post directly under what I want to show them is like someone saying "fuck I wanna stab someone to death"

I wish I was a demon.... Wait no I am a demon.

Please test my theory. Fuck around and find out please.

Nothing like stopping anxiety medication because it was making you less angry.

And like anger is like half my personality.