#aspirae

[zuchter]

aspirae replied to your post: he is coming … here he is … he brings gifts … he...

nice bear whats their namr

     BEHOLD! This is THOR as he desires to be called! His fearsome BELLOW that splits the sky like lightning -- can be likened to THUNDER! Is it not FITTING?

[noquirk-a]

let izuru join dekus villain gang. But be warned. he might become dekukin. i know deku hates doubles so. this might just be a slaughterhouse. there’s possible blood everywhere.

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[chokokc]

‘hinata-kun, have you ever been snowboarding before? ‘cause i got a question. it’s been so long since i’ve been snowboarding, myself and i think a bit of a refresher would be nice..’

@aspirae

[zuchter]

aspirae replied to your post: sekisuji replied to your post: ...

this is why no one follows you

STOP DON’T SAY THAT IT HITS TOO CLOSE TO HOME O3URLKEJFLKSJD;FLKJ

[fukaai-blog]

aspirae replied to your post: aspirae replied to your post: ...

txt. or…there’s an alternative abbreviation but i’m a little embarrassed to say it… txt. there’s “let’s meet affectionately, okay?” which is what girls say when they…um… txt. want to ask you out on a date…!

[txt]: Don’t be ridiculous, Hinata-kun, we’ve already tried that, and neither of us wished to try it again with one another. [txt]: Unless perhaps she was being dishonest? I don’t believe she would do such a thing. She must want to fight!

[fukaai-blog]

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[txt]: HINATA-KUN![txt]: I HAVE AN EMERGENCY![txt]: I was trading messages with Owari, and she sent me.... ‘lmao :)’[txt]: WHAT COULD THIS MEAN?

[zuchter]

have you ever made yourself cry :(

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴍᴜsᴇ “Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ (…)”s. Tʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ʀᴇᴘʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ‘ʏᴇs’ ᴏʀ ‘ɴᴏ’.

   Even HE is not impervious to tears. This is not a DIFFICULT question to answer and yet he HESITATES. The answer does not come quickly. The way that he does not quite meet the eyes of the other can be read as STALLING. This is a question that needs to be THOUGHT upon. Has he ever made himself cry? Again, tears are not NEW to him. Does he refuse to shed them? No. There is no shame in tears. Emotions should not be repressed. Should not be stepped upon and trampled until no more. To do so...would that not bring more harm than not?

   Yet, he does not cry. Not often. The passing of his many companions, that gives him pause. Each friend that leaves him (because that is what they are), creates a new ache in him. He becomes solemn, withdrawn. He retreats within himself. The tears do not come. He KNOWS what the future has in store for him when he embarks on these journeys. All beginnings lead to an end and as long as his beloved beasts no longer suffer...he will not shed tears for them. Their deaths are RESPECTED. He mourns them. Each and every single one, no matter how small or big. No matter how long they have been by his side. That is what they deserve. He is familiar with it.

   Perhaps, once. Yes. He did shed tears. Many of them. Most of them angry. Great big tears that had no end in sight. They BURNED and he was hapless to prevent them. A child only had so much emotional maturity before everything bubbled over. But...had he MADE himself cry? Others had made him cry and so...this...is an interesting question, to say the least. He can only answer honestly and to the best of his abilities. His interpretation may be WRONG but it is what he answers with, “...No.”

[zuchter]

have you ever wondered if i actually wanted to be your friend?

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴍᴜsᴇ “Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ (...)”s. Tʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ʀᴇᴘʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ‘ʏᴇs’ ᴏʀ ‘ɴᴏ’.

     “YES.”

   This is an answer he does not hesitate to give! Many millennia ago (to mortals, this would only be a decade at most), he had made MANY attempts at friendship with his peers. In the beginning, the endeavor had went well. Most children were perceptive to his little games and his imagination had enticed many friends! They were interested in the little boy who believed himself to be a demon and found his grandiose vocabulary to be amusing.

   Only for so long.

   It became a different tale when those he thought of as comrades began to view him differently. The talk of demons, of hell, of beasts did not end and soon many came to realize that he was not playing. Or if he was, he seemed to be forever playing a game that only HE could follow. It was natural, was it not? To feel excluded? Soon enough, he lost what little friends he had and it was frightening...how painful it could be...

   He retreated into himself. It was EASY to tell himself that he needed no one. This life that he led of isolation was fine for him and his ... mother and aunt were only happy to accommodate him. Perhaps they had even coddled him but they were frightened of pulling him out of his shell too soon. It had made him MISERABLE to do so. He wanted friends because who did not? But the effort to make them only to lose them all over again ...he was better off without. 

   Was it difficult then? To understand why Gundam had been so receptive yet so standoffish when Hinata appeared to be making friends with him? Yes! Hinata did interest him -- that could not be denied. It was refreshing to find someone who listened to what he had to say and to contribute to their little conversations in ways that showed that the listener was ...well! Listening! He was afraid that it was all for show. That Hinata meant none of it or was merely talking to Gundam to appease him, a forgotten god. Because clearly -- Hinata wanted something from him, yes? And once he had it, the god would be forgotten once again!

...and yet...that did not happen. Against all odds, they were friends and Gundam had tried to pull away but...Hinata would not let him. This time, the great Gundam Tanaka...will admit defeat.