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officially 20 yrs old 🥀
> made in mspaint
HEYYYYY!! \(>0<)/
it's been a hot while since i've posted about sans again wahah.. BUT I'M NOT OUT OF THE FANDOM! that's not what's goin on here no siree!! (ㆁωㆁ) but i dunno, i kinda just wanna drop something here.. maybe some people would end up relating to it, but who knows!
when i started posting about sans here, i was in a seriously bad place. i'm not gonna disclose on it, but that's kind of how i got back into falling for the goofy skeleton man!!
this was probably my lowest point in life, and it severely affected the way i performed in school and just my overall health. it started off with a love for rottmnt (you'd see it if you scroll long enough), then i went through old fanfics that i used to read in the past- and gosh did i get the biggest wave of euphoria in my life.
i started reading through whatever fics i could find- and i've come across new ones... and cringe ones.. and i just kept reading and reading (up until really concerning hours at night). i ended up scrolling through the fanart, the self shipping, and all of that 2016 throwback jazz. i guess it all made me feel like i'm a cringey 10 year old again.
and that's how i ended up just drawing- well, selfship. it was comforting and i would draw aster and sans together whenever i felt like shit. it made me feel like i could just live a little longer to feel this happy about drawing some fictional characters. it was my coping mechanism
the longer i posted, the more i realized that there were people like me too! and it made me feel happy that you guys interacted with me and enjoyed my art <3 so i appreciate you all for sticking around ( ◜‿◝ )♡
but i have to say that, i was stuck in a daydream bubble that was really pulling me back from accepting my reality. i wanted to get better, to feel better without having to sacrifice so much of my life outside of undertale. so.. that's what i did! that's what the lack of posts kind of was- and i'm really sorry for popping up and disappearing like that!
i'm glad to say that i'm doing much better than i was before! so yay, happy times! 🎉 i'm currently in university, something I didn't think i'd be able to make it to.. but i'm here now!
i do miss drawing sans, and i do miss interacting with all of you :')
i loved and still love aster and sans- in fact, i still draw them!but i also have other interests too! (ahem.. cod and my ocs..)
i think that's all i wanted to say for now... if you guys even read this- thank you! :3
and if you've been feeling similar to how i felt in the past, i want you to know that it gets better and it will get better <3
I AM NO LONGER 17.... I haven't drawn a birthday thing for myself WHAHSHA
guess whos rereading tilikum and gloom n doom all up in ur room...
i am in desperate need of drawing ideas for sharkkbones..
Are you aware of the existence of Fedora Papyrus?
Now you are. You’re welcome.
I REMEMBER THIS GUY >:000 he gives off red neck redditor energy😔
Hello greetings so I've been following your blog for a few weeks now because i found your selfship stuff adorable and i need to ask:
HOW do you get the confidence to post about it???? I need some of that in my life, i just wanna post silly selfship doodles without the fear of people yelling at me like i just summoned some dangerous spirit or something
This is my first time doing an ask so uh yea
-Artfox Anon
Honestly, it took me a long time to actually be comfortable with being an open self shipper :')
This confidence started last year because I read llamagoddess' Aggre(g/v)ation and I found selfinsert art being drawn from it on tumblr!
I then encountered blogs self inserts like htsan, scrambledmeggys, fluffyselfships, etc. and it gave me the boost I needed to start posting :D
as for being worried about how people think, I started with opening this up to friends first :') and if my friends don't mind, then why should I let others opinions get the better of me >:)
just block them or delete their comments, maybe humor them if you want.
I do hope you manage to break free from your fear and embrace that part of you!! if it's what makes you happy then I say go for it ;)
guys... i made a trolls sona...