I just wanted to throw my two cents in if it matters for anything, in regards to both your blogs and all that.
I feel like while yes having two blogs is probably quite a bit more hassle, I also think it’s kind of like the best of both worlds in a way. You can write whatever the fuck you want, however filthy or sweet or silly you want on your private blog, and keep the more tame stuff, or requests if you wanted to do that ever again, on this main blog. It’s like those choose your own path games lol the ‘you are the master of your own fate’ bullshit.
You have the power to separate your writing while still sharing it all, and having it a little more streamlined towards the people that would appreciate both or either.
Personally, I hope you don’t delete this blog, as the fics you’ve written here are very near and dear to my heart (the ones I’ve read at least, there’s literally so many more) but it is 1000% your own choice. Your mental health and well-being is more important than us reading fics.
I know I rambled, I’m sorry lol, my brain is scrampled eggs after school but yeah. So many of us adore you and want what’s best for you! Okay bye 😅
Thanks for this Kenz! I'm most likely gonna keep this blog because this is where most of my friends are and, like you mentioned, most of my fics are here. I just get really sad sometimes and I don't think clearly when I'm upset but all the messages I've gotten have helped clear my mind a bit.