#atebymyself

[the-pvts-shadow]

Just wanted to rant this out...

Happy bday to me May 19

I shouldve been happy someone remembered my birthday...

Just that simple "happy birthday"

They did greet.

They did tap me in the shoulder.

But that was it.

Sad actually

No cake or cupcake

No hanging out invites

No happy birthday singing

No thought it out gifts

No lets eat together

I shouldve been grateful someone greeted me.

But am i too selfish to ask

Too hope someone has done more for my birthday?

I guess its too selfish to do so.

I should be thinkin that someone mightve been celebrating their birthday in a hospital, no food, no greeting, no more other birthdays to expect and not be too selfish.

But i want to be selfish today, its my day yknow?

Maybe it was already expected of me, i shouldve paid for my celebration, the food, balloons, or the restaurant thing.

But maybe id hope that someone couldve done this for me.

No one did.

So i ate last night

By myself.

Just a simple ramen and soda

Then went straight back to bed.

Its just a birthday

Not a happy one