#atherz97

[kr-studios]

atherz97 replied to your post: So my mother just told me that she doesn’t care...

Wtf? I didn’t think a mother could actually say that to her child. How old are you, sir?

I'm 23, unemployed and still living at home. I had a job washing dishes, but that didn't even last a year. We're under the poverty line, so I'm stuck here for now.

I guess after so long, you don't get used to the abuse, but instead become numb to it.

[arrianacorr]

WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = water 2. last phone call = my ex who is now talking to me again and I’m going to spend New Years at his house with his family who don’t hate me anymore ;u; yay! 3. last text message = same person! :3 4. last song you listened to = unintentionally the theme song to Fresh Prince of Belair - someone is watching it and I live in a house where the walls are paper thin ^^ Intentionally it was something off a hatsune miku Livetune album that I had on shuffle before my MacBook died for the night aha 
5. last time you cried = Yesterday morning when I was in the car arguing with my mum :,(

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = too many times to count and more than twice ;p 7. been cheated on = I have no proof but yeah I am pretty sure I have 8. kissed someone & regretted it = I have no regrets ;D 9. lost someone special = Yeah :( 10. been depressed = Most of my life! I’m finally getting out of that though thanks to me focusing on myself and being single for once <3 11. been drunk and threw up = lots of times and yes I’m so cliche I always say never again but you know XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
 pastel turquoise/mint, silver and pearly white LAST YEAR (2014), HAVE YOU:
 15. Made a new friend = Not really but I’ve grown closer to different people and met more acquaintances and I did make some new friends but I’m not sure whether to call them friends now or not ;P 16. Fallen out of love = Yes 17. Laughed until you cried = Yeah X,D Many times! 18. Met someone who changed you = Yes! A lot of people I met this year changed me/influenced me to change :) 19. Found out who your true friends are = in lots of ways yes! And in one what felt like a life or death situation wow yes… 20. Found out someone was talking about you = hmm haha 21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = Haha a few ;o

GENERAL: 22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = All of them! I don’t do fake friends on Facebook and if I have internet friends on there I count them as real life friends because we share so much and are close enough to be we just haven’t met cos of distance ^_^ 24. Do you have any pets = My beloved beagle Jakiba who lives with my mum and sister 25. Do you want to change your name = Nope ;) 26. What did you do for your last birthday = I don’t even remember- oh yeah! Sushi and karaoke party with a couple off bestest friends in the world! I wore my furisode kimono and it was awesome :D 27. What time did you wake up today = 9am 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = On Skype to my ex who is my friend again having a heart to heart chat ^o^ 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = My Kirarin revolution manga to arrive! And MCM Telford comic con on valentines day! 30. Last time you saw your Mother = yesterday morning waving me goodbye at the station 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = I wish my parents would let me and my sister go and I wish my sister would be able to have her own place and that they would separate or not involve us in their problems and that I can be happy and a healthy weight and work out and be vegan and still go to uni and get a part time job - I wish I could be independent from my parents and anyone - self sufficient and financially and in every other way an independent woman ^_^ 32. What are you listening to right now = the Tv
 next door, it’s still the fresh prince I think aha 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = a lot ^^ my ex band mate and ex boyfriend kinda 34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = my eyes were hurting I had to turn the brightness down on my phone and I am annoyed that I let myself get underweight because putting it back on is harder and it’s hard to stop once you start and I want to keep being fit and healthy and now I’ve made everyone worry I honestly didn’t realise I’d lost so much :/ 35. Most visited webpage = probably tumblr. Same ;D Either that or youtube, same haha :,D 
37. Nickname = Arri 38. Relationship Status = Single and happy as fuck about it not looking to change that any time soon :D 
 39. Zodiac sign = Taurus 40. Pronouns = she 41. Elementary = that was fun times :,p pretending to be a mermaid or a dinosaur or playing vets or pop idol or fairies or sylvanian families and going on holidays abroad every year when my family was somewhat rich, aaa youth 42. High School = helllll(p) 43. College = HNC in music production and lived in a city it was fun c: now I’m at uni in my 2nd year of a degree in illustration & professional and creative writing and I study and teach Japanese in my free time ^_^ I’m also a vegan as of 3 months ago and studying Buddhism and trying to practice Buddhism and veganism for the rest of my life :) 44. Hair color = natural blonde mix of darker and lighter tones 45. Long or short = Used to be super long until I got a new hairstyle lately which is more medium length 46. Height = 5ft 7 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = For once, nope! 48. What do you like about yourself? = My craziness and spontaneity and my hair and dreams (ambitions and ones I have at night they’re better than any movie and freeeee and star me often alongside celebrities and fictional characters and other awesome people and places and hell yeah) FIRSTS :
 52. First surgery = my medical record is bigger than the bible and it was probably getting glass taken out of my foot that had been in there for weeks and having stitches under anaesthetic and waking up whilst they were still operating it was horrible ;( 90s hospitals! Gives me the creeps to this day and my scar has stretched as my foot is huge compared to then and it’s so ugly haha ;( 53. First piercing = Never! 54. First best friend = Rosie! She is still one of my best friends in the world :) 
55. First sport you joined = Dancing! And swimming ~ I still dance just for fun now though but I had lessons all throughout my childhood and I love to dance <3 I also love to swim but I prefer running so I don’t swim much anymore unless I’m by the sea because I’m a mermaid and I love nothing more than swimming in the sea for hours on end <3 56. First vacation = Probably Disneyland Florida or Greece when I was a baby 58. First pair of trainers = I don’t know! I loved my Nike ones that I wore when I first started long distant running at secondary school they were grey and silver with yellow logos RIGHT NOW:
 59. Eating = Nothing I’m in bed :3 60. Drinking = Nada~ 61. I’m about to = Go on tumblr and waste my life away! 62. Listening to = nothing ^.^ 63. Waiting for = A text from my sister c:

YOUR FUTURE:
 64. Want kids? = Not really, I’d like to maybe adopt when I’m much older and settled if I ever do find someone and settle aha. Get Married? = If it’s what feels right 66. Career? = Japanese/English translator, Japanese Teacher, TEFL teacher in Thailand and Japan, tour and release music from my solo work and band A Pocketful of Stars, freelance illustrator and novel writer/script writer, start at online store maybe branch out into a brand / cute fashion in Tokyo/Paris/London, would love to work for Sylvanian Families or do freelance illustration for bands/music industry <3  WHICH IS BETTER :
 67. Lips or eyes = eyes
 but I love people’s smiles the most! 68. Hugs or kisses = Bothhhh 69. Shorter or taller = taller
 70. Older or Younger = Doesn’t bother me but older is usually my preference by about 5-10 years 
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both! 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms <3 73. Sensitive or loud = Either/both 74. Hook-up or relationship = Both ;0 atm no relationship interests so hook-ups occasionally but I’m not going crazy too often ;P 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hahaha I can be both

HAVE YOU EVER :
 76. Kissed a stranger = Lots of times :p 77. Drank hard liquor = Yep! 78. Lost glasses/contacts = No 79. Sex on first date = Yeaaaah 80. Broke someone’s heart = Yes :( a few times 81. Had your own heartbroken = Yes 82. Been arrested = Kind of :/ 83. Turned someone down = Yeah a lot of people >_< 84. Cried when someone died = A few times yes :( 85. Fallen for a friend = Yes :/

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
 86. Yourself = Yeah! 87. Miracles = Haha I have to ;) 88. Love at first sight = In a weird kind of way yes. 89. Heaven = Heaven is a place on earth~ 90. Santa Claus = In essence and the spirit of Christmas and the basis I still demanded a stocking this year and got one, well ;) hohoho 91. Kiss on the first date = Totally! 92. Angels = My dog is one and so is my sister they always watch over me I love them to bits

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