I'm not sure if any of you remembers Hugh/betterthanyoukid; but yeah. I just feel really upset suddenly and miss him terribly. It's strange to feel this way – I know, considering he dropped 4 months ago but this vacancy and emptiness is starting to feel like a vacuum and it's crippling me right now.
He was my person, and I realize now that whatever I had with Imelda and he are reflections of very real feelings. I'm literally aching in my chest right now because I have no way to locate him because I was too silly to ask for his contact before he left and now his personal had been deactivated and I don't know if he's alright. I've tried sending him mail to his rp accts but no replies yet, so—
I'm going out on a limb here because I don't even know his name; what country he is in (except.. UK) and everything is just a hazy blur right now that doesn't make sense. Nothing makes sense; my feelings don't ever make sense with him.
So if anyone knows betterthanyoukid/athousandcopiesofyou; just tell him I miss him terribly and that I hope he's doing fine.
