Time to bomb u with the ask meme thing: Angelhood, Tinderbox, Stage, Tiger, Treasure, Murmur, Hiccup, Anomaly
@bismuthllie asked: murmur, anomaly ✌🏽️
gonna put these under a readmore bc hoo boy thats a lot of questions!! not that im complaining bc i love Talking About Myself ™
angelhood: what is one of your favorite memories?
this is a strange thing to recall but what immediately comes to mind is this one time during the fifth or so week of last school year when we had to work on exercise programs for PE and i was getting started on mine early. i was in a state of mildish but still inconvenient anxiety at the time and i was doing everything in my power to not mess up the school year. i was making a booklet of sorts with index cards while skyping with a really close friend and we were just talking casually and my lights were dimmed and it was raining outside and i remember thinking ‘wow, maybe things aren’t so bad atm’. and i was just. okay? it was great. still one of my favorite memories.
tinderbox: what do you cherish most?
my friends of course! i cherish my friends more than anything and i am willing to go through a lot of pain to make sure they’re safe. i also cherish my art, i guess.
stage: do you have a talent?
my main Specialty ™ is most definitely drawing! i dont have a bad voice either i suppose, and i write every now and then! im reaaaally out of practice when it comes to writing though.
tiger: what is your bravest moment?
not much comes to mind tbh bc despite my nature to protect im really really terrified of a lot of things. but i guess that one time i Confessed To Crush ™ via handwritten letter. its not really very big but it was rly heartwarming to have all my friends be proud of me and to be proudish of myself.
i’ve answered treasure!
murmur: how do you deal with drama?
well for starters, i stay very far away from it and when i do get involved im not good at dealing with it, at. all. when i really can’t avoid it though, i just muster up all my will and just! make logical moves. and i’m usually one to take the high road unless my friends have already gotten seriously hurt. then like. i get really mad. i dont wanna talk abt it
hiccup: what makes you nervous?
haha. haha. haha, ahahahahaha. everything.
seriously though, i get nervous when: i meet new people, i converse with people im not accustomed to, ordering food/talking to cashiers and store clerks in general, talking in front of crowds, showing up randomly in groupchats that im inactive in, making a good impression on family members, talking to people i think are cool and/or attractive, making a serious decision, initiating important conversations, et cetera. the list goes on. i might trigger a word limit. and text posts arent supposed to have those.
anomaly: what do you find unique about yourself?
i’ll be honest and say. nothing? nothing really. me being ~average~ and ~normal~ is really something im totally alright with and its not something that makes me upset!!!! i just sincerely think the things people //may// find unique about me like my art or natural politeness or general personality are all things you can find in other people (and even in higher/more pleasant degrees tbh!!)
