#audible diary

[lnd93]

She cries to the heaven above There is a stone in my heart She lives in a world she didn't choose And it hurts like brand new shoes Hurts like brand new shoes

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Getting Older | Billie Eilish

I'm getting older, I think I'm aging wellI wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself

There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for

But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door

Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more

Than anyone before (anyone before)

Too bad they're usually deranged

Last week, I realized I crave pity

When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse

Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing

And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed

Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still being ignored(Lying for attention just to get neglection)

Now we're estranged

Things I once enjoyed (ah-ah)

Just keep me employed now

Things I'm longing forSomeday, I'll be bored of

It's so weird

That we care so much until we don't

I'm getting older, I've got more on my shoulders

But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong

I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor

To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure

'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise

Would depend on what I'm given (not on his permission)

(Wasn't my decision) to be abused, mmm

Things I once enjoyedJust keep me employed now

Things I'm longing for, mmh

Someday, I'll be bored ofIt's so weird

That we care so much until we don't

But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing

For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine

I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna

Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time

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[deshuncarter]

Biking | Frank Ocean

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Ass Like That | Victoria Monét.

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Magic Hour | Jhené Aiko

Ready for a miracle, I'll Chill until the, sun sets

I'm ready for the, magic hour

It ain't perfect, but everything's beautiful now

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HOLLOW. | Bibi Bourelly w/ Maureen Boyer

I don't give a fuck, baby, live it up

I ain't no saint and I ain't no judge

I don't like to fight, but I'll do it for love

I ain't finna swing on you, it's all love

And I party hard, baby, I don't stop

Do what I want if they like it or notLet me fuckin' vibe, bob my head to the bop

I'ma fuckin' vibe, bob my head to the bop

I'm an automatic, bitch I'm on auto

I been through it, so I'm on auto

I'm an artist, not a supermodel

Lit, got my heart, hit the fuckin' lotto

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Peach | Kevin Abstract

Ayy, she met me, let me fuck in the shower

I wrote my number in the mist on the mirror

I'm not the type to tell my homies about ya

You're not the type to hold me down through the year

I'll be your baby doll and your bodyguard

If you tell me to

I'll try to make it all not as hard

If you let me through

I ain't sign up for no bullshit

I told my baby that I'm bulletproof

Hands made me take two sips

All things I couldn't do

The cops come, then we dip, baby

Back when we was just friends, baby

Shit, man, you was just a baby

And I turned on you like Mother Nature

Try to think about the blueprint

All the shit that you told me not to do

Was breaking it worth it in the end

If I'm just a vision you come to?

It's all peaches and cream

If you left your love I'll be right

I'll be your baby doll and your bodyguard

If you tell me to

I'll try to make it all not as hard

If you let me through

I ain't tryna get the roof bent

Back then when I would ride with you

Short trips doin' backflips

Mesmerized me, led me to the truth

Atlanta, we was kids, baby

Special moments with my friends, baby

Sippin' on some fuckin' gin, baby

And you wonder why we ain't win, baby

This year I ain't takin' no pics

I'm tryna get with the motion

I'm tryna get a promotion

Window shoppin' 'til they closin'

It's all peaches and cream

If you left your love I'll be right

I'll be your baby doll and your bodyguard

If you tell me to

I'll try to make it all not as hard

If you let me through

It's all peaches and cream

It's all peaches and cream

If you left your love, I'll be right

It's all peaches and cream

If you left your love, I'll be right

It's all peaches and cream

If you left your love, I'll be right

If you left your love, I'll be right

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[lnd93]

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