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to say the crown prince had been perplexed would be an understatement. this little...dance with the hungarian guard was already confusing. ilja would seem to draw close, not close like they had been, like augustus had begun to think they were, but almost. almost. a moment of fleeting hope that, if nothing else, things between them might make sense again. and then, just as quickly, nothing. it felt like even the most mundane of conversations between them was becoming impossible. it...stung. they'd never cared this much before. never been allowed to even entertain the thought of it. and now it seemed this was all most of their thoughts were, ilja, and the way his lips had felt on theirs, the way both of them would trip, neither one fluent in the other's language but persisting nonetheless, the way he'd watch the guard's handwriting steady as short notes became more frequent. it felt like ilja existed only in their mind now, and they were being driven mad with this...this...
so when ilja had approached them they'd tried to keep their expression relaxed, even if for a moment the purpose with which he'd walked, had sought them out even as they spoke to someone else, well. it had been so unlike him. in those brief seconds the perhaps had reared up. and then he'd vaguely explained his reason for approaching. straying interest? they'd had no idea what he meant by that. oh, sure, they'd heard the stupid little rumor, but. surely ilja knew they didn't..? nevertheless, they'd excused themself and gone off with him, seeking some semblance of privacy. "ilja, what is this about?" there was no point to be subtle. they had no way of knowing how long they would have. "if you've been informed of some interest of mine, i would most certainly like to hear of it. it would be a surprise to both of us, or myself at the very least."















