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Eventually, I MUST get these all out of my phone and onto this page! Xandria's turn. @calamity.christina #PeopleWatchingAesthetics #PeopleWatching #PWARedux #AUInfinityTrain https://www.instagram.com/p/COH8Ze7MXbg/?igshid=1mps0teaj5yqb

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Okay, so PW folk know that Sunny is a very projected version of me. Not necessarily a self insert. She says the things that I would say and has the habits that younger me has had, though we have nothing in common outside of zodiac (she's got a different family life and different trauma than mine, etc) But like, I loved her before I decided to write her that way. And she tends to be well received, despite not being here for Simon's shit more often than not. Sorry for the fuzziness and stuff. #PeopleWatchingAesthetics #PeopleWatching #PWARedux #AUInfinityTrain https://www.instagram.com/p/CNPmcK_Mtwr/?igshid=1us1s130m9g8l

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It is CLEAR that I am not meant to build anything online. Chile, I know what I'm NOT doing is retyping all that shit about Heath nem. Here go Heath. #PeopleWatchingAesthetics #PeopleWatching #AUInfinityTrain #InfinityTrainAU #PWARedux Deleted post because I left something out. 🤷🏾‍♀️ @calamity.christina https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJvDuws2nk/?igshid=1oq6fjsvgposw

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Right. Alright, so here goes, because I have some things to say about Heath and I feel like they might go into tangent territory. Firstly, I knew whenever I was picking Apex kids to highlight EXACTLY what I was doing with this guy. He and Xander I had figured out before other background Apex members because neither of them were supposed to make it out of this story alive. I already knew that some kids died prior to the events of the story (the whos and hows), and I knew that Heath and Xander's deaths would be important to the story. I basically flipped a coin to decide which one (Xander was a chance away from being killed early on and Heath was a chance away from being Grace's right hand). Ultimately, I didn't want to kill off the only addict in the story and was like, gonna be Flower Boy, then. Ummm... Miss Tina was in upset. 😭 I expected ME to be upset, as I molded a character out of nothing but minimal clips into somebody with a backstory, beliefs, and potential future if they could just get over their sordid history, and I cut him down at 22. But, these are not mercenaries. They have some experience, but no real training and a couple of deaths/incidents I figured were still quite generous considering believability. So, here is the collection of aesthetics @calamity.christina and I have on Heath, one of the most tragic side characters mentioned in the story. No, y'all don't get as close to him as I did, but I think even outside of the personal attachment, his story cut short is still pretty sad and the gang trying to get beyond it is too. #PeopleWatchingAesthetics #AUInfinityTrain #InfinityTrainAU #PWARedux #PeopleWatching https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJs6O-MXed/?igshid=zn7ugnayyrgk

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Anybody who's been keeping up with me will recognize the name "Tina," as she's been the primary artist for my fanfiction over the past half a year or so, and even has gotten her hand into my current original projects. 😁 She recently finished the People Watching Series Mugshots and she single handedly created the design and looks of the characters from my descriptions. Now, I'm working on taking those looks and transferring them into a real life aesthetic wardrobe series that I'm just gonna call People Watching Aesthetic Redux #PWARedux You can find the original designs of the characters on @calamity.christina page. #NeshaAesthetic #AUInfinityTrain #GraceMonroe #PeopleWatching #CombyneApp https://www.instagram.com/p/CM6rLBUMaXH/?igshid=1bxev9963xb1l

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But @calamity.christina has really been putting so much into a fanfic story I've been working on and doing artwork and long ass reviews and whenever I'm in the headspace to even deal with it, she let me bounce all my shit off of her and y'all know I'm a fanfiction hoe, so this is a love language. It's how I've met my closest internet friends and just a thing I have dedicated so much of my time and energy to over the years. Currently getting so much life from Tina and her artwork and availability to me while I do People Watching https://archiveofourown.org/works/27431848/chapters/67056682 This lil' dedication I'ma call The Queen Bee and The Beekeeper: Grace x Xander #NeshaFanFiction #InfinityTrain #AUInfinityTrain https://www.instagram.com/p/CJTKsPXMWQ8/?igshid=1af7lobfrpikm