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Love in the Storm
Accepting
One minute it seems like he may truly love me, and the next he acts like he can’t stand me. What even am I to Bjornulf? Has the sex truly meant nothing to him? How else could his mood change so drastically?
I couldn’t possibly handle if he were just using me but...that’s what it seems like. How could someone possibly--have I just been projecting too much onto him? I’ve been too taken in by him to rationalize anything. He’s just some-some barbaric Nordic soldier! He’s a rebel committing treason against the Empire. And I’m just some foolish girl he’s been using to get his jollies.
Well no more! I don’t need Bjornulf! I can find my way back home without him. There’s no we fled halfway across the country when we escaped Helgen. I can get back to the border without him, and things will go back to normal. Or as normal as they can be.









