#austin.talks

[misstakke]

I just imagined 13 year old me having a fashion blog.

[misstakke]

y’all mind if i...

homosexual

[misstakke]

@cactus-bug im breaking up with you

[misstakke]

yOU and your goddamn beautiful face...making me...feel feelings...

[misstakke]

I JUST DEEPTHROATED AN ICE CUBE ON ACCIDENT AND NOW I CAN SEE FLAVORS

[misstakke]

one time in 5th grade I was watching supernatural with my mom and brother. i remeber the weirdest scenes.

[misstakke]

lemme say something real quick

My nb indentity may be partially due to gender stereotypes and roles that I️ am “supposed to follow”

Maybe

Maybe

Maybe

That doesn’t mean it is. I️ don’t know why I’m nb. I️ am. I️ just am. Not because “society pushed it on me” or some other bullshit like “the LGBT community is pushing their shit onto children nowadays” but honestly, that last one. ohoho that last one.

no one told me about liking girls, until I️ was ten. I️ remember having so many lesbian Barbie dolls. Oh my god, I️ can even recall making out with my girl dolls when I️ was little, even though I️ had boy dolls, I️ remember choosing the girls because they were girls, and I️ wanted that. But did LGBT portrayal in media influence that? No. I️ don’t remember seeing any gay couples when I️ was little. It was just me. And honestly, heteronormativity was pushed onto me, I️ stopped having lesbian Barbie dolls (not really, just not as many) I️ forced myself to not be “weird” and gave them boyfriends. I️ remember dressing my doll as a boy and saying, “he looks like a girl, but don’t worry, he’s a real boy” I️ remember that I️ was scared of having lesbian Barbie dolls in front of others. But now that I’m not. Give. Me. The. Plastic. Lesbians. And. The. Trans. Ones.

Why am I️ talking about this?

I don’t know, try and tell me.

[misstakke]

The only thing keeping me from killing my self it that a shitty YouTube might be the first one to find me and exploit me for money