Friday Afternoon
Sitting in Chaille's driveway getting sun on my palest pale legs, looking like a true hoosier. I am having predictable trouble not wanting to move right back here. Reasons to be anywhere are difficult at times...but there's something about it here. The heat the fire. It all feels correct. Like my heart's pointer truly is the opposite of a compass. The oblong acorns seem more right, even.
Kris-bitch is coming to get me and I'm supremely excited. I hope that I will actually see Jason tomorrow. I got Cheyenne Chaille + Alyssa too. Steve is acting slightly strangely, or at least I am perceiving that his is falsely or not.
The sun on my skin feels so much like pure life
I want the light
I want the light.
At the Radiohead show 2 days ago I just stared at the bright row of lights.
I think I'm burning melting right into this
spot.
"My baby shot me Down."
I need a Maserati and a Mexican road,
I need a storyline and I could stare at the trees all day long
What use there is for me here? It's what I must discover.
I want to be a vigilante and for what am I collecting justice?
I can't be asked to be static.
I need a plot, a plot as thick as tar, though the kind poured on a definite road, but warmed by the sun to become that squishy thing you press with your aweful, infant toes.
I want never to have to want.
But is there such a thing for our infinitely restless species?
And I'm sitting at West Gibson + South Congress at the workplace of my girl Kris, who might definitely be up there as the world's beautifullest.
I am glad that I am not inclined towards crime, for I doubt I could survive prison's confinements.
But it doesn't hurt to find a way
To appreciate + savor one's freedoms.
I have simple desires, but they are all extrapolations + adventures, they have little to do with staying inside things.
I wish that I was talented enough to survive in a writer's world.
But it's never enough and the world requires infinite help.
I am on S. Congress + it's warm but not hot here, it is heavenly. And Jason is coming to meet me which is a great surprise to my ingrown expectations and it makes me very happy.
Just Like Heaven's playing
Kristen's glowing + we're both happy to be here
I wish she were not working
Monday we drive to KC to see the Cure's finally really final show which will be spectacularly depressing.
Just Like Honey
Just Like Heaven
They've actually followed up Just Like Heaven with Just Like Honey
And Jason's just shown up
