Reunited: January (Ron/Hermione fanfic)
This fic is almost completely done. I’m just working on trying to sync it up with HawthornBlood ’s already posted works (since this is technically a collaboration). Also working on the letters from Ron’s end, which are equally tricky (but fun) to get in sync. Here are the links on ff.net and AO3.
Short excerpt (it’s a short update) below:
He'd been afraid their first time sharing sleep in months would be a disaster. Of course, they'd fought for covers and he'd ended up pushed to the edge of the mattress on more than one occasion, but it had been familiar. Like the first time he set foot back in the Great Hall each September. He's struck again with the same feeling that had overtaken him this May. She feels like home more than any other place in the world.
"I like starting the year with you." She smiles against his lips.
"Me too." He slips his hand beneath his old Cannons shirt to rub her back softly. "Did you sleep all right?"
"Better than all right." She nestles closer to him with a smile and he suspects that, much like himself, despite the war over the covers that she's just had the best night of sleep in months. He doesn't want to wreck the pleasant mood of the morning, but he senses it's the best time to ask the question she never answers in letters.
"Do you still have nightmares?" he asks softly, hand still tracing circles across her shoulder blades and down her back.
"None that I really remember," she admits. "But I know I still have them because I wake up…" Her voice drifts, but she doesn't need to finish. She wakes up scared. She wakes up sweaty. She wakes up and it's all happening. He knows it all too well. It hasn't happened lately, but the dreams had certainly come back when he was at training. He can't even imagine being at Hogwarts where she's surrounded by so many reminders of the carnage of last May. The sight of any more than a paper cut still reminds him of the thick pools of blood when Snape bled out.
He apologises and she just dismisses him with a laugh of all things.
"I'm sorry I'm not there." It's a stupid admission, he knows. He'd hardly be able to sleep in the same bed as her even if he was at Hogwarts, but he knows sharing a bed helps.
"Not your fault.," she repeats again and it's done. They don't dwell. The simple acknowledgment that the nightmares still occur seems to be enough. He thinks they always will.