#autistic language learning

[ahojojoj]

i remember now when i learned the czech word for egg (vejce) and i was mad because their word for egg was not EGG-SHAPED

why

ok im not even gonna ask "why am i like this" because i already know. the answer is autism.

[ahojojoj]

dobrá práce, češtinko

ty vole....

jednou budeš mi možna zabít

ale ne...

ať žiješ ty

ať žiju já

mír a láska

💥💥💥💥💥💥

přežiju, přežiju, přežiju vše

mňau mňau, vroom vroom

dobrý fucking den

jseš jen malíčka kočíčka

a já jsem velký autista

[ahojojoj]

Is there some kind of website or something where I can get Czech puzzle books? or like crosswords or something like that?

I need to learn Czech everyday.... but some days just not online or by talking to people. Sometimes I'm too overstimulated and stressed that my eyes hurt from looking at a screen. And then I horribly misinterpret Czech text which causes more anxiety. So in those situations it would maybe be best to just sit alone with a crossword puzzle in dim lighting. No phone or computer.

Im to restless nowadays to just sit down and read, I gotta do something with my hands like writing or drawing.

I would prefer a big book that has many different difficulty levels, because my czech level can be very different depending on time, mood and place.

EDIT : I need a paperbook that I can order somewhere with EU shipping of a decent price

[ahojojoj]

As an A-spec autistic person I find it hilarious to use valentines day templates... not for romantic love and such, but for my special interest, my love for češtínky 💜

Prosím, tady máte češtínky

💕Mejte se hezky💕

[ahojojoj]

my czech when it is at its worst, or best depending on perspective (aka freestyling, aka talking to myself and making things up)

jéém jéém dobréjéjéj jako jejejej jo nebo ne jakojojo cožeco? ale aůů to nejejde to. jak? taktakjakhletak? ne? nevím. CO JE joje? jau ou. ňou ňou. nevíte, nevedí ale to nevadí protože mám mňam mňam mňam. vařím se dobře jako feřmentuju se, ale ne jako jídlo. jako v hlavě, myšlenky a tak. je to proces. bude to dobré jo asi jo nebo možna ne. nevím ani jani. jen jeje. jojo. nikdy nežapomeň že milujujujuujuju.... co? jen milujujuju. nashledanou jou.

něhehehe jao.

[ahojojoj]

more thoughts about letters and the czech keyboard.

i associate the english word czech with the number 5 cause 5 is a good number its also kinda weird, and the Ř is under the keyboard key for 5. also the word czech has 5 letters.

but the word čeština is of course 4 cause that is where the Č is. and čtyři - four. and because it starts with the letter Č. Č is easily one of the most iconic letters in the entire czech language, even if it also exists in other languages.

learning the czech keyboard layout makes me think even more about these kinds of things.

also sometimes the keyboard sucks.... i dowloaded the slovak keyboard to be able to make ô, other leters that also exists in czech like ň, but also be able to write some simple nice things in slovak, because i have a some friends who are slovak, we speak english with eachother but i want to be able to say Ďakujem, Ďakujememem like i say Děkujujuju in czech. and find the Ď easier.

but i cant make a big ô... and the Ř is not there anymore. i want to tell you even more about ô because i found it in a swedish poetry book, and we both also have ä. also all the symbols on all the keyboards are in another order now.....

i think slovak and swedish might have some similarities and i wanna learn more about what the connection is, if there is any...

but all czechs say that its a bad idea to learn both czech and slovak at the same time..

and slovaks say its a bad idea to learn both at the same time..... then they say " ... slovak is so much better tho :D"

but i will never give up on czech.... i love it so much. i kinda wanna just learn a bit... of slovak... now too....

at the same time not study any language at all and just draw... and take pictures of weird things i find outside.

but i will always remembeřřřřř that on the czech keyboard ř is is at the number 5 now and that the Č is right next to it, and Š is under 3, and then ě is under. but after those things... idk where they are...