#avanyxaura

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[avanyxauras]

Making those silly little videos really holds me afloat lol

I wish I was good at this and actually build something but somehow it's just like sketching in my sketchbook.. I may get better but who tf cares

[avanyxauras]

i thought finding myself would feel like becoming someone new.

turns out it feels more like slowly removing everything i learned to be for other people and waiting to see what stays.

somewhere between the existential dread, the bills and the increasingly questionable state of the world, there are still tiny moments where my life feels like mine.

i think i’m starting there.

[avanyxauras]

i thought finding myself would feel like becoming someone new.

turns out it feels more like slowly removing everything i learned to be for other people and waiting to see what stays.

somewhere between the existential dread, the bills and the increasingly questionable state of the world, there are still tiny moments where my life feels like mine.

i think i’m starting there.

[avanyxauras]

Art is currently my only life anchor lol

Anyway music by Nesta and the blondes - PhD in bad decisions 💛💛💛

[avanyxauras]

Berlin is scary.

I was scared at first but then I became annoyed bc why is everything so loud and uncomfortable..

Growing is scary.

Accepting and adapting to change feels huge. Realizing I've improved in my thinking, my actions or whatever feels gigantic.

Oh and I lost some hair. No I relocated some hair lol.

I think most of it is still in Berlin. Glied somewhere between my chaos. With glitter. Oh hell there's glitter everywhere

With love

me

[avanyxauras]

All parts on my IG avanyxaurasart :)

[avanyxauras]

maybe potential isn't about becoming someone new.

maybe it's about realizing the version of you that survived was quietly growing toward the light the whole time.