#avengingclotpoles

[cuddlytaekwoonie-blog]

i swear to god i babysit the cutest and happiest little girl in existance!! she's always happy and giggly and she so easy to please and she's just over all adorable!! i hope my future kids are like her!!

the best thing is the more tired she is the happier she becomes and she just laughs at everything!!

ugh i can't wait to have kids of my own

[theglowstickofdestiny]

yooooooo new icon :')

[apollopermetstu]

I AM SO OLD TODAY WHY I have to change all my bios to 19 now I don't wanna :( My parents gave me films about Munch and also communism tho so I can't really complain :3 But im still too old and I also have 3 lectures today ahaha yeah wow party 🎈

[fightingdragonswithswift-blog]

@harrypottxr has moved to @areweoutcfthewoodsyet !

[cat37958]

hello fun fact i am doing a work experience placement in edinburgh next week and its super exciting!!!!!

(i've just booked my accommodation after some run-ins with 'the company not getting back to me', 'everything in edinburgh is SO EXPENSIVE this is £60 a night', and 'i think the owner of this b&b is very creepy and he told my dad creepy things so my dad would not let me stay there good call dad' so YEAHH)

so just to keep you updated :)))

i'm so happy about this placement and i might get to do some exoplanet work and thats what i want to do with my life so im just YEAH EMOSH

(forreal tho thinking of reporting that b&b owner who became strangely interested in me when he found out i am 16 and staying alone for a week NOT STRANGE AT ALL NO NOT INAPPROPRIATE TO SAY THAT 'IF SHES A GOOD GIRL' YOU WOULD MAKE HER A MEAL FOR JUST YOU TWO NO YEAH NO)

[apollopermetstu]

I helped my precious friend plentyofpuck shoot her first ever Lookbook video yesterday :) Go check it out and send her some love if you want, she's crazy great and awesome. ♥

[apollopermetstu]

[cuddlytaekwoonie-blog]

this day has just been a day of sadness and growth

i didn't get in to the teachers education programme

(under read more because this became longer than i thought)

i'm a reserve and i have 32 people in front of me that has to decline their spot if i'm to get in

when i found out i cried on and off for about an hour because i was disappointed, angry and feeling really stupid for getting my hopes up because this is just my luck tbh, it hurt a lot because i am 100% sure that i want to become a teacher and that this is what i'm meant to do with my life

but then i started feeling more and more calm and peaceful because i started talking with my mom about stuff i'm looking forward to and after a while i realized that maybe i will be lucky enough to get in the end and if i don't i will apply for jobs until i get one and i also realized that i will keep on fighting to get in until i do because of my determination to become a teacher, and i still have a lot to look forward to even if i don't get in so life isn't over, life moves on and so must i and i have to keep fighting to make my dreams into a reality

i have grown a lot in the past six/seven months and i think that i was afraid that if i didn't get in i would lose all the progress i've made and all the happiness and confidence that i've gained and i didn't want that, but i didn't lose any of it, it actually helped me accept my situation and realize that i have a lot of possibilities still ahead of me and that if it's meant to be it'll all be okay in the end, i'll be okay

i mean i'm not gonna lie, i've had a lot of disappointments in my life and i was hoping this would be an excption but it wasn't so i was really disappointed because i want this so badly but it's gonna be okay because i will become a teacher, no matter how long it takes