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[featheatre]

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Good luck in pushing LinLin off a cliff

Even if he throws sweets?

[threewornwords]

coworker commented on my body. sigh.

[new-music-daily]

Avoid Avoid - Drones

[arikitty]

Why do I do this....

Nothing like about to dye my hair blonde for Harley Quinn to decide I also want to cosplay comic book scarlet witch.

[voxlunae]

it's honestly depressing as shit realizing that your entire school career was based on money and those thoughts still linger. and by linger i mean shout at you.

every major choice i made was based on what would make me money and i'm still doing it. i didn't pick childhood education because i want to. i picked it because it might make money. not a lot but enough to where i can pay bills.

being poor is such a fucking fear for me now. i don't want to go back to that life. i don't want to be afraid of where my food is coming from or my power going out or being unable to contact anyone.

i'm so fucking afraid that i'm letting it run my life and i have to stop.

but it's so fucking hard.

[voxlunae]

so i started crying and sobbing because of how much i DO NOT WANT to go to school today

and it's not the first time i've felt like this since i started back. it's been a constant thing. i'm not excited to be there. i'm not enjoying it.

i'm hating every second. 

and i know like everyone is probably like "well duh it's school" but like...

the only two classes i needed for my major? already dropped them. granted they were both online, but i already feel so overwhelmed. i am just simply not prepared.

i hate this. i hate feeling like i've made some huge mistake and now everyone is expecting something i cannot deliver.

i'd honestly rather look for a job than deal with this. and that's the exact words i told marcus.

i know he'll support me no matter what but i feel like such a disappointment.

the fact that i'm already looking at changing my major says everything.

i don't want to be here. i hate this.

i'm 26 years old and i have no idea what i want to do with my life.

[melia-bonsey]

In what ways are you like/unlike your brother?

Seeing as how I've got two, you're going to need to be more specific as to which one you'd like to know about.