cw: Spoilers for Avrum (Season Special Set Between s4-5)
ok WOW starting off horribly with a massacre. oh my gosh.
i am too emotionally unstable for this. what a WAY to start off!! i love it!!
mmm that does not sound like a crow. not anymore.
oh god. David dying almost immediately, hearing his wife and children. Avrum realizing, and his hope dying. “We were all that’s left.
oh GOD. Avrum singing the prayers for deaths of his family TORE OUT MY HEART.
y’all i am so locked in i’ve barely taken any notes!! this is SO good oh my gosh. i honestly think it’s the best one yet.
ok so — i like Rivka, such a sweet little girl! Avrum has my whole heart and soul. Usher is sweet! very much an awkward teenager, but he means well. Zelig is kind, stern, but kind. a good leader so far.
wait. wait. ok so this is a HUGE stretch. like i’m reaching so far. but Usher’s venomous reaction with Avrum finding Rivka’s “doll”…the fact that he, Rivka, and Zelig are from “over the eastern mountains”…are THEY part of the people that worship the Things?
“She gets really…loud…without it.”
“Like back at the house when I met her. Cossacks riding through the streets and she’s calling out for Tzeitzl.” HA. oh i LIKE Avrum.
“Oh no Avrum, you do not want to hear me sing. Even in a whisper.” hmmm…Usher said that “jokingly” but…there was just…something in his tone. i could be reading more into it than usual.
and now a storm is coming. well, they’re at that stage.
Avrum is so sweet!! but why did the lines “We can eat something and watch the shadows grow. We’ll keep walking west, and as the shadows stretch, you can guess what they will be.” fill me with such dread? foreshadowing? (no pun intended…again)
WELL SHIT. OK SO UM. A DEAD COSSACK STRUNG UP IN A TREE AND NOT EATEN. THAT IS…NOT GOOD. :)
Usher and Zelig’s lack of reaction to the dead Cossack…the people traveling with them “wanting to have little to do with them”…idk. it’s just reminding me SO MUCH of the people’s reactions to the Jesuit priests in Imperial.
“No, silly, I have my older brother, see?” “Your doll?” HI HOW ABOUT NO.
they’re part of those peoples i am SURE OF IT. i’m officially submitting that as my theory as of this moment.
“Oh really? And I don’t get a say in this?” ok so even if they are of those peoples, at least Zelig is a good father.
“Right, Tzeitl…” OK C’MON I HAVE TO BE RIGHT!! Usher’s reaction to EVERYTHING is a DEAD GIVEAWAY
“Not until we hear from them!” no fires + dead bodies in Satanov — the Things?
hmm…so Zelig is an unpopular leader but those following him can’t go back without him? so, i wonder if he was part of some kind of, like, head family of their particular branch of those peoples, so without Zelig present, the others can’t return to their sacred home without being killed by those Things?
oh shit an empty camp, a ripped shawl…NOT GOOD.
they’re heading towards the mountains? Avrum dreaming of the man from the tree? him feeling uncomfortable? VERY NOT GOOD.
“We have stories back home, of things in the forests.” “…My mother says that the forests are fine.” “Sure. Maybe she would tell you that.” OK SO THAT IS WORSE.
i’m telling you, they HAVE to be from these leader families, just like the Documentarian is. hence the “doll” Rivka has, and why she doesn’t fear the Things
OK THE DETAILS ABOUT WHERE RIVKA AND USHER USED TO LIVE?? them saying that it was a prosperous place, and how they used to sit and tell stories, and how the village below their mountain “just disappeared”?? WHAT IF!!! what if they’re a part of those peoples and they LEFT because they didn’t want to sacrifice people anymore?? just like how the Documentarian’s father left her mother and how Essie died after she left, presumably because she disagreed with killing people?? even in Imperial it mentioned how some of the people were afraid and saddened?? LIKE??
and that’s why the others don’t like Rivka and her family, because they were part of those leader families.
i know i’m right. i HAVE to be right.
shit’s happening!! some of the others are going back. the way Usher says “Scared enough to go back to that?” just confirms everything i’ve suspected.
“Wait…something is wrong.” FUCK.
Y’ALL I AM SHRIEKING??? the Cossacks finding them — “We will not be pulled into those waters!” WHICH MEANS ITS A THING — and then being slaughtered?? fuck is Zelig dead?? if he’s of a leader family then he’s safe right?? BUT IF HE LEFT THE PROTECTION OF THE THINGS THEN HE’S NOT?? SHE LOST HER DOLL — DID IT COME ALIVE TO PROTECT HER???
“[in the distance a monstrous howl/call, the faint tear of flesh, squish]” SHIT SHIT SHIT
“their bodies opened” MM NOT GOOD.
“Take it back.” WHY is Usher so insistent? so, Rivka seems to be the only safe one…is she still under the protection of the Things, and saying that will call them? will they somehow bring her home?
wait. “Children of the Light”. ok i am MASSIVELY reaching here. like i’m practically Elastigirl with this reach. but remember how Rosa disappeared from Svalbard in a flash of light and appeared in Patagonia? she was dead, and she crumbled into dust…but since Rivka is a child, and is under the protection of the Things, is she safe and can she use the portal thing that they do without dying?
if i’m right i will actually scream.
IS USHER TRYING TO WARN AVRUM AWAY SO HE DOESN’T DIE?? I THINK HE IS!!!
“We should say it now.” WHAT DOES THAT MEEEAAAAN. is she talking about calling the Things? repenting in some way, so they could go home?
OH SHIT the Things found them!!
SHIT FUCK NOT USHER!! NO OH MY GOSH!!! NO I ACTUALLY AM CRYING RN
is she calling Them? is Rivka’s distress calling Them?? is that why They keep finding them? Usher kept saying to keep her calm the entire time Avrum was with them. i think that any time she is distressed, the Things are called.
wait. is the doll a Thing, like Sveiða, and so when Rivka is distressed, it comes to life and kills whoever upsets her? is that why the Thing left when it got close to the tree where Usher, Avrum, and Rivka were hiding the first time?
“I caught no glimpse of it.” he didn’t see it so it didn’t see him…but because he’s favored by Rivka, did the Thing not show itself to him so he wouldn’t be killed?
“My brother always comes back.” IT’S GOTTA BE ONE OF THOSE CHARMS.
Rivka’s lack of concern about Usher and the others…that’s the coldness that we see in Mor.
and how she keeps finding food? she always seems to find food now? is it because she’s fully under the protection of the creatures now?
wait, Zelig stole Rivka away? Rivka doesn’t get to see him often? WAIT. is the leader of the families matriarchal? that’s why in Imperial the priestess was a woman, and Hulda and Mor are the CEOs of their “companies”??
“Is this bone?” I WAS FUCKING RIIIIIIIIGHT!!!!!!!!!
JURA BEING THERE??? HE CAME TO GET HER ON HER MOTHER’S ORDERS?? I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES!!!! I WAS RIGHT ABOUT ALL OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!
“I’m sure he likes it better that way.” HOW ABOUT NO.
“If Rivka says it, it will be true.” SHE IS ONE OF THE LEADER FAMILIES AND I GUARANTEE ITS MATRIARCHAL. and her devotion to Avrum…i hope it keeps him safe there. please let him be safe.
AVRUM GOES WITH THEM. SHIT. his tears as he enters the destroyed synagogue hurt my heart so much. poor darling.