Mar 19, 2022
i love you so much and there are so many things i want to say to you, i want to hold you in my arms (your words are through a screen, my skin cannot meet your skin) so tightly and i would feel so safe with you, cause you’re strong and have the biggest heart i’ve ever known, i know you love me in a certain specific way, but i love you in a certain specific way too, but they are like false paintings of my dreams and hopes, because i’m fairly sure the pinks we are talking about are different shades, but i still feel that shade of pink reside in my bones and it will never stop festering until i finally can hold you (more you holding me) tightly and feel that warmth. i do love you like that but i will never say it, please don’t make me.