#awkward self

[xxlostintheecho]

Happy hump daaayyyyy.

[infpsecrets]

I realized that my strong aversion against getting into a relationship is my fear of being vulnerable and being intimate with someone. I’m all ready to get my heart broken since I’m fully aware how hard relationships work and I’m more willing and prefer to receive the hurt than be the one who made the offense. But why is it so hard, awkward, and weird for me to open up to someone I’m romantically attracted to?

[xxlostintheecho]

My week from hell is still going strong. It’s cool tho. ✌✌✌

[metamorphanate]

First binder came in mail, first time that I didn’t feel 100% shite.  And yes I know I look awkward as.

[soluschka]

I wish I could just call people and ask if they want to spend time with me.

[himchans-holy-thighs]

Tagged~

Some kpop questions~~

Thank you for the tag cerca-del-rio !! ♥ And sorry that it took me so long to do this >< 1.) Kpop Groups You like? Woohoo there are a lot X_X To mention just a few: B.A.P, Infinite, BTS, Seventeen, VIXX, JJCC, MR.MR, Secret, Mamamoo, Orange Caramel, Nine Muses, A.KOR etc. 2.) Who is your bias? Why? When and how did he become your bias? Woaa I don’t even know where to start from >< like... should i only talk about my ultimate or more?? because i’d feel bad to let someone out >< okay let’s try this~ so my ultimate bias is Kim Himchan surprised huh? When and how... It wasn’t love at first sight :)) I first “discovered B.A.P” when they released Power - April 2012 (at that time, my ultimate bias was JB from GOT7 since Dream High 2, even before he debuted in JJ Project I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH HIM OMG). Okay so when I first saw B.A.P, my first bias was Zelo and Himchan... was my least favourite member xDD i’m so sorry but it’s so funny to remember I didn’t like him at all lol. As time passed by and I got more into B.A.P, they became one of my top fave groups and Channie was climbing too in my bias list. In July 2012 they released No Mercy and that was THE DEATH FOR ME!! B.A.P was officially my no.1 group til this day and for the next 1000000000000000000...0000000 years and Himchan... became my ultimate and since then i can’t stop loving this beautiful, talented, precious human being. End of story xD Why... too hard to express in words...

Other main biases let’s say: the rest of B.A.P, Suga, Bobby, Woozi, Hoya, E.co, Hyosung, Nana, Whasa etc etc

4.) Your top 3 OTPs? Hmm I’m not that much into OTPs... buuut I’ll say HimUp, BangHim, DaeJae :3 5.) A kpop idol you think is similar to your character? Damn I don’t think I’ve ever thought of that :-? I really don’t know man... I’ll let those who know me well to decide xD  6.) Where do you live? Romania  7.) What is your favourite colour? Blue ♥ 8.) If you were in a kpop group, which role would you pick? I’m such a talentless potato what could i be??? maybe a subvocal or i’d like to be a rapper idk xD but i’d be the dorkiest and loudest for sure xDD 9.) One thing you love and one thing you hate about your personality? Umm... one thing i love is that i’m usually a mood-maker and i love to make people laugh ^^ one thing i hate is that i’m such a lazy ass sometimes 10.) Tell me one random fact about yourself. I love eating sour things idk 11.) What is your greatest fear? At the moment... not getting into the university i want with high grades so that my parents won’t have to worry about the taxes they’d have to pay... 

I tag kara-resu, ohh-korea, purple-asphodel, hakyeopta, kpopbarfighting, jjongino and whoever else wants to do it~ ^^

[eloquenceandlaughter]

Do you ever just do something and think to yourself “Man, I’m hilarious”?

Because I do that all the time...

[cleston]

Finally met Nick! atownwithnopeople and thisoneredheadkid.