I keep running into you when reading fanfics, it's pretty funny
I initially found you through your dark souls works (which I love <3). I recently got into btd/tpof, so of course, I hopped on ao3 and started reading and stumbled onto B3G_CRY, read through it in one go, thought "man this is really good I wonder if the author wrote anything else" and upon seeing your username went "YOU AGAIN!"
Anyways, really appreciate all your work! I saw you're writing original fiction now and that's really cool, so good luck with that too!! Hope you have a good day :]
😂I love this! And apparently we have some fav fandoms in common so we are now fandom besties I decided it
B3G using that as leverage against Rico. 🤔 B3G: Remember when you begged Liu to cuddle you when you where a werewolf? Rico: I DON'T REMEMBER THAT 🤬. Nina: 👀
Stashed beneath 'read more' for potentially triggering content. ❣️
Through the pain, one thought strains out to find you.
He’s going to kill me.
This man is going to kill me.
“Ple-please,” you choke out, tears wetting your words. More terrified of him than of the tool he wields. “Stop… please…”
His eyes light up at your begging. You’re not sure that’s entirely a good thing.
“Mmm?” he hums. “Can’t handle anymore?” A crease whittles deep between his brows, his concern edged just enough to mock you. “Does it hurt too much...?” He strokes back your hair, bloodied fingers soaking through the strands. “Do you need me to make it all better…?”
So I was looking through my outline for future chapters of b3g_cry so I could remember what was even going on in this story 😂 and I stumbled upon a part I'm super excited about. But now I wanna spoil it 😏 even though I shouldn't, but like... Imma spoil it anyway for any b3g_cry fans who like spoilers.
So, SPOILERS ❕
You do eventually escape Strade, which in itself is a whole thing I won't get into (I'm not spoiling everything).
But you do escape him.
For a while, at least.
You're not the same person you were the last time you entered your apartment. You're terrified of even the smallest of sounds. And you avoid the world, avoid your computer, for as long as you're able to. But eventually you have bills to pay. Eventually you need money. And you're desperate enough to start streaming again, at least one more time.
You have a few more viewers than you normally might.
One in particular stands out to you.
b3g_cry: you're looking good. I like the scar
b3g_cry: where are you?
b3g_cry: I know you're near
b3g_cry: did you think you could hide from me forever?
Cause mmmaaayyyyybe I'm excited for more strade content and had to start scribbling
🔸warnings: sexual content, non-con, mild violence, degredation
He slams your head and back against the wall, stepping in until there’s no room to think. Boxing you in so your squinched-up features are pressed against his groin; what a bad, bad dog. No room to breathe, except to inhale him. His musk, his scent; heady.
Calloused fingers coil in your hair, sending tingles of alarm down your scalp.
Tightening his hold, he drags your lips across the crotch of his pants, along the ridge of his growing erection.
He breathes low, yet like he’s starving.
“I should be patient… I should control myself…”
His fingers constrict, making you wince, though you don’t dare beg him to stop, to in any way try to wriggle free of him.
His amusement's a short fuse. “I don’t like being patient…”
Growling. Bated. Hungry. And for some fucked up reason, you can feel yourself inexplicably getting wet, like some horrible survival instinct is kicking in, like your body knows what he’s after, and that has to be it because there’s no way in hell you want anything he wants too – whatever it is, whatever he ever wants, it terrifies you.
You’d sooner take the shame of your own body’s reaction to him to your grave than anywhere near his realization, but like a shark scenting blood, he must somehow sense it, must somehow see it shrink-wrapped in your eyes, wavering with fear along the edges of your pupils.
He jerks your head back, forcing you to yelp. Reaching down before you can react, just enough to slide a gruff hand down between your legs, and he doesn’t even have to spread you open to feel how you’re already getting slick for him, like some part of you’s senseless, like some part of you wants to be broken.
He chuckles, but the sound is deadly. A wolf before a kill. His gaze is far too close with him leaning down like this.
“Ooh~” he breathes. “You’re impatient, too…”
He watches you; one corner of his lips edged, toying, as your own lips press flat against their tremble.
“You really are special, aren’t you?” he lightly smirks, gaze scraping along your anxious features. “My special little girl… Acting like she doesn’t want this…"
His fistful of hair tightens enough for him to enjoy your pained reaction to it.
So what’s your list of fics for this year like? Is there any you’re looking forward to working on? Any oldies you plan to edit or update?
This is a fun question, I hope you don't mind if I send it right back to you 😂 I'm curious what you're working on!
And hmmm... Whatever I end up working on is always so random, my adhd goldfish mind just sort of lands on something without warning and I write it. Even if I fully intend to write one thing, I might get distracted by something else shiny and run off writing that. It's the unfortunate reason you can basically never trust me when I say I'll update something 😂😭
Buuuut, I was working on Plaything today and got through a whole draft, so that'll likely be the next story to update. I can feel it in my bones, this little chapter is ready. I also have a draft of Crown of Piercing Bone and Hi :), and a mostly completed draft of Twisted, Tastes Like Heaven, and B3G_CRY. Brat's only like halfway done, and I have a million different drafts for Tangled Threads and Heartstrings and Chaos Hearts (for Lautrec/Patches, Yhorm, Bell Bearing Hunter, Varre, Anri & Horace, Pursuer, Artorias), plus a hundred other drafts not worth mentioning. I'm also working on an original piece for publication, but other than that, anything not on this list I have no current plans of updating, though the stories aren't abandoned. The only ones I've for sure abandoned are Gold Gilded Leash and In The Teeth of Silver Wolves, so sorry to anyone who might've liked those, they've been taken to some happy little farm far far away ✨
