thinking, thinking.
looking and thinking back on some of my older posts x behavior from when I first made this tumblr some years back is so cringeworthy, I was so blissfully ignorant, and naïve. I really didn't know anything? in a way, I can admit I still don't. I like to pretend I do for the sake of not looking foolish, because who likes that? But the reality is the more I learn, the more I know I don't know anything at all. I'm not even sure what brought this up but ugh, I'm really disappointed at teenage me. I don't know, I feel like I should have known better a lot of the time. Especially since once I made a tumblr I had access to all this information? I feel so ignorant compared to younger bloggers who seem to have a plethora of knowledge and here I am, clueless as ever. I'm really thankful that tumblr has so many great resources for educating oneself though. I've learned so much from the community here. I'm really hoping to continue to learn and do better to unlearn any behavior that's problematic, to read x pay close attention when there's something important being addressed, and to do better for the future. of course, I don't expect myself to be perfect. I'm sure that impossible and I'll drive myself mad if I go ahead and try. However, I'm at least hoping to learn well and apply what I've learned into my everyday life. Please excuse any past problematic behavior, and any ignorance on my part. I realize I didn't really have any way to know better before making tumblr and interacting with the web in this way. But now that I do I want to make sure I do better. So if you should see anything that's an issue, feel free to correct me! I appreciate any help, I'm still learning and I've got SO much left to learn! I'll do better, I have too. The world is changing, I've got to be educated enough to keep up with it and interact with it an appropriate, respectful manner.