Oct 1, 2024
The sudden realization that if my trip doesnt cancel that I will some how have to some how get back into nc which means driving down into Alabama and then back into nc which means driving for like 25/26 hours (instead of ten) then packing on the 3rd, going out on the 4th. Which means leaving tomorrow but I probably won't know until late tomorrow if my trip is canceled or not
This isn't even taking into consideration all the safety/prepping issung
#Real life#Backpacking job#Part of me wants to be like there's no way its not canceled#But also banking on that means that it definitely will stay scheduled#Screaming in stress#I'm going to be so fucking exhausted if I have to do this#Again this is just timing not even what I'd have to do to prep and be safe and bring resources in with me like???#Omg where would I even get food for the trip????#The airports closed commercially?!!!#Please god let my boss call me tonight to tell me that the trip is canceled#I seriously won't know what to do if it isnt#Welp there goes my writing motivation