#bad anger

[panda--palace18]

Sitting here But in my head i see my self Punching a wall and screaming I never thought i’d write this Let alone admit it But i want more of you More, more, and more But i’m stopping myself from reaching And it’s killing me I’m telling myself it’s okay This will get better It will wear off just keep telling God about the pain 

but for some reason I can’t face him

I’m a Toynato inside But on the outside i’m calm like a breeze Exhaling and sighing There’s so much inside i wish i could let out No socks to throw at the wall Waste of paper to tare And nowhere to be alone How do you let out what’s inside?

- M

[thestarsofmyliferemix]

My sister is about to be here...

My doors locked, and I plan on keeping it that way. I'm exaggerating situations in my head. If she somehow finds a way to get to me, shes taking a guitar to the body.  Tired of it.