TW: ANGST,DEATH,SMOKING,HOSHINA CANT GET OVER YOUR DEATH. (Lmk if i missed anythin'!) +this is bad [ALSO, GN!READER]
Oh, how he missed you.
Everything, your scent, your warmness, and your kindness to him.
The feel of your touch still lingers in his memories, it was like a spring of flowers being held by your arms
Oh how he missed that feeling, your kisses, the way you laughed, and the way when you ran, he chased you.
It was not long ago after you had been reported dead to him, his heart was shattered by the news of you having
'Unknown' cirucumstances of death
"What, ya' got to be kiddin' me right?" I ask, voice cracking at the last three words i had spoke, denial had started to takes over me,i gripped my had and the other had gripped the telephone that was pointed to my right ear.
"Im so sorry vice president hoshina. But im afraid it is true." The woman says on the telephone.
A dull and pained feeling slowly filled me.
It was guilt that had filled me.
I gripped the white telephone tightly and say, "al...alright." i said, putting the telephone down to its place, shutting the telephone call down.
" I was too fuckin' late." I said, gripping both of my broad shoulders tightly, trying not to cry for your sake.
"Never cry again? For me?" They said to me smiling warmly infront of me.
It was my off-duty and we forced me to go to a carnival, they said it was for 'something.'
"Ya' sure, promise i can fufill that sugar!" I say, i held her hand and kissed Their cheek
They laughed at me, pulling my hand. Their features were blooming under the warm sun.
It was ethearal, heavenly even.
"Come on soshiro! Lets buy cotton candy!" They asked, looking at me with a wide smile.
"Oh, uh ya' sure!" I agree. They ran when i said 'sure.' Running to the cotton candy maker and buying it.
They got the pink one, and she gave me the blue one.
"Your gonna pay." They laughed mischiveously. "I dont mind" i laugh to her, flashing her my signature fanged smile.
Now there i was.
In the rooftop, smoking, i let out a puff of smoke as it spreads into the air, looking at the stars, it reminds me of how you shined when we first met.
Being the most lively partner i have ever met.
I huff the smoke once again, smilling at the sky.
'[Name.], it woulda' be [name] hoshina if i wasnt late.' I say in my mind, gripping the ciggar stick in my fingers.
"I told you to quit smoking didnt i?" They put their hands on their waist, looking at me with a dissapointed look.
"Well, well.. sorry then sugar. Im gonna' stop it, i promise ya'!" I say, agreeing to their words.
"Well you better." They say, taking the ciggar bud and throwing it on the ground.
"Hey!" I say, looking at them.
"Now now, lets go hommmmmmeee!" They pulled me by my hand once again.
"I didnt even stop, didnt i?" I say, laughing while still looking at the stars, hoping for an answer but there was none.
I put the ciggarette bud down, now gripping my shoulders, printing cresent marks onto my skin.
I spoke, tears threatening to fall once again, i try to hold it but it was no avail.
Tears started to drop onto my lap, it spilled and spilled as my eyes were getting sore.
I spoke brokenly while in the process of letting the tears fall.
"Im sorry i didnt protect you."
Im bad at writing angst, but it was worth a try😎‼️‼️‼️‼️
