#bad nights.

[vantagogh]

"if there's no way, let's draw the map." 💜

[anathemadevisearchive]

asra: you dumb fucking bitch

julian: maybe so

[remuslupending]

julian: there might be beetles in my cape, better flick flick flick jb: is wrapped up in the blanket julian: yeets the baby

jb is caught by asra, magically, do not worry. julian cries for a week.

[myparalysis]

depression & stuff is super fun.

it's got great timing & awesome side effects & your brain just is a giant asshole about everything. even if you know things logically will help/hurt, it doesn't matter.

that's why staying in bed is the safest option.

it's as close as you can come to freezing, to just pretending there isn't a load of other shit going on. if you don't get out of bed, you can't binge. you can't have panic attacks in public. you can't hear about all the fun things you missed out on. you can't lash out on people or push them away. you can't be forced to fake laughter and caring about their day when all you really are doing is counting down the minutes until it'd be acceptable to crawl back in bed.

I guess the downside is that you also can't do anything else.