#badger noises

[gentlemanbadgerton]

It's funny how you don't notice things or the absence of things until you're confronted by them.

For instance, I've been alone for awhile and while i wasn't exactly happy with my situation i had accepted it and enjoyed my routines and days as much as one could.

But now it feels like I'm in a tail spin and i can practically hear the Junker siren as i plummet.

It's been awhile since I've felt this weight pressing down on me. I'm hoping it doesn't last long.

[gentlemanbadgerton]

I hate my life. I don't really have anybody to talk to in my life and tell them about this crush I've got on somebody.

I don't even know all that much about her or even if we'd get along. I do know she's somebody that's helpful, she's talkative (which as somebody who's not can help spark conversations), she's pretty funny and appears to get along with most everybody.

I've been absolutely enamored since i first laid eyes on her. Maybe if i were somebody that was actually attractive i could hope for something more than unrequited longing...

I mostly wanted to get this written down and maybe out of my system for now. Having crushes hasn't helped me in the past and it's mostly turned out to be heartbreaking for me so, yeah.

[fearthebadgers]

Ok the unbridled nostalgia we get when watching the older ASDF videos is the fucking best.

Christ we remember when the FIRST ONE CAME OUT

Thanks Tomska for the better parts of our childhood

[fearthebadgers]

"and they were roommates" for the system vine ask?

[Badger]

Our inner world resembles our outer world bedroom just bigger so everyone shares a room practically. Jonathan and Eddie always share a space together, so do Crow and Lee. I myself usually hang out with those four but I also do sometimes piss around with Gabriel and Marsh. Everyone else just kind of keeps to their own space. Surprisingly the Littles don't share a space very much.

[gentlemanbadgerton]

It's super fun having an anxiety attack at work because you live in a red state and all anybody can talk about is what's happening and you want everybody to just shut the fuck up about everything and go about working.

[gentlemanbadgerton]

My former best friend made a passive aggressive post on his FB, saying if you post a lot of political discourse and are mean he'd un-follow you. I don't know why he needed to make it a threat, oh wait, i know exactly why. He's absolutely controlling. Admittedly he rarely, if ever, posts anything on that site but just the fact that he's taking a step to warn people that he'll un-follow is very typical of him. Just don't use the site or un-follow them, no need to try and get attention over it.

[gentlemanbadgerton]

It's always great when you overhear your dad lamenting how his family name won't live on. I'm not married and I'm not dead so there's still time but sure, thanks for adding to my anxiety/depression, which you caused in the first place. And having kids for me is complicated, i feel a lot of pressure for bringing a kid into the world as it is, it feels like it's a selfish and shitty thing to do. But the other part of me really loves kids, my nieces are awesome and i love them. So now while I'm at work, trying to focus on my job, i get to feel a crushing sense of failure.

[amatermatsu]

Responding to your reply: Yeah, people who weren't even part of the fandom exaggerate it being bad. Really, they do it solely because they just think it's so weird how all of these fans (mainly girls) became so attached to one character in a pretty mediocre movie. I don't see anything wrong with that. And honestly? These sour eggs who attacked the fans just for that reason can stuff it.

agreed! and there are lots of fandoms out there where the content is bland or undesirable to some, but still seem to attract a specific group of people. i.e. yuri on ice attracts TONNNS of fujoshis and the animation and story are definitely not top tier (this is coming from a YOI fan too). seems like the onceler fandom was constantly being poked at by outside peeps for really no legitimate reason, and that always made me really sad. i don’t participate much anymore, but the lorax will always have a special place in my heart even if the movie and some parts of the fandom were shit.