ღ Summary: Baekhyun was just arrived home from work and as he’s about to take off his clothes, I look at him with such a weird gaze until he noticed. “Why are you looking at me like that, sweetheart?”
ღ A/N: Hello! It’s been awhile since I write a one-shot and also upload it in Tumblr!! I got inspired by a fan’s comment regarding to this gif and I couldn’t stop myself from writing it! So, I hope you enjoy this short fic!
ღ Word count: 1,346 words
Husband | 6:39 pm
Sweetheart, I’m probably gonna go home late today. I’m sorry :(
After reading the text that Baekhyun sent just now makes me smile a bit, especially because he added the sad face emoji. It’s been three months since we finally got married after being in a relationship for almost five years. Every time I think about it, it’s crazy how we’ve been together for quite a long yet we still hold onto each other. And look where we are right now, husband and wife.
Plus, ever since we have titles, Baekhyun acts a bit weird as he gets extra clingy and sometimes childish too. As if, he doesn’t want to be separated from me or should I say overly attached? But, we can’t do anything except spend time together cuddling before going to bed every night and during the weekends too. He always comes home from his office around 6 pm while as a kindergarten teacher, I get to be home earlier than him.
I didn’t even get to reply to him when suddenly my phone’s ringing, his name pops out on my screen for a video call. Without hesitating, I quickly accepted the call. “Yes, Baekhyun?”
“What are you doing? Why aren’t you replying to my text?” He asks, his tone sounding a bit disappointed with a mix of worries. A visible pout can be seen on my screen right now and it makes my heart feel full all of sudden by his cuteness.
“It’s not even two minutes yet, silly! I was about to hit the send button when your impatient ass was already calling me,” I answer, chuckling at his funny behaviour. He gives me a very embarrassed smile.
“So, you’re coming home late tonight? Is there any problem at the office?”
“Well… Someone accidentally messed up with the paperwork regarding our meeting with the shareholders tomorrow, in which we need to fix it by tonight,” Baekhyun explains with a sigh. I can see that he’s already exhausted when he’s taking a break right now, closing his eyes for a few seconds.
“Aww, baby. I know everything’s gonna be just fine. Don’t stress yourself too much, okay?” I reply to him while trying to confront him that he’s gonna be okay plus I don’t want him to overwork himself. It’s worrying me if he falls sick later.
“I’ll try, hmm? Please don’t wait for me and just have dinner without me. If I found you’re skipping it, you know what will happen next,” He reminds me and I laugh. He really dislikes the idea of me having a diet and always threatens me that he’ll punish me if I do so.
“Alright, alright! I will never forget it, dear hubby.”
“This is why I love you, wifey.” He confesses his love. “Okay, I’m gonna head over back to my work. Don’t miss me! I love you, babe,” Baekhyun continues. I titter happily and reply back with “Love you too” as he ends the call right away.
Now I miss that man already. Maybe this is what people always say about newlyweds. They would always be over the moon and want to be together 24/7.
It’s almost 10 pm and I already head to the bedroom after practically doing all the chores and having dinner. Baekhyun hasn’t sent me any messages or called me since our last one and it makes me wonder if he’s doing well. I was thinking of giving him a call but I’m afraid I'll disturb him so I decide to wait for him instead. I’ve already prepared dinner if he wants to eat because I’m scared that he doesn’t have the time to even have a break for dinner.
I already took my shower, wearing Baekhyun’s t-shirt as usual and walked to the bed. Since I already prepare the stuff that I need for tomorrow’s classes with the kids, I don’t have to worry much about it. Plus, I’m a bit tired after settling the chores previously.
As I’m about to pull the duvet, I can hear that main door’s lock beeping as there are someone's keys in the code. It instantly makes me thrilled, knowing the person that I’ve been waiting for the whole day is finally home from work. Deciding to act like I’m already asleep, I swiftly cover and hide under the duvet and wait for Baekhyun to enter the room.
“Babe, I’m home!!” Baekhyun shouts and I know he’s walking into the room when his footsteps can be heard coming this way. I nervously wait with patience trying to scare him, hoping I don't get caught by him. But I mentioned it too early.
“Got you!! You think you can trick me with your acting, baby?” Baekhyun caught me, sitting at the edge of the bed and tickled me all over my body. I couldn’t stop myself from jolting in surprise, trying to push him away and stop him from tickling me. Because it tickles so badly.
I uncover myself from the duvet, begging him to stop, “Baekhyun! Baekhyun baby, please it tickles!!” When I thought he'd obey my command, this time he started to pepper my face with wet kisses as I couldn’t stop giggling with happiness. He really loves to playfully lick my jawline and it disgusts me a bit but I’m already getting used to him. “Byun Baekhyun stop! Enough already!!”
Baekhyun laughs and decides to give a break for both of us as he stops after planting one last passionate kiss on my soft pillows. “I miss you so bad,” He mutters softly, pecking at the corner of my lips, which makes me shyly smile with warmth spread all over my cheeks. I look into his pair of dark orbs, noticing that he’s giving me such an endearing gaze and I’m falling in love with him all over again, just like five years ago.
Wrapping my arms around his neck, I pull him for another kiss. His tongue slithers easily into my wet cavern as he sucks it slowly. Baekhyun nibbles my bottom lip and continues to kiss me languidly. We break the kiss, panting out of breath before the two of us crack into a laugh.
Baekhyun gets off from the bed and I guess that he’s gonna get a shower after this. “So, what did you do while I’m not here?” He questions, starting to unbutton his collar and untying his tie. It makes me a bit shy seeing that he’s about to strip his clothes right in front of me. Then, I cover my face partially, watching him with a funny expression.
“Baby?” He calls. And when he turns to check me out, he realises that I’m giving him a playful gaze. “Now, now. Why are you looking at me like that, sweetheart?” The male asks with such a husky voice as he throws his tie on my face to cover my eyes. I giggle innocently like a little girl and decide to play along.
As Baekhyun’s about to take off his white dress shirt, I cover my eyes with his tie and silently peek at him. I was awestruck, mouth apart when I saw the male’s bare chest. I didn’t blink my eyes for a few minutes while admiring Baekhyun’s toned body that he’s been working out since the day I met him. Still can’t believe I actually can see this beautiful every single day.
He throws the shirt on the floor, deciding to hover on top of me as he pulls the tie away from my eyes. “You’re deciding to play with me, huh?” Baekhyun brushes his knuckles along my jawline and it makes me gulp a lump in my throat.
“Y-Y-You should go and take shower since you stink,” I stammered a bit.
“Not until I punish you first, babe,” He says with a deep voice. And as he mentioned, we really end up making love up until 2 in the morning.
Newlywed or not, we still remain the couple that is crazily in love with each other for every second.
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“the more i look at you, i see you're the best art
even if the glow fades, your skin still shines”—Drown by Baekhyun
If anyone told my younger self that I’d find someone who loves me as much, if not more, as I do love them, I’d probably call them crazy. Because it just doesn’t make sense, not in my world at least. Until Baekhyun bumps the prejudice out of my life and shows me how easy it is to experience the joy and beauty of love, one that is genuine and makes me feel whole.
“So I was thinking,” he said, sounding breathless after an impromptu make out session in his work room. “Since we’re dating-”
I sat up, staring at him with a poker face. “We were dating? Since when?”
“We did all those things together, I even told you my secrets, now you’re telling me it was all one-sided?”
“Okay, okay, I’m sorry,” I said between laughter. “So you were thinking, and..?”
"Should we move in together?”
Characters: Baekhyun, Unnamed OC
AU(s): songwriter!baekhyun, stylistassistant!oc
Genres: Fluff, Romance, Smut (PWP)
Inspired by: "Drown" by Baekhyun
This story is a one-shot collaboration with psychocandy in Asianfanfics!! Do check the story there if you guys interested to read it! Thank you and stay safe always!!
Baekhyun is a CEO and you are his secretary. But there’s a catch, because outside both of your office lives, you’re his full time prostitute. Your relationship is forbidden and it shouldn’t even exist in the first place because you are nothing alike. How far will your relationship go?
author’s note: I finally decide to commit myself into a new short chaptered fic!! Since I’ve written quite a number of one shot story and also, I’ve been dying to read more CEO!Baekhyun au so here it is!! I aim around 10 chapters for this round and I hope you guys will anticipate it!
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This story is cross-posted in Asianfanfics too!!
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ღ Summary: Baekhyun was busy with work when suddenly you came with your son to surprise him.
ღ A/N: I was inspired with the preview of Baekhyun with a small kid during his schedule with TirTir!! This prompt came in my mind and I can’t handle myself from the fluffness so I decide to write it!! Hope you guys enjoy it!!
ღ Word count: 3,408 words
It had been days since Baekhyun came home late almost every day because he’s busy with his schedules. He will leave the house early in the morning and come home when it already passes the bedtime. Why? It was because he feels really bad these days in which he didn’t spend much time with his son, Dohyun. And the only way for him to bask in the guiltiness, he would try to avoid leaving and coming back home when he’s widely awake. As he couldn’t bear to look into his sparkling and adorable eyes that will make him weak.
On the other hand, Dohyun is such a cheerful and bubbly boy just like his daddy. The cute smile never fails to appear across his face that will make his cheeks bulge into mochis. But, being the only child and baby in the family makes him feel sad knowing that Baekhyun spends less time with him now. Although he was told many times that Baekhyun will try hard to complete all his works fast to play with him.
But within these days too, Dohyun acts pretty much upset because he missed Baekhyun too much. You couldn’t do anything, even when you tried to cheer him up, the same pouty lips will come out as he’s demanding for his daddy.
Baekhyun’s name doesn’t stop from leaving this little child’s lips. Even when Baekhyun called him during his short break, Dohyun insisted to stay silent most of the time and simply stared at the phone’s screen that revealed Baekhyun's face. Then you finally realise that even though a lot of people say that most of the sons would like to be pampered by their mothers but it’s wrong. Because right now, Dohyun missed his daddy so much.
A new day finally begins as the sun rays slowly penetrate through the blinds to lit up the master bedroom. You slowly toss around to check on Dohyun, who’s still silently asleep and you see that Baekhyun is finally awake from his deep sleep too. He abruptly sits up with his eyes slightly open, also with his messy bedridden hair. He rubs the back of his nape a few times as he yawns softly. You are tittering quietly seeing how cute he looks especially when he wakes up.
Baekhyun’s doing nothing except sitting and when he begins to blink his eyes a few times, he turns towards his side as a soft smile creeps on his face when he sees you looking at him. “Good morning, babe,” He greets, bending forward to give you a short peck on your lips before he kisses your crown. You simply hum, turning your body sideways as you support your head with your elbow propping your hand.
“How’s your sleep?” You ask him with such an endearing tone. A clear yet soft sigh can be heard coming from him when Baekhyun threads his hair with his fingers. He doesn’t need to reply to me when I already got the answer to my question.
Then, Baekhyun faces Dohyun who’s sleeping at the middle of the bed with his parted lips. He brings his fingers to caress Dohyun’s cheek softly. As your heart feels so full seeing the moment of your husband and son, the expression that Baekhyun gives, makes you worry.
“Hey… You okay, baby? Is there anything that you want to share with me?” You place your hand on his shoulder and pat it a few times. He just shakes his head, keeping his stare locked on the small figure.
“I just-,” Baekhyun stops for a second, caressing Dohyun’s hair before he gathers all his strength to continue, “I felt so bad right now because I’ve been busy lately and when he keeps on saying that he’s missing me, it hurts me so much, baby…” He softly sighs as his tears start brimming in his eyes. “I promised to him that I’m going to spend much time with him after my job is done but he seems…” His voice begins to choke a bit, “disappointed.”
“Baekhyun…” You sit up with your legs crossed as you face him. Cupping his cheeks with your hands and you say, “Look at me.” He slowly moves his gaze to look at your eyes and you can see how his eyes are glassy with tears. “He will never be disappointed with you. He understands that you’re sacrificing everything for the sake of us.” You brush his cheek with your thumb, grazing it in circles.
He doesn’t speak and instead, he keeps his lips tightly shut. “Dohyun is really proud of you and yes, although he’s longing for you, he will never stop loving you because you’re his father.” You try to comfort him from all his worries and when Baekhyun’s lips stretch into a thin smile, you lean closer to give him a kiss. “We love you, daddy. Always and forever will.”
Baekhyun softens when the word ‘daddy’ comes out from your mouth. He nuzzles his nose with yours that causes you to giggle softly as it tickles. And again, he seals the lips back again before Dohyun starts to toss and turn, which makes the two of you abruptly pull away from the kiss. Both of you are grateful that the rustling sound that you both made didn’t wake him up.
He stretches his body towards the little boy, he caresses his hair before planting a kiss on the top of his head. Then, he nuzzles his nose to inhale the sweet heavenly scent of his baby and once again Baekhyun kisses Dohyun’s small lips. “I promise that I’ll be home very soon, okay? Hyunnie gonna be a good boy to mommy, right?” He lightly taps the cute button nose that makes the boy scrunch it. “Daddy loves you so much, baby.”
Hearing him whispering to your son causes you to tear up a bit. Despite his hectic and pack schedule, you know that Baekhyun couldn’t stop thinking about you and the little bundle of joy.
“I’m gonna have a quick shower because I have one last shooting today.”
I was about to get off from the bed when suddenly Baekhyun stops me as he asks, “Where are you going?”
“Making you breakfast. Why? You can’t just leave the house with an empty stomach, Baek. You’re gonna get caught with a tummy ache. Let me do at least waffles or pancakes for you, mhm?” You insist on doing it since it’s your job as his wife but as predicted, he once again stops you by placing his hands on your shoulders.
“Don’t worry ‘bout me, okay? I’ll just grab some coffee and sandwiches on my way. You don’t want to wake up our little monster, right?” Baekhyun smiles, his tone was soft with his eyes expressing such an endearing gaze. Without trying to fight with him, you comply as he comes closer to you to plant a kiss on your forehead, your hand placed on top of his.
Baekhyun pulls away from you and before he’s going to leave to take a shower, he leans his body to give one last kiss on Dohyun’s kiss. But this time, he almost wakes him up. Being such an alert daddy, he quickly makes hushes sound and at the same time, he pats the little boy’s small bum. Dohyun lets out a faint whine as he tosses around on the bed. You were afraid if he would wake up in such a bad mood but grateful that your husband manages to calm him down back to sleep.
You couldn’t stop smiling the entire time seeing him patting your son even though he’s already late for his work. Only a few tasks left and he is finally able to come home with such a delightful smile on his face. Knowing that the two of his precious gifts will safely be in his embrace because, at the end of the day, the three of you are gonna be together, that was called home.
Dohyun woke up when Baekhyun’s already gone for work. You were folding the clean clothes when the little one finally woke up with such messy hair, with his tiny hand rubbing his eye. Chuckling over the adorable sight of your son, you waited for him to wake up fully when the first thing he did was searching around the big master bedroom, searching for someone. Deep inside, you knew he was searching for him. He then crawled towards you, landing his head on your thighs.
You caress his hair from covering his forehead. “Good morning my little monster!!” Your hands start to tickle Dohyun’s tummy and attack his face with endless kisses. The boy is literally giggling loudly, his face shines the brightest as he’s trying to push away your hands from him. You can hear him calling for you in between his waves of laughter but you insist to continue. He even tried to get away from you but you manage to get a hold of him. “You’re not gonna run away from mommy, Hyunnie!!”
When he started to feel tired, you let him go with giving one last kiss on his sweaty forehead. “Now you’re stinky, baby. Let’s have a bath, shall we?” Dohyun definitely understands the cue for taking a bath because he loves to play around in the water. And most of the time, Baekhyun would accompany and play along with him. Then, you lift him in the air and carry him to the bathroom for the morning bath session.
Right after you help him wear his clothes, the two of you went downstairs and decided to spend the free time in the living room while you’re waiting for the right time to prepare lunch. The television is airing Hyunnie’s favourite cartoon series and you join him too. He sits on the playmat, toys in his hands but his eyes glued on the screen and you, on the other hand, laying on the couch as you amuse seeing how focused your son is watching the tv.
Watching Dohyun reminds you of Baekhyun. What is he doing? Has he grabbed his lunch? Is he doing well with his shooting? You suddenly miss and worry about him at the same time. He said he would text you but he hasn’t replied to yours. Suddenly, something pops up in your mind just like your bulb lights up instantly.
“Hyunnie,” You softly call the smaller one that causes him to tilt his head to look at you. Sitting up from your lying position, you pat your thigh a few times to invite Dohyun to sit on your lap as he obeys. He waits patiently for you to speak, tilting his head sideways curiously. “Baby, do you miss daddy?” The boy nods his head a few times, his lips turn into a pout. You tap the button of his nose lightly, “Then, how about we go and visit him today? Do you want to meet daddy?” His pupils dilate bigger, sparkling with cuteness overload.
“Should we make rice rolls for daddy too? Will Hyunnie help mommy?”
“Yes yes!!” He chants, making you pepper his cheek with kisses. Giggling softly, you pinch his nose lightly as you pat a few times on his bums.
“Let’s go and make some food for daddy!” You peck his lips before the two of you head towards the kitchen. You ask Dohyun to sit at the dining table first as he sits on his own chair. After giving him some snacks and banana milk to distract himself, you start preparing the ingredients for the rice rolls since you want to prevent the boy from getting into a small accident during the preparation.
After everything is all prepared, you bring them to the front where Dohyun is already clapping in cheerfulness because you’re pretty sure he’s excited to help you. Especially when he knows the two of you going to visit his daddy. He helps you to arrange and roll them, also in decorating the lunch box. “Hyunnie, which lunch box do you want to use? A cute doggie or panda?” You show him the two different designs of lunchboxes. He has his lips turn into a pout when he’s thinking before he points out his index finger at the printed lunch box with dog design. Dipping for a kiss on his chubby cheek, you let him decorate it with the rice rolls that you both made.
Once you confirm with Baekhyun’s manager that you guys can pay a surprise visit, Manager Noh tells you the details about their whereabouts. The two of you are pretty excited to meet him and right after the meals for lunch are ready, you quickly bring the little boy to change his clothes before you change yours. Throughout the changing process, he couldn’t stop telling you that he has many stories to tell Baekhyun.
“Mommy, Hyunnie wants to tell daddy about a big dinosaur!!”
Seems like the smaller one is super excited to meet his daddy. So as you.
“Hyunnie,” You help him unbuckle his seatbelt, lifting him from his kid’s seat as you put him on the ground. “Daddy doesn’t know we’re here, okay? Once you found him, give him the biggest hug and kisses, okay baby?” Dohyun nods his head with an elated face. You kiss his forehead before you continue, “also, Hyunnie needs to behave too. Hyunnie is mommy’s and daddy’s good boy, right?” And again he bobs.
“Mommy faster!! Hyunnie wants to meet daddy!!” You’re about to lock the car when your son already pulls your hand to enter the building. Nonchalantly, you chuckle in amusement and know how Dohyun’s anticipation is similar to Baekhyun. Your boys have low patience in waiting.
Dohyun’s hand is securely in your hold as you have the lunchbox on the other hand. Both of you stride into the lift, bringing you guys to the floor where Baekhyun is. The excitement that you have right now is quite the same as the little boy. This is the first time you’re doing a surprise visit in the entire time you know Baekhyun and it’s extra special since you’re bringing your firstborn together with you.
As the two of you arrive at the venue, there are quite an amount of people in the spacious room. Lights every corner, advance cameras too and you can see Baekhyun’s standing as he poses in the middle of the room. He looks elegant and charming every time he strictly focuses on his work. He exudes dominance and cuteness at the same time. And it’s like destiny, Baekhyun’s wearing a blue shirt with black pants, matching with a darker cardigan and Dohyun wears the same colour too.
You guys sneak in quietly through the staff, hoping that Baekhyun wouldn’t see the two of you. After greeting Manager Noh, he gives us the cue to butt into the photo shooting session, in which Dohyun immediately runs towards his daddy with his cute little feet.
“Daddy!!!” Dohyun calls him with such a loud voice, his arms spread wide as he’s already giggling in happiness. Shock appears on Baekhyun’s face but in a split of a second, he squats and ready to invite his son. Dohyun comes running into his embrace as Baekhyun hugs him tightly, peppering his face with endless kisses. The little boy’s giggles brighten up the whole place, making everyone witness such a loving moment between a father and a son.
“Hey my little champion,” He mutters and pecks Dohyun’s lips. “Oh my, daddy misses you too much, Hyunnie.”
“Hyunnie misses you too, daddy!” The little boy has his hands cup Baekhyun’s cheeks. Baekhyun smiles fondly, connecting their foreheads together before he kisses the boy’s nose.
“Did you come here with mommy, baby? Where is she?” Baekhyun asks his son. Dohyun turns around and points towards you who was standing with the staff with such teary eyes. You lift your hand slightly, whispering a ‘hi’ to him. He chuckles with so much love and once again, he plants a kiss on Dohyun’s cheeks before he cups them.
“Hyunnie made rice rolls for daddy!!” Dohyun informs him.
“Really? No wonder daddy smells something delicious!! Should we go and eat with mommy too?” He asks as he receives multiple nods from the boy. Baekhyun holds Dohyun’s hand and the two of them walk towards you. Manager Noh told you that he’s almost finished with his task so the three of you are able to spend some time during his break.
“Hello, mommy,” Baekhyun greets, slipping his hand around your waist as he plants a quick yet passionate kiss on your lips that make you smile in contentment.
“Let’s eat! We brought lunch for you too,” The three of you pace into an empty room where Baekhyun would get ready for his shooting. You place the lunchbox on the table as Baekhyun settles down on the couch with Dohyun’s on his lap. The kid doesn’t stop clinging with his daddy and you can see how much he’s been missing Baekhyun.
The moment you open the lid, Baekhyun awes in astonishment, “Wow! Hyunnie did all of this for daddy?” Baekhyun looks at him as Dohyun nods with such a sweet smile. He picks up the chopsticks and gives a bite, showing an amaze and yummy tone to indicate how scrumptious the rice rolls are. The little boy already has his hands clap because he’s happy. You can witness such an adorable moment of your favourite boys, feeding each other.
“Mommy, say Aaahh!!” Dohyun instructs you while Baekhyun prepares to feed you. You comply as your husband feeds you with the rice roll. While eating, Dohyun literally tells him everything that he’s been wanting to say and Baekhyun listens to him wholeheartedly. You also immerse yourself in the little boy’s stories.
“Daddy’s going to bring Hyunnie and mommy for a holiday! Does Hyunnie want to follow?” Baekhyun questions him.
Dohyun’s expression lit up brightly with a wide smile spread across his face, “Yes yes!! Hyunnie loves holidays!!” Baekhyun leans to smash the boy’s cheek with ticklish kisses. Dohyun tries to run away from him and your husband places him on the ground before he leaves the two of you to go somewhere.
“How are you, mommy?” He slides his fingers to intertwine with yours, you place your head comfortably on his shoulder.
“Just good. How about you? Is everything going well? I heard that you’re almost done with it,” You reply and he simply nods his head. After a few minutes being alone with Baekhyun, you start to worry about Dohyun. Trying to peek your head from the room, you suddenly chuckle in disbelief as Baekhyun looks at you curiously.
“Why are you chuckling, babe?” He asks as you show him towards the crowd where you can see your little boy is surrounded by the staff, probably conversing with them using his overload cuteness charm. Baekhyun elicits a soft chuckle too.
“Seems like your son is such a charmer.”
You scoff when you listen to his statement, “His your doppelganger and that’s mean he got that trait from you, daddy.” You giggle, answering him with a playful and mocking tone. He glares at you as he pinches your waist, causing you to shriek in surprise. The two of you enjoy in the silence, feeling content seeing the little boy having so much fun. Also with the smile that etched on his face when he met Baekhyun.
“God, I can’t imagine if we have a girl like just look at how attached and clingy our Hyunnie is, especially when you’re not around.” You mutter as Baekhyun grazes your hand with his thumb in circles. “If we have one, I bet she will be sulking with you like forever and you’ll get into trouble to coax the little princess.”
“Babe.” He calls you and you lift your head upwards to look at him.
“Since Hyunnie almost turns four…” He murmurs, his other hand safely landed on your thigh that instantly makes you shiver. Then, you can sense that his moving towards you as you’re guessing he tries to hover on top of you. You stop him by placing your hand on his chest, glaring at him before he continues.
“How about we give Hyunnie a younger sibling?” He recommends an idea with a smug smirk on his face.
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"Promise me please, Baekhyun.” She looked into his eyes full of affection. Snuggling closer into his embrace, she comfortably placed her head on his chest. Hearing his heart beating fast whenever she’s being with him.
Baekhyun positioned his chin on her head, caressing her hair softly non-stop. “Promise you what, baby?” He asked curiously.
"That you will love me endlessly. That we will be together till forever.” She said, sounding like she’s begging Baekhyun to do so. He lingered his hands around her waist, embracing her tightly. Baekhyun dipped down to give a soft, long kiss on her crown. They stayed in this position for a few moments, allowing the time passes by. But no matter what, they’re in this together, committing to love each other without any regrets.
"I promise.”
ღ Warning(s): character death
ღ A/N: Hello! I finally come back with a one-shot story but it's an angsty fic. It's a song inspired fic from I don't love you by Urban Zakapa so I started to write this. I hope you guys would enjoy this story and I couldn't wait for your thoughts for this angsty fic! I recommend you guys hearing and understanding the song first! Lastly, enjoy and I love you!
ღ Word count: 5250
Baekhyun has been alone on his own. He has been staying in his apartment without meeting anyone. Not even his girlfriend. Since it’s raining season, he doesn’t have the mood to go out and take in the fresh air. Despite that, his mind is busy thinking about his relationship with his girlfriend. And should he declares as a future fiance.
They have been together for 5 years, knew each other too well that they can extend their relationship to another level. Marriage. Throughout their relationship, they never discuss further about it as Baekhyun thinks that both of them are just not fully prepare. Their family members and friends couldn’t stop asking them when would be their time to exchange vows. But, when they asked her about it in front of him, she simply answers it.
"Both of us are just not ready for it,” She answered peacefully with a soft smile. “Besides, marriage is a big thing for us as we’re not prepared to commit it yet.”
Even though she answered it peacefully, Baekhyun knew that deep inside, she was waiting for Baekhyun to propose to her. But, Baekhyun? He was too scared to do so. Because he was scared that he might be regretting it.
Baekhyun takes this opportunity to think back, flashback all of his beautiful moments with her. The gloomy sound of the rain portrays exactly like Baekhyun right now. His feelings right now are uncertain. Specifically, the feelings towards her. He doesn’t know why and how on Earth that this would be happening.
He couldn’t find the answers.
The small red velvet box in his hand got his full attention for hours. Baekhyun was fidgeting with it while thinking. Then slowly, he opens the box, revealing a beautiful silver bank with a white diamond on top of it. It’s the ring that Baekhyun bought months ago for her. But, Baekhyun has been keeping it secretly after he realised that his feelings are acting differently when she’s around him.
Baekhyun doesn’t feel the jittery feelings whenever he’s seeing her. Baekhyun doesn’t feel alive whenever she’s displaying her fondest smile to him. Baekhyun doesn’t feel his heart beating nervously whenever she confesses ‘I love you'.
Then he finally realises that he doesn’t love her anymore. Baekhyun doesn’t love her like he used to be.
But, he isn’t brave enough to say it to her. Even telling her the reasons why or even apologising. Because Baekhyun thinks that it was not his fault for falling out of love. There could be a valid reason why he doesn’t feel the same way to her. Sadly, Baekhyun couldn’t find the reason.
Even when Baekhyun scrutinizes the silver rings with his fingers, he tries really hard to imagine her face being so excited when he’s proposing. But, those images don’t appear in his head. Baekhyun tries really hard to think about her, about their moments together but none of them works. His feelings will stay the same. Nothing will save their love this time.
It wasn’t his fault after all. To fall out of love.
Baekhyun brings her out for dinner. She looks like a goddess tonight and he doesn’t lie about it. They go to a fancy restaurant because Baekhyun thought that proposing her tonight will be a very good idea despite his feelings don’t favour to love her anymore. But, he’s doing it for the sake of their parents. Baekhyun doesn’t want to disappoint them.
Throughout the dinner, she’s the one who keeps bringing up a conversation. Baekhyun just hearing and answering it. Whenever she plasters her sweet smile, his heart doesn’t skip a beat or even shaking for being too nervous. His feelings are too blank right now. And like he said, he doesn’t find the answers yet for unloving her.
I don’t love you. He whispers in his heart.
Her beautiful face could really melt hundreds of men but this time, she fails to melt Baekhyun himself. Now, he’s confused about whether he should propose to her or not because he doesn’t feel right.
As Baekhyun turns around, a couple caught his attention. The two of them seems like quarrelling for something. He then thought about his relationship with her. Would this be happening to both of them if Baekhyun finally telling the truth?
"Baekhyun? What is it?” She calls for him. Baekhyun quickly tilts his head to face her. She’s peeking to where Baekhyun was looking at but he stops her to do so.
"It’s nothing, babe.” He directly answers it, showing her a thin smile. Baekhyun continues to cut his steak as he offers to feed her. She’s literally fluttering before taking a bite. Her giggles would probably shake his heart but it doesn’t happen at all. All Baekhyun does just smiling at her.
The small red velvet box that keeps the ring nicely is in his pocket but he’s not ready for it. So, Baekhyun excuses himself to the men’s toilet, calming himself down before finally doing it. He washes his face with cold water, looking at the mirror.
You can do this, Baekhyun. Even if your love towards her has gone, just do it.
He leaves the toilet and watching her from afar. His girlfriend is adding her lipstick on her pretty lips. She tries her best to look good in front of Baekhyun. Baekhyun appreciates it, even for a bit. He walks to the table back after paying for the dinner as he invites her to have a night walk together.
As they start walking down the sidewalk, she slowly wraps her fingers around his, holding it tightly. Baekhyun was pretty shocked but he needs to keep on acting. He needs to show that he loves her even though he doesn’t anymore.
"Do you remember how we always have our night walk together, Baekhyun?” She asks him, eyes sparkling. He replies with a single nod. There are a few couples walking together tonight and they all seem to be happy while living together. Now, Baekhyun is doubting where is the feeling that he should be felt right now. Because he doesn’t feel the guilt to even hurt her. Anyone can call him a mean person but it’s his honest feelings towards her.
Nothing can force someone to be in love because of love borns when it wanted to. True love exists when both sides are falling in love without having the fear to lose each other and most important is trusting each other.
Yes, they fall in love for years. But, Baekhyun cannot express himself to love her. His love towards her has vanished without any reasons. Baekhyun doesn’t have the answers for that, even for himself.
Baekhyun stops her from walking, making her face him. He takes out the small box that he hides, sliding the silver ring on her finger. She’s beyond speechless but quickly embraces him for a hug. She keeps on thanking Baekhyun for proposing her but on the other hand, Baekhyun just simply displaying a smile. It can be called as a fake one to him.
She whispers into his ear as she confesses, “I love you, Baekhyun.” Baekhyun keeps himself shut because he doesn’t want to spoil the mood for tonight.
Well, at least he managed to make her smile, right?
I don’t love you.
As when both sides are happy preparing for the wedding, especially his fiancée, Baekhyun couldn’t feel anything. He doesn’t find the hype for it. The marriage would be nothing to him and he finally found the burdensome for it. Why would he get married without loving her? The question keeps on lingering in his mind, as the act is still on-going.
She’s being extra happy right after the proposal for sure. She meets Baekhyun more frequent because she thinks that preparing to be his wife would be a tough challenge. But, she’s ready for it. Despite that, Baekhyun gets annoyed easily whenever she always be around him. He couldn’t do his job in peace or meeting new people. It’s like his whole life is controlled by her.
I don’t love you. I don’t love you.
That words keep whispering in his ears as he wants to confess her about it. After Baekhyun thinks about it carefully, he’s finally doing it.
"I’m breaking up with you.”
I don’t love you. You probably already know.
"Baekhyun, please give me a chance for me to love you. Please, just pretend that you love me for this moment. I’m begging you.” She begs as her tears continue to stream down to her cheeks. Baekhyun’s heart doesn’t ache or hurt when she’s crying.
Even if you cry, my heart doesn’t hurt.
So he did. They fly to Tokyo together and try to spend their time together. Their title as fiancees still remains because he promised to her that they won’t talk about the separation. All she wants is Baekhyun to love her. Even though he needs to act it out. She wants his full attention on her because he knows that one day, she’s definitely missing it. Especially him.
They book a suite room for the two of them as the interior design is fascinating. Baekhyun starts to roam and discover the room but when he tries to find her, she was standing by the balcony while admiring the city of Tokyo. As Baekhyun comes closer to her, he could hear faint sobs coming from her. Despite that Baekhyun doesn’t hurt a bit when seeing her crying, the least he can do is to cheer her up.
Baekhyun circles his hands around her small frame, back hugging her from behind and placing his chin comfortably on her shoulder. She gasps softly before placing her hands onto his and caresses it. Both of them stay in this position, swaying in the cold breezy air. Unconsciously, Baekhyun pecks her cheek that makes her surprised.
"Hey, let’s go out for a date. How’s that sound?” Baekhyun asks her opinion. She tilts her head a bit to look at him, nodding her head. She almost tearing up because he sounds like the Baekhyun that she fell in love 5 years ago.
They’re visiting Ueno Park where there are a lot of people having fun together despite their ages. Baekhyun discovers that they can rent a pedal boat at the Shinobazu Pond so he invites her to rent it. She refuses it at first because she thinks that it was just a waste of money but he insists while plastering his pouty face at her. In the end, she lost over that face.
Baekhyun successfully rents the pedal boat and hands her the life jacket that they need to wear, in case if they’re falling into the pond. At first, she’s struggling to wear it as Baekhyun is busy staring at her funny moment, chuckling huskily.
"Let me help you, love.” Baekhyun steps closer to her and helps her to wear the life jacket. She was stupefied, unable to move even for an inch. She was beyond speechless when he called her that name, love.
"Done!” He yelps, ruffling her hair messily. She groans softly and tries to run away from him because she hates it when Baekhyun ruining her hair. Baekhyun just smiles playfully before giving her a hand to help her enter the boat first. The pedal boat was shaking that makes her scared that she would fall into the water. But Baekhyun promises her that he will never let that thing happen to her. When she safely have a seat in the pedal boat, Baekhyun follows to sit right beside her and they start to pedal around the boat.
It was an awkward moment for the two of them at first. Baekhyun takes out his phone and starts to record a video of her. “Babe, look at me,” She looks at him but quickly covers her face. Baekhyun uses his free hand to push her hands away She finally surrenders.
"So, how’s your first day in Tokyo?” Baekhyun initiates the talk. She giggles silently and starts looking at the camera.
"Well, it’s pretty fun at first but my boyfriend is no fun.” She answers it.
He chuckles, “It’s fiancee, okay and also, I’m a funny guy!” Baekhyun denies her as she breaks into laughter. Baekhyun finally recording her sweet smile in his phone. The sorrowful woman that he saw it when he’s breaking her heart is now smiling widely and looking so beautiful.
Baekhyun was in awe for a few seconds. “Why are you looking at me, Baekhyun?” She nervously asks.
His cheeks start to flush hard and he quickly requests for a few selfies. Then, they did. Baekhyun never sees she’s smiling this excited and he thinks that she’s grateful to spend time with him now. He comes out with an idea. Baekhyun dips his hand into the water and waits for the perfect time to do it. “Babe.”
She turns around to face him and then suddenly, Baekhyun sprinkles the water on her. Her face wrinkles in shock, feeling uncomfortable with the droplets on her face. She’s fuming in anger as she glares straight into his eyes. She then tries her best to tickle him and Baekhyun’s trying to avoid it. The boat was shaking when she’s violently moving that almost result for her to fall into the water. But Baekhyun reacts fast and catches her into his arms.
As the sun starts to set with the sky darkens into a purplish pink peaceful colour, Baekhyun is staring diligently into her eyes. He doesn’t know why but his heart finally beating fast when he admires her. Baekhyun leans closer to her face while she’s already having her eyes shut. He finally lands his lips onto hers, indulging into a long and affection kiss. She’s literally tearing silently throughout the kiss because she’s missing him so much. But, when she thinks this is wrong for the two of them, she pulls away.
"Let’s get back to the hotel, Baekhyun… It’s getting late.”
They head back to the hotel and preparing for a dinner date together. Baekhyun sets up a candlelight dinner with the help of the hotel’s staffs. Baekhyun prepares himself first into a black tuxedo and waiting for her to finish.
"Baekhyun…” She calls him. Baekhyun turns around, dumbfounded seeing a goddess in front of his eyes. She looks stunning in that ocean blue silk dress with her hair flowing on her shoulders. She applied a natural makeup look because she always feels insecure with her bare naked face.
Baekhyun invites her with a smile stretches across his face. They then walk to the restaurant as the waiter shows them to their private table. Their table was placed outdoor and they at least get the chance to admire the beautiful night sky with the twinkling stars decorating it. He helps her to sit first before he sits opposite her. The waiter serves their main course, leaving the two of them alone.
When he’s about to dig in, he realises that she’s staring silently on the food. “Hey… you’re okay?” Baekhyun asks with concerned. She simply nods before she starts to eat. Baekhyun was busy stealing glances at her throughout the dinner. He doesn’t know why but right now, he thinks that he’s falling in love with her again. But, he doesn’t want to confirm it yet because he will regret it later. They stay in silence while trying to finish their foods. They didn’t know what happened but it might be their last moment together.
Baekhyun suddenly stands up and moves closer to her. “May I have this dance with you?” He invites as she obeys. Music starts to play; Perfect by Ed Sheeran. Baekhyun places his hands softly on her waist while her hands are circling around his neck. They sway to the song, having their foreheads together. Her breathing becomes heavy because she couldn’t stop thinking that she will be separating with Baekhyun.
Her eyes start to swell with tears and she’s practically holding herself from sobbing hard. When Baekhyun finds out that she’s crying, he stops the swaying and lifts her chin up. Baekhyun caresses her cheeks with his knuckles as she slowly averts her gazes into his orbs.
"Don’t cry…” He begs but she begins to cry hard. Baekhyun pulls her into a warm embrace, pecking on her crown.
How I wish the time will stop for us. She hopes.
But even when she wishes for it, none of them would be happening. Because they were never meant to be together.
They get back to their room safely and change their clothes into comfortable pyjamas. Both of them shared the same bed for the last time as she gets closer to Baekhyun for a cuddle. He pats and lulls her to sleep as his lips comfortably on her crown. Before she gets to close her eyes to sleep, she once again stares at Baekhyun.
"I love you, Baekhyun and thank you for this moment. Thank you for loving me even for a short time.” She says. Baekhyun locks their lips together and at the same time, his heart aches so much. Maybe, he finally realises that losing her will be a great loss.
Baekhyun’s finally finds out that he still, madly in love with her. It was just himself for being blind after all this time. And Baekhyun hopes that this time, he has the chance to claim her back. He couldn’t wait any longer to confess this love to her.
Baekhyun only needs more time with her. He promises he will fix everything back in their own place.
"I love you too..." He whispers softly.
"Baekhyun…”
He is searching for her sweet voice all over the place. The place is beautiful and serene as Baekhyun’s figuring out the exact location he is right now. Her voice keeps calling for his name. He keeps on chasing the voice, finally found her as she’s plastering the softest smile that he never saw before.
Baekhyun swears, she looks exactly like an angel right now.
"Baekhyun,” She calls again, inviting his hands to hold onto hers. Baekhyun slowly brings his hands, lingering his fingers around hers. Truthfully, Baekhyun misses this moment the most. To be able to make her smile without shedding any tears. To make her fall in love with him over and over without any regrets.
Her eyes start to swell with tears but she tries her best to hold onto it. “You know, none of this is your fault. Right, Baekhyun?” She questions him as Baekhyun is clueless. What fault? What has he done?
"What fault?” He tries to ask but she resists to answer it, shaking her head. She slowly moves her hand to caress his hair gently, travelling down to cup his cheek. She was busy staring at his face from his sparkling eyes, down to his cute button nose and to his pinky lips. Gosh… she misses all of them. Her thumb is moving in circles on his plump cheek.
Baekhyun is still clueless. Suddenly, his heart feels the ache when she tears a bit. He doesn’t know what to do but the only thing that he can do is pull her into his embrace. Baekhyun pulls her into a hug as she finally wailing all over his chest. Baekhyun softly caresses her hair with his chin places on her crown. They’re in this position for a few moments longer, trying to create more memories for the two of them.
When she starts to soothe a bit, she breaks away from the hug and wipes her tears. She gives him a wide smile before patting his head playfully. “Baekhyun, I love you.” She confesses.
Finally, this time his heart stops beating for a while when she says it.
She takes his hands back, patting it gently while looking at it. “Baekhyun… after all these years, you were never my biggest mistake. You taught me what love is and also, you taught me how to be in love. You… make me fall in love with you crazily over and over. I wouldn’t forget every sweet moment that we have together. Baekhyun, I know… that you don’t love me anymore like you did before but thank you… thank you for giving me one last chance to be your love even for a short moment. I will never forget about it.”
Tears start to fall endlessly from her eyes, her voice begins to stuck whenever she tries to continue. “Byun Baekhyun, I’m sorry that I fail to make you happy. I’m sorry that I never fight for us. But, I do hope that one fine day, you can find someone that can love every inch of you. Someone that can make you the happiest man on Earth. I miss your smile… And I couldn’t wait for it to appear when you found the lucky girl. Our love doesn’t stay forever but I hope yours would stay as you dreamt of.”
She caresses his hair slowly, taking a few deep breaths. “Thank you for the memories, Baekhyun. Thank you for loving me for years. Thank you for being you. I wish that you can find your happiness without me.”
She leans closer for a kiss on his lips. The kiss lasts longer for a few minutes but it feels like time has stopped for them. Baekhyun’s heart feels like breaking apart, feeling all sorrow because it feels like it’s their last time to be together. When she breaks the kiss, a serene smile appears on her angelic face. She pulls the ring, the one that Baekhyun proposed the other day as she returns it back into his palm.
"I love you, Baekhyun and I’ll miss you.” She places a soft peck on his forehead and suddenly the whole world shuts.
Everything becomes blank for Baekhyun.
He calls her name softly as he wakes up. Baekhyun blinks his eyes for a few times, allowing his pupils to adjust the light in the room. The first thing he’s seeing is the white ceiling. He can hear the continuous beeping sound of the heart rate monitor machine. As he tries to tilt his head to look around, he was restricted with the neck cast. But, he could see his mother tearing while holding onto his hand, giving an endless peck on the back of his hand. The doctor comes to check his current condition and he declares that Baekhyun finally stables.
Baekhyun doesn’t know what happened that he ended up in the hospital because the last thing he remembers that he was meeting his fiancée. He now knows that he got into a terrible accident and had been in a coma for a week. His mother tells him that they almost lost him but now they’re grateful for Baekhyun to be alive and still breathing. He gathers all his strength and tries to ask his mother.
"Mom…” Baekhyun calls her, using his low voice. His mother still able to hear him, coming closer to him and waits for Baekhyun to say it.
"Where is she?... She didn’t come and visit me?...” He asks. Her eyes are quivering in sadness, speechless would be the exact word to describe her. But, she tries her best to give Baekhyun a hopeful smile because she doesn’t want to worsen his conditions.
"She will come later, okay?” His mother simply answers. She then gives an adoring peck on his forehead, letting her tears fall onto it. Baekhyun just nods his head like a child. As he hopes that she will be coming soon, Baekhyun wishes that she can give him another chance to fight for their love. Because his dream triggers him that it will be a big regret to lose someone that he loved the most. As Baekhyun realises something is in his hand, he opens it as the silver ring appears.
And Baekhyun doesn’t want to let her go for this time. He promises to cherish her till death do apart.
Baekhyun waits for her patiently for months.. None of his texts or calls was answered. He keeps on wondering where is she because he couldn’t wait to meet her, embracing her. Damn… Baekhyun missed her so much. Too much but he’s able to look through their pictures only to treat the longing for her. His mother doesn’t allow him to go out in the first place. Baekhyun needs fully recovers from his accident and she takes care of him. But after recovering for months, Baekhyun decided to look for her.
He drives his car to her house since it’s not that far from his parents’ house. While on his way, he finally feels extremely nervous. He never feels this nervous to meet her because Baekhyun knows that he would never miss this chance to claim her back. He couldn’t wait to meet her, hugs her and apologising for everything.
Baekhyun realises that after all this time, it was his fault. And now he’s going to redeem himself. He could do anything to get her back. Even if it takes thousands of years more.
When he arrives at her house, her mother welcomes him wholeheartedly. He hasn’t seen both of her parents for quite long but he’s happy that they still accept him. She invites him to come into the house and have a seat on the couch. Auntie goes to the kitchen to prepare him a hot tea as uncle walks downstairs. Baekhyun stands on his feet and hugs the older man. They are his family too. Uncle hugs him tightly as he pats Baekhyun’s back gently before breaking the hug. Both of them take their seats as Baekhyun is being a nervous guy, waiting for his fiancee to come and meet him.
It’s just like their old times. Baekhyun’s first meeting with her parents, feeling all nervous and pale. That old sweet moment would always be remembered for Baekhyun. And now, he couldn’t wait to see her goddess face.
Once auntie is coming to the living room with a tray with the empty cups and a pot of hot tea, Baekhyun keeps peeking by the stairs. His mind keeps on asking when will she comes and meets him. But when auntie offers him a cup of tea, Baekhyun nods his head and takes the cup from her politely as he thanks her. She sits next to uncle, looking so delighted to see Baekhyun in a great condition. Baekhyun slowly takes sip by sip of the hot tea even though his heart couldn’t stop pumping like a maniac. He’s waiting for her but she doesn’t appear.
Does she hate him? He thought.
"How are you, Baekhyun?” Uncle initiates the talk with hi. Baekhyun’s lips spread widely for a smile, placing the cup on the coffee table.
"Never felt even better like this.” He answers with a smile. The couple just smiling to each other but trying so hard to hide their pain and sadness. As the clock continues to tick, Baekhyun cannot wait any longer to meet her.
"Uncle, auntie…” Baekhyun calls, stopping for a second and takes a few breaths. “Can I meet your beautiful daughter?”
The two of them are shocked after hearing Baekhyun’s request. Auntie’s eyes start to form several tears at the edge of her eyes. Both of them have their faces turn pale. Baekhyun couldn’t interpret what is currently happening but all he wants right now is to see her. The love of his life. He couldn’t wait any longer because he wants to devote all his love on her. Despite that he failed to do so previously, he will try his best to not repeating the same mistake.
Uncle invites Baekhyun to step outside for a talk as he follows. The two men walk outside and the weather starts to turn cloudy. Baekhyun waits for him to start the talk because he’s feeling uneasy all of sudden. Uncle’s face displaying a sorrowful one that makes Baekhyun scared to hear about it.
But when uncle finally says it, Baekhyun was not scared. Instead, he is terrified because his whole world already shambles in a mess.
"She’s gone, Baekhyun.”
Those words haunting him. Baekhyun runs to the place where she is. Even when the clouds grumble and begin to rain, Baekhyun doesn’t care less about himself. All he wants is to be with her. And he finally arrives.
The cemetery.
Baekhyun searches her name at the tombstones with his legs failing to cooperate with him. His breathing becomes really hard while searching for it. He lost his hope. The rain starts to drop heavily but Baekhyun keeps on searching without stopping.
As he finally found it, he kneels on the ground with full regret. He couldn’t believe that she’s leaving him too soon. Because he doesn’t get the chance to mend all those broken promises. His fiancee is gone forever. Baekhyun starts to cry hard, blaming himself for being alive and stupid for letting her go once.
The dream that he once dreamt while he was in a coma was exactly his last time meeting her. He couldn’t see that angelic face with a fondest smile from a goddess woman. He thinks that he only lost her once but he’s wrong.
Baekhyun lost her forever.
"Why…. why did you leave me behind, love?” He questions. People might think he’s crazy right now because he’s talking alone but who cares. His memory flashbacking the incident.
It was raining heavily and Baekhyun is driving them back home from Japan with confusing feelings. He doesn’t know if letting her go would be his best decision because now, he’s terrified to lose her. Baekhyun doesn’t know about himself. If he still loves her or not. But deep inside, Baekhyun still deeply in love with her.
He just being too blind for her love. Because he was expecting high for their relationship and neglected her feelings. Baekhyun doesn’t realise that he’s been hurting her so bad but she never says so. Instead, she asked him to spend a week with her before the breakup.
Baekhyun keeps on blaming himself while staring at her peaceful face. She was too tired so she asked his permission to doze off for a few minutes. But he was careless. He almost hit someone’s car as he turns the steering wheel to avoid it. The car was spinning violently, causing it to turn over and got into an accident. And CRASH!!
Baekhyun tried to save her but his whole view turned into a pitch black.
He calls her name, hoping she’s answering it. “I’m sorry for everything… I’m sorry that I didn’t fight for our love… I’m sorry for falling out of love… I may have not expressing everything to you but… I love you, babe. Deep inside my heart, I still love you. I was too confused with my own self, thinking that I will never be the perfect one for you. If you can give me another chance, I will fix everything for the sake of you staying…” Baekhyun continues to cry. He begins to choke in-breath because he doesn’t expect that this moment is real.
"Thank you for allowing me to love you. I love you too and I’m gonna miss you badly.” Baekhyun finally says it. He has tons of things to say to her but he’s unable to do so. Baekhyun is a weak person. His nightmare finally haunting him and Baekhyun cannot have her anymore.
summary: Baekhyun is just a man who doesn’t believe in romance as much as Byul, who is trying to give herself to him. But day by day, he will soon realize that her fleeting actions are breaking down his cold-hearted brick wall, no matter if it takes her a million years.
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"Oh my god! Kim Jongin!" I jog to the person and hug him into my arms. Baekhyun was left clueless behind, witnessing me hugging a guy right in front of him. I'm in Jongin's embracement, placing my head on his chest because he's quite taller than me.
After a few moments later, I break the hug and get the chance to look at Jongin's face. It has been years since I last saw him. And now, he looks literally different. Jongin is more charming. We haven't talk or meet right after we graduated from high school. Both of us lost contact and none of us between me, Soomin or Sehun knew where he had been.
"Yes, it's me," He chuckles with a smile creeps on his face. I literally forgot about Baekhyun's presence when he lets out a few coughs. Jongin looks at him curiously, trying to get an introduction from either one of us.
"Jongin, this is Baekhyun. Baekhyun, this is Jongin, my high school friend." I introduce both of them.
Jongin offers his hand for a handshake as Baekhyun slowly follows. I smile at the sight of seeing them introduced formally. This time, I turn to face Jongin excitedly. I've been missing this pal because we literally haven't seen each other for years. He is one of my close friends after Sehun and Soomin.
I want to catch up every single thing about Jongin but I suddenly forgot about Baekhyun's presence here. My bad. "Jongin, can we exchange our numbers? I love to sit down with you and chat with you but I'm currently going out with Baekhyun. If you don't mind?" I ask Jongin's concern about exchanging numbers and he nods his head. I take out my phone as I give it to him. Jongin punches in his number and saves it into my contact before he hits the call button. At least, it reaches a missed call and it's much easier for him to save my number.
"Here you go!" He passes back my phone with a smile creeping on his face. I kinda flutter at his smile that makes my cheeks tinted with a little bit of red. But, Baekhyun suddenly lets out a few coughs to distract me.
"Goodbye, Hanbyul!" Jongin brings his hand to ruffle my hair playfully that makes me giggle. "I promise that we'll meet each other soon and catch up on everything, huh?" He makes a promise and I nod my head as a sign of agreement.
"And also, nice to meet you, Baekhyun," Jongin says to Baekhyun before bidding his last goodbyes and leaving me alone with Baekhyun. I wave my hand to him, waiting for Jongin to leave from my sights. Once I turn back to face Baekhyun, Baekhyun has an intense look on his face that makes me wonder, is he jealous?
Baekhyun has his hands deep inside his pocket jeans while keeping himself quiet for the moment. I chuckle softly and pat his chest lightly, "Come on, Byun Baekhyun. Where do you want to go next?" I ask him but he insists on staying silent. This time, I ruffle his hair, making it messier as he looks like a cute child afterwards. He groans and pulls away. Baekhyun repairs his hair back while glaring at me fiercely that causes me to giggle innocently.
"How about we go shopping? You must have some things that you would like to purchase, right?" I ask him with a playful voice but Baekhyun insists to stay silent with a slight pout on his face. He manages to make me chuckle by his cuteness because he's literally being like a child right now. I cup his puffy cheeks with my hand, making his lips pout more. Baekhyun has his eyes glare on mine while I look at him fondly. He pulls away and walks to leave me alone behind. I leave a single chuckle before catching him, travelling my hand to hold onto his hand. Baekhyun gives in slowly as he wraps his fingers around mine and brings me to the next shop that he wants to stop by.
Baekhyun is a cute guy. I finally admit it.
"Would you like to go for a walk in the park?" Baekhyun questions me while we're in his car. Even when the sky has already darkened by the time it goes by, I still think that we can have a short walk at the park. There might be a few people still there to jog or even play around. So I think, I take this chance to have a proper deep conversation with Baekhyun.
Baekhyun steals a glance at me, waiting for my answer as I nod my head. He averts his gaze back on the road, speeding his car towards the nearest park that we can stop by. When we arrived, he parks the car by the side of the road. We leave the car together and start our evening stroll at the park. Indeed, there are people still spending their time together. We walk side by side on the pathway, taking this opportunity to breathe the fresh air before getting back to our busy schedules.
"So..." He tries to initiate the talk. I tilt and elevate my head to look at him. Baekhyun seems like holding his words from saying them. I move to walk backwards while facing him, showing him a smile that can at least help him to finally speak that he's been holding onto it. When he finally sees me smiling for him, Baekhyun sighs heavily as he tousles his hair.
God... he looks... hot.
"Nevermind," Baekhyun mumbles but I can still hear it clearly. It makes me frustrated because he didn't tell me his thoughts that made me freaking curious. I start to throw a slight tantrum to him like crossing my arms together, stopping in front of him and pull a face to him. As he sees it, Baekhyun chuckles and sighs softly.
"About your friend,"
"My friend? Jongin? What about him?"
"Do you guys—" Baekhyun begins to ask, breathing for a second before he continues, "have any special relationship?" I flutter a bit. Knowing that Baekhyun is curious about my relationship with Jongin after seeing me with him. Maybe he's more curious when I'm being comfortable around Jongin that made Baekhyun, should I say, jealous?
Baekhyun's gazes begin to look serious when they land on my eyes. I giggle silently, a dimple of mine appears. I continue my walk as he follows me and stays right beside me. As the breezy evening makes me slightly shivering in the cold, I wrap myself with my arms, taking a deep breath.
"He's my long lost friend, Baekhyun. Even though we did have a crush on each other before this, I assure you that we're nothing. Not more than a close friend." I explain to him, ending it with flashing a smile. Baekhyun suddenly beams brighter than before, causing me to crack into laughter. Once I found an empty bench, I pull him to sit on it together, taking a break from the walk. The bench is located right in front of the small playground as kids are playing around. Their parents are sitting on the benches and talking with each other while observing their children.
"Jongin is an incredible friend. He is a smart and kind guy. But, we're just not meant to be together for sure..." My voice starts to get stuck for a bit. I clear my throat with a cough, trying to sound like I'm fine. I lower my head to face on the ground as I let my hair cover the side of my face from him. "He's beyond perfect for me, Baekhyun. I'm just a normal girl."
Baekhyun traces his knuckles onto the strand of my hair before tucking them around my ear. He then cups my chin to lift my head up, making me focus on his brown orbs. "Hey, you're an extraordinary girl that I've ever met in my whole life. You're you. You cannot expect to fulfil everyone’s expectations about you. Being you is more important than impersonating others. That's what makes you special. More special to me."
He makes my heart pumps rapidly when he says it. My eyes are already swelling with tears but I'm holding it from bursting right in front of him. A soft smile appears on my face, causing him to do the same too. Despite knowing that Baekhyun is still a mysterious guy who doesn't expose himself much, he finally makes me feel comfortable when being around him.
I slowly move my face closer to his, realising that our lips are only an inch away. His deep breath can hear it clearly as I can hear my heart about to burst out from my chest. As when I close my eyes before letting my whole body do what's next, something makes Baekhyun draw away from me. He hisses softly. I turn my head to look around, realising that a ball rolled and hit Baekhyun's legs. A few seconds later, we see a boy running towards us and stops when he looks at Baekhyun's pissed face.
The boy seems too scared to ask for the ball since Baekhyun shows his angry face. I caress his thigh softly, telling him that it's fine. He sighs in surrender, picking the ball up and calls the boy to come to us. The little boy walks slowly, fiddling with his fingers together as he stands in front of us.
"What's your name?" I question him while ruffling his hair.
The boy looks into my eyes while still shaking in fear. "D-Dohyun..." He utters his name while stuttering. I chuckle and playfully glare at Baekhyun for making him scared. He breathes out softly, trying his best to plaster a wide grin as he shows his white teeth clearly. Baekhyun signals Dohyun to offer him a sit by patting his lap. Dohyun slowly marches to the man sitting beside me, landing his small butt on Baekhyun's thighs.
I take the ball from Baekhyun. Baekhyun ruffles the boy's hair with his hand as he looks at him with his puppy eyes. I like Baekhyun being so fond around a child and this view is new to me. My heart has never been so soft after meeting this guy named Byun Baekhyun. He may look arrogant and egoistic on the outside, but he's totally different on the inside right now. The way Baekhyun tries to converse and persuade Dohyun from sulking, he looks so... cheerful.
"Did I scare you little one?" Baekhyun questions him as a hum ends the sentence. His hand doesn't stop caressing Dohyun's hair gently. Dohyun keeps his mouth shut, nodding his head with a single nod to answer Baekhyun's question. The little boy's eyes are still quivering in fear but I calm him down while cupping his cheeks.
"This Baekhyun hyung is sorry for making you scared little one. Right, Baekhyun?" I tilt my head to look at Baekhyun as Dohyun follows the same thing by looking at him. Baekhyun just stays smiling as he nods his head, agreeing with my statement. Dohyun suddenly beams brighter, his eyes turn into crescents.
"Here's your ball, Dohyunnie!" I yelp, passing the ball back to the little owner. Baekhyun gives him a high-five as an initiative to apologise for making him scared and also to cheer him up. Dohyun thanks me again and apologises to the both of us before leaving with a bid of goodbye. My eyes trail to the boy's figure walking back to his friends safely as my eyes landed back to face Baekhyun. His eyes are focused on watching Dohyun continues to play with his friends but somehow, his facial expression changes. The way he looks at them shows sadness as I can see a few tears gathering at the edge of his eyes.
I bravely linger my fingers to hold onto his, caressing it fondly as if I'm trying to soothe him. And when I am about to raise my head to look at his face, Baekhyun gives me the fondest smile he ever gave it to me. He is such a peculiar man but deep inside, he's just a normal guy with a soft heart.
"Baekhyun, let's head home and rest. How does that sound?" I pat his thigh lightly while questioning him. Baekhyun nods his head as we both get on our feet before walking back to his car. The environment remains silent and I don't like it. Baekhyun has his head low, probably thinking about something that is distracting his mind.
"Hey," I call him as Baekhyun lifts his head up to face me, showing me his curious, blank face. "I just realised something."
"And what is that?"
"That Dohyun should call you 'uncle' instead of 'hyung'! Because you're too old to be called one!" I explain to him. Baekhyun literally scoffs lightly and rolls his eyes to me. I giggle after knowing I succeed in mocking him about his age.
"I'm just 28 years old, okay," He retorts but this time I scoff at him.
"But you're almost turning in your 30's, old man."
"Don't you dare call me an old man," Baekhyun threatens me with a scowl on his face.
"What will you do to me if I call you one, old man?" I ask him back, calling him again with that name that would make him more annoyed.
"You don't know what this 'old man' is capable of."
"Then show me," I confess.
Baekhyun comes closer to me with a different yet more serious stare. He successfully makes me scared of them, running away as fast as I can from him. Giggles from me can be heard clearly because I can hear Baekhyun's footsteps from behind, trying to catch me. And of course, he has long legs that are able to catch me up. He stops and hugs me from behind. I was suffocating from the running but now I'm more breathless when he's hugging me.
"Okay, I'll stop calling you an old man. Now, let me go," I demand him but he is still hugging me tightly in his arms.
Baekhyun turns me around, making me face him as he admires my face for a few moments. "Gosh..." He utters. I wait for him to continue with my heart's beating so fast. A few seconds later, I thought that my heart already explodes when he continues.
"Your lips are too attractive and I want to kiss them badly." He mumbles but I can still hear it clearly.
We had our dinner at a restaurant near the park and both of us are already full, eating the scrumptious meal. Baekhyun heads straight to his house after he sent me home safely. I stride to my home as I open the door, Soomin is currently watching the television with someone accompanying her, a guy. And that guy is obviously her boyfriend, Oh Sehun. I open the door wider, revealing myself to them as a sign that I'm finally back home. But, both of them literally ignore me that make me scoff loudly.
"For God's sake guys, am I that invisible?" I ask them curiously while I put my keys on the dining table. They are still completely ignoring me and I guess I need to make a big move to make them talk to me. What I will do next are, walk and grab the remote control plus switching off the television. But, when I am about to take the remote control, Soomin swiftly catches it before me. I groan in anger because they laugh at me as she's getting the glimpse of my mini-mission to disturb them.
"We're sorry, Byul." Sehun apologises as Soomin nods her head, agreeing with him.
"Yeah, let us do it again-" Soomin says. "Hey, Byul! You're back and oh my, I miss you!" She continues her sentences with an annoying voice. I insist on ignoring them this time, giving them an intense glare before heading to my room. I slam the door hard. They are so fucking annoying but thank God I still have the kindness from not killing them for real.
As I plop myself on the edge of my bed, a few knocks come from my door. I lay my back on the comfy mattress as the door is open, revealing Soomin's head through the tiny space. She peeks her head to look at my condition before entering the room. Soomin takes a seat in the small space available right beside me. I stare at her with a curious look as she does the same thing.
"What?" I ask her.
"What what?" She replies. I sigh loudly and pull my pillow to cover my face. Soomin giggles before trying to pull over the pillow but I try to hold onto it by gripping hard. But, in the end, she wins. Once again, a sigh leaves from my mouth. And then suddenly, Sehun comes to join us, only leaning by the door frame because he doesn't want to intrude on my privacy.
Soomin starts to poke on my arm that causes me to flinch away from her. But, she never gives up and scoots closer to give continuous pokes on my body especially at those sensitive spots that could give me tickles. Laughters start to escape when I finally feel the tickles whenever she's poking me. I try my best to stop her but it doesn't work at all.
"Okay Soomin, stop! Stop!" I run away from her until I get to stand back on the floor at the other side of my bed. Soomin and Sehun laugh unison while they continue to annoy me by disturbing my rest. Soomin lifts her hands up in the air, indicating that she's stopping the poking game. I slowly sit back on my bed, waiting for them to finally say the words that they've been holding on. I quirk my eyebrows while looking at both of them curiously. Soomin and Sehun exchange stares before both of their eyes landing back on mine.
"Can you guys stop staring at each other and just tell me that you guys wanted to ask about?" I initiate the talk. Sehun chuckles in a low tone, waiting for his girlfriend to start it.
Soomin gathers her strength as she begins, "How was your date with that Baekhyun?" She asks as the word 'date' was said in a deep tone. Both of them were waiting eagerly for me to answer it. Sehun is already lifting his eyebrows continuously.
"It's not a date, guys."
"But it looked like one. Right, baby?" Soomin turns her head to look at him as Sehun nods his head to agree with it. I chuckle while looking at them.
"First, it was not a date. Second, can you guys leave my room so I can rest?" I ask them nicely. Soomin rolls her eyes to the back of her head before lifting herself off from the bed. She walks to Sehun as he travels his arm around her small waist.
"You really don't want to share about your day with us, Byul?" Soomin confirms it back to me.
I face both of them and sigh, "Alright, alright. I'll tell you guys later. I promise." I answer her. Soomin squeaks in excitement while on the other hand, I chuckle. "Is Sehun going to sleepover here tonight?" I question him this time. Sehun turns to look at Soomin, asking about it.
"I don't mind though but I just want to inform you that my room is not soundproof enough. So, please behave." I say and grin widely. Sehun chuckles loudly as Soomin grabs the nearest pillow to throw it on my face. A win for me for making Soomin blushes.
"Okay, goodnight Byul!" Soomin bids me goodnight, pushing Sehun to leave the room and she slams the door hard. After I settle down and charge my phone, I head to my toilet and quickly take a shower. I continue my routine as usual before settling myself on the bed. But tonight, I decided to wear a face mask. I sit down with my back lie on the headboard as I detach my phone from the charger.
Baekhyun texted me. I check the chatroom and realise that he's currently online.
[Baekhyun]: Hey, you're asleep already?
[Byul]: Nope. Just got my shower. How about you?
[Baekhyun]: Same as you. Ready to have my sleep hihi.
[Byul]: Glad to hear it :)
[Baekhyun]: Anyway, can I video call you?
[Byul]: Video call me? Why?
Baekhyun: Because through video call, I can hear your voice and also see your beautiful face.
[Byul]: Oh come on. It's not that beautiful and besides, I'm wearing a face mask now.
[Baekhyun]: No one cares. Hold on.
I don't get to reply to him as he is video calling me already. I fluster a bit and peek my face to check on it by the mirror at the vanity table. When I confirm that I look quite fine, I grab a pillow and hide half of my face before answering the call.
"Hello, beautiful." Baekhyun greets me. It's clear that Baekhyun has his hair in a messy way and his comfy in his pyjamas. He looks so cute and handsome at the same time. This is the very first time we video call. It's awkward to me in the first place but I'll get used to it soon.
"Hello, old man." I greet him this time and he hisses in anger. I giggle and still hold the pillow to cover my face.
"Put away the pillow. Let me see your face, Hanbyul." He requests but I refuse by shaking my head. He pleads with his puppy eyes as they beg me. I sigh and push away from the pillow slowly, revealing my face mask. Baekhyun grins wider.
"Finally I get to see your beautiful face. Are you sleepy?" Baekhyun asks me as I shake my head. I suddenly yawn loudly up until my eyes swell in tears. He leaves low chuckles when he sees me yawning with my mouth wide open. I cover my mouth and giggle softly.
"I'm sorry. The hangout drained our energy so much." I grin widely.
Baekhyun continues to stare on the screen without saying anything. In this state, Baekhyun is busy admiring me, which makes me fluster a little. When I think it's finally time to get rid of the face mask, I pull it and throw it away in the nearest dustbin.
"Woah-" He's in awe. I was kinda confused at the moment. "you look more beautiful after getting rid of it. I'm impressed."
"Yeah, you should treat and supply me with more face masks so I can be the beautiful woman on the Earth." I request as Baekhyun chuckles.
"You're already are, sweetheart," Baekhyun says. "And I'll buy you dozens of face masks later."
"Whatever, Baekhyun." I retort. A sudden ping distracts my attention as a notification pops out in my screen. I'm trying to check on it so the phone automatically closes my camera. Baekhyun keeps calling for me.
"Hanbyul? Where are you?"
"Wait, there's a message," I answer him. The message was from Jongin! Like he finally texted me!
Jongin: Hello, Hanbyul! It's Jongin and sorry for disturbing your sleep. Talk to you later!
"Who was it?" He asks.
I quickly type down my reply to Jongin so I can continue the video call with Baekhyun.
[Byul]: No worries! I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay? Good night, Jongin! :)
I get back to Baekhyun as he's waiting for me patiently. "It's Jongin!" I tell him. Baekhyun’s curious face swiftly turns into a blank expression. He literally shuts his mouth tightly and I realised his sudden changes.
"Your old friend, Jongin?" Baekhyun questions and I nod my head. He leaves a long hum before yawning. Baekhyun's eyes begin to close slowly and I guess he's finally feeling sleepy. I smile at the sight of him looking like a baby.
"Baekhyun, I think you should head to sleep now," I suggest. As he was about to refuse, a loud yawn escaped once again from him. I chuckle softly and lie my body on the mattress.
"Come on, big baby. Lie down already and cover yourself with the duvet," I order him as he obeys. He does what I asked for one by one, laying on his left side. Baekhyun tries his best to stay awake. His cheek was squished on the pillow.
"Night night, Baekhyun."
"Goodnight, Hanbyul." He bids his goodnight before I end the call. I didn't realise a wink of dimples appeared on my face. My heart is so soft right now because Baekhyun is totally different tonight. I put away my phone and tuck myself on the bed properly. Now, it's my turn to prepare for my sleep.
Goodnight, Byun Baekhyun.
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summary: Baekhyun is just a man who doesn’t believe in romance as much as Byul, who is trying to give herself to him. But day by day, he will soon realize that her fleeting actions are breaking down his cold-hearted brick wall, no matter if it takes her a million years.
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“Come on, Baekhyun. Stop playing around so we can finish this assignment.” I request, sighing softly after seeing him procrastinate. Baekhyun plays around with his laptop for 10 minutes already because we’ve been trying to complete this project by tonight. Baekhyun and I have been at Starbucks for hours since at 8 pm. Now? It almost strikes at 12 am and our work hasn’t completed yet. And, I love how this place is open 24 hours so we can do our work conveniently.
“Chill, Hanbyul. We still have a week,” Baekhyun scoffs as he grabs his iced caramel macchiato and drinks it. I glare at him before rolling my eyes to the back of my head. My eyes start to feel sleepy, losing my focus on the screen of my laptop. I quickly slap my cheeks slightly to at leash freshen me up.
Baekhyun giggles silently once I start banging my head in the air with my eyes almost tightly close. A few seconds later, I place my head on the table and decide to get a short nap to reenergize back before continuing the project. I doze for around 5 minutes and get back to work. But within a few minutes, my legs and hands start to feel numb so I decide to lay my back by the chair and continue my dozing.
The moment I wake up from the short nap, I realised that my head was on Baekhyun’s shoulder. I glance at his face, he places his head on mine and also has his eyes closed. Suddenly, I feel so comfortable with this position, knowing that most probably Baekhyun just felt pity looking at me so tired. That’s maybe the reason why he offers his shoulder for my head to rest comfortably.
I scan his face slowly this time. From his forehead, his eyes, cute nose and to his pink pair of lips. I even realised he has a few numbers of moles on his face and I find them cute too. I’ve never seen him this close. Baekhyun’s face looks so serene when he is sleeping. Like, his masculine side has turned off and become a whole baby right now. Even though he's already 28 years old, he doesn’t look like that age at all. Still young, handsome and sometimes have that baby face.
My fingers trying so hard to caress his face right now but obviously, it would wake him up. I check the current time as it’s already past midnight. We’ve been dozing off for quite a long time and I think it’s better for both of us continue this later. Because I don’t think we’re able to finish this overnight at this state.
“Baekhyun…” I softly call him. But, he doesn’t budge.
I pat his thigh gently while keep on calling him, “Baekhyun, wake up. Let’s go home, hmm?” I suggest to him. Baekhyun wakes up, pulls away from me with a stretch. His eyes are barely open that makes me chuckle seeing him in this way.
I shut down his and my laptop, helping to clear the stuff because he’s still spacing out. He must be so tired nowadays. It makes me wonder what does he do besides attending classes because I realised, our schedules are not packed at all. Maybe, he just normally tired. Baekhyun continues his nap at this moment as I offer to prepare ourselves to get home. I don’t need to feel worried about my transportation since Baekhyun always offers to send me back home.
Once everything is pack, I try to wake him up again. Baekhyun literally whines a bit before he rubs his eyes and looks at me with his sleepy face. “What time is it already?” He asks. His legs were spread as he stares on the floor blankly. I chuckle and take out my phone to show him the current time. “12.15 am, mister. So, let’s get back home, shall we?”
He nods slowly and grabs his stuff together with him. We leave the place and head to his car. As both of us get into the car, Baekhyun turns on the engine and spacing out. Again. He’s spacing out, staring at his steering wheel without moving even an inch. Then, he sighs.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” I ask him with concern. Baekhyun makes me get to worry about him because he looks so blank. He turns to look at me, admiring me for a few minutes. Okay, double worry.
I slowly slide my hand to place on his lap, looking at him anxiously. “Baekhyun, tell me, please? I’m so worried right now.” I demand him to tell me. He brings his hand to hold with mine that causes me to shock a bit. Baekhyun caresses it gently, trying to calm me down.
“I’m so lazy to drive. Can you drive?” He asks.
“Nope! Plus, I wouldn’t dare to drive this hella expensive car.” I answer him but he only replies to me is a chuckle. Baekhyun still holding my hand as my cheeks flush but I’m grateful that it’s dark in the car. So, he can’t see me blush right now.
Suddenly, he turns on the light. Shit.
I bite my lower lip anxiously, trying to avoid his eye contact so that I would not blush chronically. Baekhyun tucks a strand of my hair around my ear and leans closer to me. I shift myself backwards slowly until my back bumps with the door. He looks at me, his lips curve upwards into a sweet smile.
“Nah, I’m more alive after seeing your beautiful face. Your home, shall we, Hanbyul?” He says as I pull my hand away from his lap, buckling myself with the seatbelt. Baekhyun still has that smile on his face before he starts to drive us back to my apartment first. Throughout the whole journey, my heart couldn’t stop beating and thank God he turns on the radio. He hums to all the songs that he knows while I am sitting quietly, stealing a few glances on him when he’s driving.
Baekhyun stops by at the petrol station to fuel up his car. He leaves me behind in the car as he’s gone to fuel up the car. I’m staring at the car’s interior design even though I already ride his car a lot of time. His phone suddenly rings. I peek at Baekhyun outside that he is still waiting to fill the tank. I don’t want to pick up the call because it would be called as invading his privacy. But, the name appears as ‘Sohyunnie’. And now I’m wondering who she is.
As soon as the rings end, Baekhyun just finishes off his business and gets back into the driver's seat. He turns on his engine but before he continues to drive, he checks his phone. I keep myself together and peek at him. Baekhyun probably calls back that Sohyunnie back because he wears his right Airpod plug into his ear.
“Hey, why are you calling me in the middle of the night?” Baekhyun asks the caller as he continues to drive to my apartment. I listen quietly to his words even though I try hard to ignore him calling that person. He talks to the caller for a few minutes later and he laughs, chuckles plus smiles a lot too. This is another side of Baekhyun being so happy because I’ve never seen him this way before.
“I’ll be back soon, okay? Sleep tight and I miss you too.” He ends the call and drifts the car on the empty road.
Who is it? I let the question lingers around my mind because I will never have the answer.
After Baekhyun sends me home, I head to my apartment and straight to my bedroom. Since I already informed Soomin that I will come back home late, she already asleep in her room. I just don’t want her to worry about me because I told her that I’ll be doing my project together with Baekhyun. She told me that even though it’s him, I still need to be careful since we don’t exactly know his background in deep. But, I assure her that Baekhyun is a good guy and he wouldn’t hurt me or even kidnap me.
My routines are the same; shower, skincare and sleep. As I hop on the comfy bed, covering myself with the duvet and have my phone in my hands. And Baekhyun gives me a text as usual.
[Baekhyun]: I arrive home safely but I’m too lazy to take my shower.
[Byul]: Go and get a shower, you stinky.
[Baekhyun]: Can I just go to bed without getting one?
[Byul]: Eww! We’ve been staying outside for hours and you insist to go to bed at that state? You’re crazy, Baekhyun.
[Baekhyun]: I am, huh?
[Byul]: Yes! People tend to hate someone who doesn’t take care of themselves.
[Baekhyun]: So, if I get one, you will like me?
[Byul]: Stupid question. Of course, I will. I hate people who stink so much
[Baekhyun]: Teehee! I promise I’ll get one before I go to bed.
I chuckle reading to his replies. He’s acting like a child right now for sure.
[Baekhyun]: Wanna go out tomorrow?
[Byul]: Where? And when should we continue the assignment?
[Baekhyun]: I’m trying to ask you for a date and you’re here asking me back about the assignment? :(
[Byul]: Oh come on, Baekhyun. Okay fine. Where do you want to bring me out tomorrow?
[Baekhyun]: Looks like someone anticipates going out on a date with me *grin emoji*
[Byul]: I did not, okay. Say it or I’ll go to bed. Goodnight, Baekhyun.
I lock my phone and place it on the bedside table. My phone rings a few times and I assume he keeps on calling me so I wait for a little longer, answering his call. “What is it?”
“Are you mad at me?” Baekhyun asks me with his low voice.
“I’m not. I’m just tired and want to have my sleep now.” I answer him sternly.
“Hanbyul, I’m just playing around with you. Don’t be mad at me,” He tries to coax me as I only reply to him with a few hums.
“I’ll treat you tomorrow. How’s that sounds?”
“Be my credit card for the whole day and also my chauffeur throughout our hangout.” I request.
Baekhyun chuckles. “I can do anything for you. You name it sweetheart and I will.” He continues saying with low voices.
My whole body starts to heat up until I need to uncover myself from the duvet. I place my palm on my chest, feeling my heart beats rapidly. This is the first time ever, Baekhyun calls me ‘sweetheart’. I know it’s pretty normal but the way he says it, it’s really different. I’m like spacing out for a moment because that pet name effecting me.
“Hanbyul, you still there?” Baekhyun asks. I cough a bit to make it less obvious that I’m feeling so hot by only hearing to that name.
“Yeah, I’m here… So, tomorrow is it?”
“Yup. I’ll confirm it back later the time but be prepared, okay?” He tells me and I only answer him with a hum. A sudden long yawn escape from my mouth and Baekhyun obviously can hear it at the other side.
“You’re cute when you’re yawning.” He chuckles again.
“Nope. That’s a lie.”
“I’m not lying. It’s the truth.” Baekhyun denies my judgment.
“Whatever, Byun Baekhyun. Goodbye.” I bid goodbye.
“Goodnight, Hanbyul. Can’t wait to see you again, sweetheart.” Baekhyun bids his goodbye after wishing me goodnight. We end the call right away and I prepare myself to bed. I didn’t realise that during the whole conversation, I was smiling so wide just because of Baekhyun.
Sleep tight too, Baekhyun.
I wake up the next morning feeling so alive and happy. Baekhyun gave me a good impact on my sleep last night. I was having difficulties to get to sleep nowadays but last night was different. After weeks of knowing him, I already consider him as my close friend. The way he treats me as a friend, as a woman is unbelievable. I know it’s kinda weird but I really anticipate our next meeting because I just want to meet and hang out with him. He’s a crazy guy with weird personalities despite being a mysterious guy. But no matter what, he is Byun Baekhyun that I met at the cafe in a good appearance that caught my eyes.
When I leave my bedroom, I see Soomin doing business at the kitchen. “Woah, you woke up quite early today, Soomin.” I mock her before having a seat at the dining table. Seems like she’s cooking us breakfast and it’s a rare view seeing her cooking. She has a bit of talent in cooking but she’s too lazy to even steps to the kitchen.
“Can you stay still and appreciate this beautiful view of Soomin’s cooking?” Soomin turns to look at me as she rolls her eyes annoyingly before continue to prepare the food. I laugh hard, holding my tummy because I love to make her mad. Since both of us are too busy with the project, we rarely spend time together even though during the weekends. Because I prefer to just stay home and rest when I don’t have any work shifts. While Soomin on the other hand, Sehun loves to bring her to his house and spend their lovey-dovey time.
“Fine. Do you need any help?” I offer but she shakes her head. I walk and check on her. Soomin’s trying to cook kimchi fried rice and looks like she’s kinda struggling to read the recipe. The ingredients are all prepared on the island but she seems confused. As for now, Soomin wants to chop the kimchi but she couldn’t figure out how much she needs. I chuckle softly after seeing her doing the work diligently.
“1⁄4 kimchi from the container would be enough for the two of us. Have you cook the rice?” I ask her as she answers ‘no’. I offer myself to help her by cooking the rice first. At least, they would already when Soomin wants to fry it. Then, I help her to prepare the basic ingredients such as onions and chillies while she cuts the raw chicken into small sizes. Both of us work together to cook the kimchi fried rice because working together, it would make the food extra delicious. This is our masterpiece. We finish it up within the range of 45 minutes and I end it up with giving a high five to her.
“Good job!! Have you taken your morning shower already?” I ask her when she’s busy transferring the fried rice onto the plates. Soomin nods her head a few times.
“Okay, gimme 10 minutes for a quick shower please?”
“5 minutes,” Soomin says.
“10 minutes and I’ll treat you ice cream,” I beg her with my puppy eyes. She rolls her eyes before nodding her head. I jump excitedly on the same spot, ruffling her hair and run back quickly to my bedroom. Because I make her pretty annoyed with me in the morning. I rush myself to have a quick shower and wear a plain pink t-shirt with short pants. When I go back to the dining table, Soomin already set up everything including the hot tea. I sit across her and both of us start to eat kimchi fried rice. We make a unison satisfied hum, indicating that the fried rice that we both made is delicious.
“Are you planning to go anywhere today?” Soomin pauses for a moment and turns to look at me while questioning me. Now, I’m agitating. Would it be weird if I say Baekhyun wants to bring me out? Or is it not?
“Kinda? Baekhyun wanna bring me out somewhere,” I answer. Her pupils dilate after hearing his name. I start to play with the rice using my spoon because I’m nervous about what will she say next.
“Byul, do you have anything with him though? I’ve seen that you’re so close to him now,” Soomin lets out a statement. I start to fluster because she thinks I have a relationship with Baekhyun.
“Obviously no! We’re just friends plus why would he date me though? I’m just a normal girl with nothing,” I explain, sounding a bit of disappointment. It’s kinda hurt that my whole life doesn’t have anything special with it. I used to grow up with loving parents but it ended up with no happy ending. Even though mom already happily married to father, I’m just grateful to have the people who I can call a family.
“Gosh, Byul. Can you stop saying that you’re nothing? Come on, you’re beautiful and a smart ass person. Always look at the bright side and please,” Soomin stops for a second, grabbing my hand and caresses it. “-go and find someone that can make you happy. Inside and outside. Someone’s that worth to you and treats you like a real woman. I swear love can change everything in this life. You just need to try and take a risk for it.”
I swear, we’ve never talked about guys and I’ve never heard Soomin saying about a relationship this serious. Now the realisation hits me when both of us already turned 26 years old and within a few months before the new year, we’re turning 27. How time flies so fast that shows the way I’m growing out my youth and adult age with Soomin. No one can replace her spot as my best friend. I’m so grateful to have her but kinda sad knowing that she will leave me anytime by getting married with Sehun. It’s a relief that both of them are seriously in love with each other and I’m just hoping happiness for both of my best friends.
“Let’s finish this food first before I tear up,” I say to her and continue eating my food. Soomin just smiles and nods her head as she continues too. We both savour the kimchi fried rice and right after we’re done eating, I offer myself to do the dishes while Soomin can clear up the dining table. At least, we can finish this fast and continue our girls talk at the living room comfortably.
After we’re done having our breakfast, Soomin settles down on the couch while I run swiftly to my room, grabbing my phone in case there are any important notifications. Then, I plop myself right besides her and get ready to proceed with our previous conversation. Soomin suddenly becomes so quiet and that makes me worry about her.
I bring my hands to hold with hers, caressing them. “Hey… Is there anything that disturbing you right now?” I ask her softly, didn’t want to sound like I’m forcing her to answer it. Soomin lets out an audible sigh and shakes her head.
“It’s not that important but- Nevermind,” She resists to answer. I look at her with the softest smile that I can with a worried face. She sees me and giggles as Soomin shoves my face away to stop me making that kind of face. Finally both of us easing the tense situation.
She releases a final sigh before continuing, “Sehun proposed me to marry him…”
“WHAT?!! You’re not joking, right?” I shout loudly that cause her to cover both of her ears.
“I’m so happy for both of you!!” I say but she’s only plastering me with a smile. “Anything wrong with that?” I ask her this time, trying to dig deeper into this conversation.
“Byul, you know I love him so much right?” She asks me as I nod my head. “-but marriage is going to be a big responsibility to me, to Sehun. We’re going to commit a risk and I don’t think I’m ready despite me and Sehun to have been together for 5 years.”
“Then, what if he finds me boring after we get married and just leave me alone behind?... I’m just… scared to lose him.” Soomin explains more about it as she sounds like she’s going to tear up. I lift her head to look into my eyes, wiping the tears that escape.
“Soomin, Sehun is an incredible man and we both know that he never loved anyone else except you. Being scared in a relationship is normal but the most important thing is the trust in each other. Sehun would never leave you behind because he’s crazy in love with you, Soomin. It’s obvious! But, if you’re not ready to commit a new responsibility, talk to him. He will listen and understand. Trust me. Sehun is the same guy that we knew back in previous years. He’ll never change. Believe in each other and you guys will be forever to eternity.” I try to put everything in words, hoping she will understand everything and accept it. Soomin pauses for a moment without blinking her eyes then suddenly she pulls me for a big hug, tearing up. I caress her back up and down to calm her down. It feels good to know that she finally bursts out all her worries to me because at least we could share different opinions.
“Oh come on, don’t cry. You’re being a baby. Pfft.” I snigger but she still hugging me. When she starts to calm down, she breaks the hug and wipes her tears as her lips curve upwards. Suddenly, my phone rings at the wrong timing. I try to decline the call but Soomin insists for me to answer it. So I did. I look at the caller name and it’s finally Baekhyun.
“Hello! What are you doing? Did I disturb your sleep?” Baekhyun greets as he asks me.
“Baekhyun it’s like 10:30 am and you think I’m still sleeping?” I say and I can hear him chuckling.
“I’m going to pick you up at 1 pm so we can have our lunch together.”
“Alright. See you later then?” I say and he hums. Before I get to end the call, Baekhyun gets to continue, “See you, beautiful.”
I end the call with my heart’s fluttering but I put away my phone on the coffee table. Soomin has calmed down completely and waiting for me to say anything regarding the call. “Byun Baekhyun, is it?” She questions me and I can only nod my head.
“He’s going to pick you up?”
“At 1,” I say shortly.
“Take care then. Don’t let me kill him if he ever breaks your heart,” Soomin finally speaks the most important part and I can only laugh at it.
“We’re just friends, Soomin. Nothing more than that.” I confess to her the truth but she only glares fiercely that makes me throw a pillow on her. Within a few seconds later, we start a pillow fight in the living room. It’s good to have this quality time with her because I don’t even know when’s the next time.
I get myself to wear a beige turtleneck shirt in long sleeve and a long brown skirt to pair with it. Since it’s getting cold outside, at least I have the initiative to keep myself warm throughout the hang out with Baekhyun. After I bid goodbye with Soomin, I head straight to the lobby using the lift and wait for Baekhyun to arrive. Then, the same familiar black Audi car stops in front of me so I get into the passenger seat and greet him with a wide smile. Once I buckle up myself, I realise that the car doesn’t move at all and Baekhyun is busy admiring me.
He smirks silently and starts to drive the car with his one hand on the steering wheel. Baekhyun being extra annoying yet attractive nowadays. I think my heart needs to be stronger whenever he tries to make it beating like crazy.
“Where are we going?” I curiously ask as I turn to look at him.
Baekhyun stealing a few glances from the road, “COEX Mall. We’ll get our lunch first and we can roam around the mall. You can shop too if you want,” He suggests to me.
“Have you been to any cinema recently?”I ask him. Baekhyun shakes his head a few times.
“Then, can we watch any movies after we have lunch? It’s been months since the last I step on the cinema though. Pretty please?” It’s my turn to suggest but I didn’t realise that I sound like a begging child. Baekhyun lets out low chuckles before he nods his head. I squeal softly in excitement because he allows me to watch a movie. And I couldn’t wait to watch the movie with Byun Baekhyun for our first time. Together.
“What are you going to do during our first-semester break, Baekhyun?” I question him and savour a spoonful of spaghetti. I ordered spaghetti carbonara while he, on the other hand, ordered lamb chop. He forces me to eat at the western restaurant so here we are right now. It’s quite fancy but Baekhyun offers to treat me but I opted the less pricey food for my lunch meal.
“I don’t know? Probably staying and chilling at my house. And, playing video games I guess?” He answers while looking at me eating.
“Only playing video games? Sounds so boring. Boo~” I mock him as I giggle that makes him chuckle.
“Okay. At least, my holiday will become so hectic with my work shifts and might only get home only to sleep.” I finish my last bite and wipe off my mouth with a clean cloth. Baekhyun nods his head, hearing me diligently while trying to finish his food up.
“I’ll visit you often. No worries because I think I’m going to miss your coffee if I don’t get any during the break.” He confesses that he loves the coffee drinks that I make so much. After hearing his confession, I only able to chuckle softly.
I’m about to ask further about where he lives now and is he staying alone or with his family. But, Baekhyun makes me cancel my plan because he calls the waiter to ask for the bill. Once the waiter comes with the bill, Baekhyun doesn’t check on it but instead, he straightly gives his credit card. Now, he makes me more curious about his background. Maybe, he was born in a rich family so I don’t doubt that from the way of his living.
“The cinema, shall we?” He asks and I say ‘yes’ straight away.
We head straight to the cinema as we stare at the current movies showing on the monitor screen. “What are we going to watch?” I move to stand in front of him as I ask. Baekhyun is obviously taller than me because my chin is approximately at his shoulders but our height differences are perfect. He looks down to face me, staring into my eyes differently.
“You can choose anything that you want to watch, Hanbyul. Because I’m going to look at you during the whole movie,” He answers. I hit his chest lightly because he’s trying to be cheesy and it’s not good for my heart’s health. Baekhyun breaks into laughter and pushes me to the counter. “Go and choose anything. I don’t mind.” He says.
I roll my eyes and finally choose a movie; Five Feet Apart. It’s a melancholic romance movie and I’ve been anticipating to watch it. So, this is my chance. He is willing to pay the tickets because he keeps repeating that he already promised me to pay everything for today. And I couldn’t stop him. Once we’ve got our tickets, I excused myself to go to the ladies’ room while waiting for our movie hall.
When I leave the ladies’ room and head back to Baekhyun, I’m seeing him talking with a woman. She has her hand on his shoulder as she was kinda close to Baekhyun. But, he doesn’t budge at all. I walk towards them as when Baekhyun realises I’m back, he calls my name.
“I’ll see you later. Goodbye, Baekhyun oppa and enjoy your movie!” She bids goodbye and Baekhyun just plasters a smile.
“Who is it? Your friend?” I curiously ask him.
“Yeah,” He simple answers. Suddenly, our hall has been called. “Let’s go in already.”
I follow him from behind and walk to our hall. There are only a few people in the hall as I sit comfortably besides Baekhyun. We wait for the advertisements to play before the movie starts so I already open the popcorn and start munching. As I tilt my head to offer the popcorn, Baekhyun stares at me.
“Popcorn?” I offer and he suddenly opens up his mouth. Is he expecting me to feed him? What should I do?
I give the whole popcorn to him, “Feed yourself, big boy.” I giggle when I can see him pouting even though the hall is currently dark. He scoffs softly and digs into the popcorn, munching them. The movie starts as I have my full attention on the big widescreen. While busy eating and drinking, I feel kinda uncomfortable. I slowly turn to face him, Baekhyun’s currently looking at me.
“Why are you staring at me?” I go closer to him and whisper because I don’t want to get scolded by the others from talking loudly.
“I already told you that I’m only looking at you.” He says. My heart stops for a second.
“Come on, Baekhyun. It’s a great movie!” I partially beg and force him to watch the movie as Baekhyun chuckles softly before averting his gaze to the screen. I continue to watch the movie when I confirm that he will not stare at me because he will make me go all flush. And I couldn’t focus on the movie afterwards.
After the movie ended, I have my eyes swollen with tears because the movie got me wailing hard and Baekhyun can only offer his napkin to me. We leave the hall and I still have my red eyes. He has his hands keep in the pocket as he chuckles.
“Are you laughing at me, Mr Baekhyun?” I stop in my tracks and glare at him. Baekhyun changes his expression from a happy to normal face. I ignore him, leaving him behind as an act of revenge. He chases me from behind.
“Where do you want to go next? Shopping?” Baekhyun walks right beside me while waiting for my answer.
When I was about to do so, someone calls my name. “Hanbyul!”
“Oh my god! Kim Jongin!” I jog to the person and hug him into my arms. Baekhyun was left clueless at behind, witnessing me hugging a guy right in front of him.
summary: Baekhyun is just a man who doesn’t believe in romance as much as Byul, who is trying to give herself to him. But day by day, he will soon realize that her fleeting actions are breaking down his cold-hearted brick wall, no matter if it takes her a million years.
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As promised, I come to the cafe early to pass the keys to Senior Hana. I offer to help her with the opening procedure which includes setting up the coffee machine and displaying desserts, so it would be easier for my other colleagues to start their work in the morning. Ever since last night, Baekhyun hasn’t replied to my text, up until now. I’m just hoping he wouldn’t forget our discussion that we had agreed on last night because I don’t want to screw any of my plans for today.
I make myself a serving of chicken sandwich and a cup of latte for breakfast while waiting for him. At least I can kill time before he arrives. Having done preparing my breakfast, I bring the tray and sit at the table by the window, at his usual spot. I devour the sandwich while watching the customers enter the cafe once Senior Hana opens the cafe for business. They must be the type of people who needs caffeine in order to start their day.
My phone rings, signalling a new notification. I put down my sandwich and grab the device. Finally, it’s a text from Baekhyun.
[Baekhyun]: I just woke up from my sleep. Am I late?
[Byul]: No you’re not. It’s 10:10 in the morning and you still have time.
[Byul]: Don’t rush yourself because I can wait for you though.
[Baekhyun]: Nah, I hate making a woman wait for me so I’ll be there soon.
[Byul]: Drive safe, Baekhyun.
[Byul]: I don’t want to meet you only with one hand.
[Baekhyun]: Haha, funny. Anyway, good morning.
[Byul]: Good morning :)
A wide smile is plastered across my face after replying to his texts. His replies are always so cute to me. I lock my phone and put it on the table before continuing to munch my sandwich and enjoying my hot latte. I love how today’s morning is peaceful with only a few people walking pass by the cafe. I’m also quite grateful that the class is cancelled.
I bet Soomin is still sleeping soundly on her bed as I don’t know any of her plans today. She might go out for shopping with Sehun or prefer to stay at home and watch Netflix. The differences between us are pretty visible. Soomin was born into a wealthy family, whereas I came from a humble background. My parents were divorced and my dad just went missing after the separation. My mom, on the other hand, decided to remarry. Even though Soomin and I came from different backgrounds, I’m still grateful that we are friends, because more often than not, we complete each other with our opposite personalities.
Suddenly, I get startled by a few knocks on the window that I accidentally smudge the sandwich across my cheek, leaving a streak of mayonnaise. I turn my head towards the cause of my surprise and is met with Baekhyun, the man is giggling to himself watching my funny reaction. I roll my eyes and pick up tissue to wipe the smudge off as he enters the cafe and joins me.
"Sorry I’m late,” Baekhyun apologies and I shake my head, telling him it’s fine as my mouth is full with the sandwich. He realises that I’m busy eating my sandwich. It makes him chuckle.
I quickly swallow the food in my mouth and ask him, “Have you had your breakfast?”
"My breakfast is coffee,” he answers and I nod my head. Once I finish eating my sandwich, I grab my cup of latte and sip it slowly, feeling uncomfortable with the sight of Baekhyun watching me.
I pull away from the cup, “Why? Is there any problem?” I ask.
"I want a cup of latte that you make,” he says. I scoff after hearing his request.
"Really, Byun Baekhyun? All the latte tastes the same!”
"But not yours,” Baekhyun grins widely, showing his white teeth. I sigh in surrender and stand up from my seat. He passes the money to me and I roll my eyes at him, causing him to chuckle. Heading back to the counter, I key in his order into the system and prepare his latte only in a few minutes. I use my skills to draw an angry emoji at his latte as a sign of revenge. As I head back to the table, Baekhyun has his legs crossed while he’s busy scrolling his phone.
I place the cup in front of me before settling down in my seat. “Baekhyun, your latte is there,” I inform him but he does not move any inches. I release a scoff while taking out my laptop from my bag. I don’t even know why he seems surprised to see that I’m back from making his latte.
"Yeay!” He beams. “Thank you, Hanbyul,” Baekhyun continues as he displays a sly grin to me before lifting the cup from the saucer plate and sips it.
I ignore him this time, rolling my eyes to the back of my head. Without wasting any time, I turn on my laptop for the discussion, expecting Baekhyun might need some time before he is done with his breakfast.
"Do you bring your laptop? Or any notebook to jot down?” I ask him and he replies with a nod. He finishes up his latte and begins to prepare himself for our first discussion by taking out his laptop.
After we reassure ourselves ready to begin the discussion, both of us starts by reading the statement and question given by our lecturer. Baekhyun looks smart when he shares his opinions regarding this project. I suddenly remember the first time we met at the cafe, he wore a fancy suit to order a coffee and I assume he's someone who already got himself a job. Because right now, Baekhyun looks like a professional, like someone who is a master in this course. Maybe, there is a reason why he decided to further his study in the Master of Business Administration.
Throughout our discussion, Baekhyun contributes more in giving his ideas. At the same time, I list down every point that we need to add or do research before starting the assignment. His hand gestures when explaining the details manages to distract my focus from the topic which causing me to keep on staring at it. Baekhyun’s long and slender fingers, hands with a few visible veins popping out shows his masculine side. His attractive silver wristwatch positioned on his left wrist gives an extra point.
"Hey, missy. Are you lost in your dreams?” Baekhyun snaps his fingers right in front of my face that cause me to jump in surprise in my spot.
"I’m sorry. Where are we again?” I tighten my grip around the pen as I lift my head to look at his face. Baekhyun chuckles at the astonishment on my face.
"Let’s continue this, huh?” He suggests and I reply with a hum. Baekhyun shakes his head, probably remembering my face when I was spacing out while he was talking. I admit, my face looks funny. Biting my lower lip as I try to forget that embarrassing moment, I continue to listen to his explanations diligently.
After spending hours at the table, I realised it’s already passed at 12 o'clock noon. We were too busy up until we didn’t have the time to even hold the discussion for a rest. Baekhyun already looks exhausted when he rests his back by the backrest. I turn off my laptop and keep it back in my bag, gathering all the used cups and saucer plates to bring it back to the kitchen.
"Tired, Baekhyun?” I ask him.
"Kinda, my brain isn't working good now,” he expresses.
I snort softly. “Now, you can go home and rest. I need to get ready for my next shift at 2. Great job for today.” Getting off from my seat, I carry the cups and plates to the kitchen.
But before I get to move, Baekhyun calls. “Hanbyul.” I turn around to face him with a curious look.
"About our date,” He stops for a second, “can you empty your schedule for this Saturday? I’ve booked a restaurant for dinner. We can go anywhere you want before that, if you want to.” Baekhyun speaks. My heart drops for a second when he mentions the date.I thought he had forgotten about it, not expecting him to be serious about his invitation the other day.
I think of the plans I might have for the day, hoping I will be able to clear it for the date. “Yeah, sure.” I give him an answer, remembering that I am free on that day. Baekhyun beams brightly upon hearing it.
He keeps all his stuff in his bag while I wait for him. Baekhyun gets ready to leave as he plasters a soft smile on his face.
"I’ll see you this Saturday, then?” He confirms back as I nod. Baekhyun comes closer to me and gives one last smile before he leaves the cafe without turning back. I swear, my heart is about to jump out of my chest at that moment.
Baekhyun doesn’t text or talk to me after the day we met for the discussion. We didn’t encounter each other by chance either since our Friday’s class was also cancelled by the lecturer. Now I am pacing around in my room on Saturday. I’ve done all the chores in the house today, from doing the laundry to washing the dishes and mopping the floor. I am determined to free my schedule today just for the date. But, I’m not sure if it’s going to be happening at this rate. I don’t have the guts to text him.
I even refuse Soomin’s invitation to go to the mall because I was waiting for him. In the end, she leaves the house with Sehun and I hope he will cheer her up. I’ve been scrolling my Instagram last night and I encountered his account that practically got me to sit up abruptly from my lying position.
Indeed, he’s not the type of guy who loves to post pictures of himself. Most of the pictures were random scenery and I found them aesthetic. Maybe, he just doesn’t like to share about his life and somehow, I think it suits his personality.
Baekhyun is a mysterious guy.
My desire to get to know him, every side of him is getting stronger day by day. He’s… irresistible. There is something different about Baekhyun, something that he hides deeper, away from everyone else. I’m sure it’ll take me some time to figure him out.
Finally, my phone rings after a few hours sitting in silence. I literally run to get to the phone. When I check the notification, a grin makes its way to my face. It’s really him! Like finally! Unlocking the phone, I open the text with a click.
[Baekhyun]: Hey, miss me?
I chuckle. Baekhyun is really an annoying guy, expecting that I will be missing him.
I don’t miss him. I’m just expecting his text. That’s all.
[Byul]: Ha ha. Obviously not, Byun Baekhyun.
[Baekhyun]: Ouch. That hurts.
[Byul]: Serve you right. So, why are you texting me?
[Baekhyun]: You must’ve forgotten our date tonight, huh?
I thought you’re the one who forgets it, Baekhyun.
[Byul]: Date? What date?
[Baekhyun]: Stop playing around, Hanbyul.
[Baekhyun]: I’ll pick you up at your house if you’re okay with it.
[Byul]: My house? But, I can go by myself to the restaurant.
[Byul]: No worries.
[Baekhyun]: Hanbyul, it’s unpleasant to let a woman go by her own for the date.
[Baekhyun]: I’ll pick you up at 8. Send me your address later.
[Byul]: Okay then…
[Baekhyun]: See you.
[Baekhyun]: And I’m expecting a real address.
I text him the address of my apartment before he replies to me with a curt 'okay'. Looking at the clock, I realize I still have a few hours left before the date. I stand in front of my wardrobe, staring at the few dresses that I have hanging in it. Going through some dresses, I sigh realizing I don't have any dresses that could be suitable to wear on a first date. He did mention about booking a restaurant so I figured he wouldn't bring me to somewhere I can simply wear my ordinary dresses. After contemplating between a royal blue coloured dress and a black dress for more than a few minutes, I decided to settle with a wine-coloured dress. The dress is short but it ends nicely above my knees. I then take my bath and get myself ready despite having an hour left till 8. I choose to put on natural shades make-up before putting on my dress. Finally, I style my hair with my hair curler and let them fall loose on my shoulders.
I inform Soomin about going out, omitting the fact that I'm going out for dinner with Baekhyun. As usual, she tells me to take care of myself, to not come back too late and to call her if anything happens. I agree with all of the things she told me and tell her to have fun with Sehun. She must be having a splendid day with her boyfriend. I envy her.
When the hands on the clock move to 10 minutes before 8, I receive a text from Baekhyun.
[Baekhyun]: I'm almost there. You can come out now.
It’s time. I bring my purse together with me when leaving the house. Riding the lift to the ground level, my heart couldn’t bring itself to pump normally. I wait for him at the entrance, my toes curling in anticipation. A few minutes later, a familiar black car stops right in front of me.
The driver rolls down the window, peeking his head from the inside, “Hop in, Hanbyul.”
I take a deep breath before getting into the passenger seat, buckling myself up. Baekhyun watches me settling down and when I turn to look at him, I was awestruck. The car may be dark right now but his charming look is visible.
"Ready to go?” He asks as I nod my head. Baekhyun presses the pedal and drives the car to our destination. Believe me, I just stay still like I used to, fingers gripping tightly around the seatbelt. The urge to look at him, the way he drives, is strong but I fight the desire. I realise he is stealing a few glances at me that makes me blush quietly.
We finally arrive at the restaurant after nearly half an hour. As expected, he brings me to fancy, and most probably, expensive restaurant. I follow Baekhyun from behind as the waiter brings us to the private room that he had reserved for us. He helps me pull my chair out, letting me take my seat before he does and I thank him softly. Baekhyun only replies to me with a smile, as sweet and charming as ever.
The waiter hands out the menu and I get surprised seeing the prices that make me gulp. Baekhyun must have saw me reacting to them as he chuckles softly.
"Would anything be okay for you? Any allergies or requests?” He asks concernedly.
"Yeah… I’m okay with anything.”
"Good. I’ll order the same thing as usual,” Baekhyun tells the waiter before he leaves the room, leaving me and Baekhyun alone.
"So… how are you?” Baekhyun initiates the talk first.
"I’m fine, as you can see. How about you, Baekhyun?"
"Quite busy handling something.” He replies. My mouth turns into an ‘O’ shape and we both get into silence again. I’m so nervous to look at him straight into the eyes and at the same time, I just don’t know what topic should we talk.
"Hey," he calls, making me lift my head up to face him. "You're usually so talkative at the cafe, why are you being quiet now?" He muses, followed by an amused grin.
"Baekhyun, how old are you?” I ask after contemplating for a few seconds.
"28. Do I look too old?” He questions me back and I chuckle with a shake of my head.
"I’m 2 years younger than you,” I confess.
"Yeah, I can see that.” He chuckles huskily this time.
A waiter comes into our room with a bottle of wine, pouring it into our glasses. I thank him politely before continuing the conversation.
"Regarding our assignment, when do you want to proceed? Are you free after we have our classes or—”
"Hanbyul, can we talk about anything else aside from the project?” He orders. My breathing stops for a second, hearing him speak in such a serious tone. I bring my head down to look at the table, fiddling with the napkin as I try to think of another topic to converse.
"How about you tell me about yourself? Maybe your family or anything?” I purse my lips together, waiting for his answer. Baekhyun smirks slightly, fixing his sitting posture.
"My family isn’t interesting at all. Let’s talk about yours. Shall we?" Baekhyun taps his fingers while staring at me with the same smirk. My stomach is about to flip all over because he's making me nervous with that look. I take a glass of wine and drink it slowly, tasting the alcoholic drink that is foreign in my throat. The wine somehow causes me to make weird facial expressions and I guess, Baekhyun sees it. Because he laughs softly.
"Does it taste weird?" He asks with concern.
"Kinda but it's tolerable. Thank you for asking," I reply. At least, the wine can calm my nerves after being so nervous in front of him. Baekhyun plasters a smile before he drinks his wine, waiting for me to start telling him about myself. I take the opportunity of the silence between us to calm myself down.
"So… here it goes.” I start telling him about my background honestly. I tell him about me being an only child with divorced parents; my dad disappeared since then, while my mom got the full custody of me. A few years after the divorce, she remarried another guy, my current stepfather and decided to move in with him at New Orleans. I also have an older stepbrother named Suho. Suho is two years older than Baekhyun.
"Don’t ask me whether he has a girlfriend or not because he hasn’t talked about it with me,” I warn Baekhyun. He only chuckles to my statement and asks me to proceed with the story.
It goes on from my life in New Orleans, with my new family. He listens to me diligently while waiting for our main courses to arrive. I tell him the reason I’m continuing my studies and it’s because I would love to run my own business. But, would definitely apply for a job at any company once I graduate from this post-graduate study.
"So, you’re telling me that you work at the cafe to pay for your study?” Baekhyun asks once he sips the wine as I nod my head slowly.
"I applied for a loan for my study because I had to,” I confess with a soft tone. Realising how tough my life is when I’m trying to be an independent person for my own future. I may belong to a modest family but I have been told by my mom that living without trying to achieve one's dream are useless.
Baekhyun hums. Finally, our meals arrive on time and I am glad for the distraction because I couldn’t bring myself to tell him more about my struggling life. He thanks the waitress that served us the food before she leaves the room. We’re having steaks for dinner tonight.
"Let’s eat, shall we?” He says and I smile. Both of us start to devour the juicy and thick steaks as I leave myself stupefied with the rich taste of the meat. It’s really scrumptious and no wonder it's one hella expensive food at a 5-star restaurant.
Baekhyun notices my reaction as he asks, “How does it taste? Good?”
I bob my head up and down, carrying on to eat. He seems happy watching me eating so well as a wide smile appears across his face. Baekhyun gives me one last glance before he continues to eat.
"How about you? What made you decide to continue into this course?” I blurt out, asking him a question.
"Well, I want to expand my knowledge in business. Who knows, I might be given the opportunity to handle a big one, one fine day,” he stops, making eye contact with me. I just bob my head a few times as a sign I’m listening to his explanation.
The conversations go on and on, but the difference is the awkwardness between both of us has vanished. Baekhyun literally tells lame jokes but it’s still funny when he expresses it. It manages to make me almost choke myself while eating.
Those crescent eyes, bulging cheeks and endearing smile when he smiles caught my attention. It’s a good view to be able to witness his another side apart from his manliness. Manliness was my first impression of him when he stepped into the cafe with a well-tailored suit. Not to mention, the way he talks and behaves, he must be a great person to befriend with.
We have chocolate lava cakes for dessert. Baekhyun has been asking my favourite flavour as I answer him, “Chocolate. How about you?”
"Strawberry flavour. Gosh, I’m willing to eat them 24/7 rather than kill myself with cucumbers.” Baekhyun explains.
I scoff while giving him an unbelievable look. “You don’t like cucumbers?”
"It’s not just I don’t like it. I hate it.” Baekhyun replies with a serious tone that makes me giggle. He may look like a sulking boy right in front of me, eating the lava cake with a slight pout.
"Come on, Baekhyun. It’s just a cucumber and delicious too when you eat just like that.” I give him my own opinion.
"Na-ah! Still, I hate it.” He retorts with a scowl on his face. I chuckle lightly and eat the lava cake. Suddenly, his phone rings loudly. He digs out his phone from his pocket and looks at the dialler. Instead of answering it, he lets the rings continue as he silent his phone.
"You can answer the call, Baekhyun. I don’t mind at all, it might be important.”
"It’s okay. Not important at all,” he says. “Let’s finish this up and then I’ll send you home, okay?” I hum and continue to eat quietly in my seat. I’m curious about the caller because the phone is still ringing and vibrating as he places his phone on the table. It does look like it’s important but he insists to ignore it so I am left to wonder quietly on my own.
Baekhyun pays for dinner and we go straight to my apartment with silence lingering in the car. Without having any courage to initiate the talk, I decide to stare at the window, looking at the Moon shining brightly in the dark sky. There aren't many stars tonight, only the Moon decorating the lonely night sky. The journey to my apartment is short, basically, he drifts the car at the empty road swiftly like a professional. When we arrive in front of the lobby, he offers to help me get out of the car by opening the door and lending his hand. Which successfully makes my cheeks go red.
"Thanks for tonight and the wonderful dinner, Baekhyun,” I thank him politely.
"No problem. Rest well and I’ll see you on Monday,” he says and I nod my head. Baekhyun gets back into his car, rolling down the window and bidding the last goodbye before he leaves. I sigh in relief, grateful at the same time for the great time I spent with him tonight.
I head straight home quietly without making any noises to avoid awakening Soomin who is probably sleeping in her room. After taking a quick shower, I hop on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I reminisce the moment I had with him. It’s almost 11 pm when my phone receives a notification and I bet it’s from Baekhyun.
[Baekhyun]: Asleep already?
[Byul]: Nope. Have you arrived at your home yet?
[Baekhyun]: I’m dropping by somewhere because I promised someone to meet tonight.
[Byul]: Oh… I see.
[Baekhyun]: Hanbyul, I forget to tell you something.
[Byul]: What is it?
Baekhyun doesn't reply to my question straight away that leaves me curious on my own. I decide to switch off the lights and gets ready to sleep when suddenly my phone rings again. I unlock it and look at the text. That text manages to make my heart and my mind has gone crazy when I read it.
[Baekhyun]: You look amazing in that dress, Hanbyul.
[Baekhyun]: Goodnight and sweet dreams, beautiful.
