You didn’t deserve the ending you got. You didn’t deserve to be locked in a fridge, abandoned, likely left behind in the old universe.
You didn’t deserve the middle you got. You didn’t deserve to have the privacy of your own mind preyed upon, or your own will taken away.
You didn’t deserve the beginning you got. You didn’t deserve a lusus that abandoned you, or friends that hated you.
You deserved a better beginning, one full of generosity and kindness.
You deserved a better story, one filled with honest and loyal friends.
You deserved a better end, one where you could have days of laughter among those you loved.
I love you Gamzee Makara, and I wish I could have done better for you.