Jun 14
autistic meltdown into bpd emptiness #lifehack
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autistic meltdown into bpd emptiness #lifehack
damn. looking over the edge and it’s seeming mighty jumpable right now.
tw for self-harm and movie suicide
when i was 16, my then girlfriend was telling me about a movie she had recently watched, where the mmc had bpd. i mentioned that and she was like don't say that, you don't know how it ends. he kills himself by driving his car into a lake. and i think it says a lot that i can't remember if this was before or after i cut her initials into my leg.
yeah, your parents may be glad you're getting help for mental health, but have they said "good. i was wondering when she'd finally do that," when you told them you were prescribed antipsychotics
you’re laughing. i just got prescribed rexulti because they can’t up my lamictal dose and i’m xdnf blogging in 2026 and you’re laughing.
i joked that i hit rock bottom because i was writing an extremely goofy movie fanfiction and my mom said "yeah, you did." Hey.
shout out to bpd. thank god i can take a deep breath and push it all down. so embarrassing to cry alone