I've been in Supernatural fandom for over 2 years already and I've been avoiding T&S since then, because people kept on saying it's going to break my heart. I've just read it now. And I so strongly regret it. My family had to check on me, if there's everything ok, because I was crying so loud in my room I nearly choked myself. I'm not ok. I'm NOT OK. Shit. How do you live with something like this? Shit.
It gets easier after a few months. Just don't reread it.












