Jul 29, 2020
Created a new profile picture that I ended up putting on my shiney new twitter account! I’m going to use it exclusively for posting my art so please consider following me @ BasicBangory!
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Created a new profile picture that I ended up putting on my shiney new twitter account! I’m going to use it exclusively for posting my art so please consider following me @ BasicBangory!
Blog Changes
- Got the URL I’ve been waiting for for over a year! - Old URL will now lead you to my side blog (previously idiotbyproxy) - I’ll attempt to change the watermark on old art? If I still have the files for them - New Theme (still in the works) - New Icon - I swear I’m not dead I just almost drowned in the Detroit: Become Human fandom, expect fanart
I don’t wanna live my life in circles, I just wanna find an empty road
Let’s get away from here let’s go
I’ve been dealing with a lot of feelings of inadequacy and indecision lately. About my body, about my transition, about my art and about my future.
They make me want to quit my job and just leave home with just my sketchbook, a few people’s numbers and hope that it’ll all turn out okay. But those same feelings that make me want to give up on my future plans and stay right where I am as who I don’t want to be, forever.
I haven’t given up yet. But I’m so tired.
So, on top of hitting and passing the 100 follower milestone while basically MIA, I also hit the point where I’m being followed by more people than I am currently following, which is something I never thought would happen, and is kind of a big deal to me.
Thank you all so much! And please be patient with me. I just got my first real job as a Working Adult™ and I’m still getting used to it (I’m actually supposed to be asleep right now since I work graveyard shift). Because of this, I haven’t found much time for anything but doodling in a sketchbook here and there, but I have big plans! Most of them self-indulgent and silly, but what else is to be expected of me?
These last two weeks have been express shipped to me from hell.
I’m gonna get more stuff done from now on though, hopefully, since things have settled down some. Working on some Voltron sketches right now and I’m gonna go reread that sanscest fic I wrote a few weeks back and see if it’s worth posting. I’ll likely post it on here as well later if it is!
Maybe I should just sleep instead. :Y
I bought a ten dollar block of air dry “natural clay” today. Half because I’ve been wanting to get back into clay working for almost a year now and half because I saw a Zacharie mask tutorial online and now I have high hopes. I made a little bunny-like figure just to see how it hardens, then sanded it down with some of the sandpaper I had got in a pencil kit.
Now there’s sand and clay powder everywhere and up my nose buT IT WORKED!! It’s really stone-like and heavy so I don’t think I’ll be using this for the mask (since the tutorial already calls for five layers of clipboard? cardboard? idk, but some thick stuff), but it was fun and my first time actually using sandpaper. Probably going to invest in paperclay next.
I just got two consecutive “Hey dear, play my new game pwease?” messages in my inbox overnight, one by a user called “cybefoggie” and the other by “learthwor”.
*high pitched noises of distress*