Community Action award Winner: Jared Rabinowitz
In every office I’ve worked in, someone has inevitably recognized my transitory status as an intern and asked the daunting question: “So what do you want to do with your life?” By now, I’ve had some time to polish my answer—I would like to go to graduate school in international relations and eventually teach. I can handle the question about my long-term goals. However, I encounter real trouble when someone poses the short-term version of the question: “So what’s next?”
By now, I’ve had some time to polish my answer—I would like to go to graduate school in international relations and eventually teach.
In less than a year, I’m going to shake President Botstein’s hand, accept my diploma, and then leap off into my ‘adult’ life. Quite frankly, I’m terrified of ‘what’s next’ because I have no idea—and every day forward is another closer to taking that leap of faith. I rationally know that, wherever I land, the first steps of my post-college career will not determine the path I’m on for the rest of my life, but at least part of me wants to feel like I’m making progress.
The other day I was giving a tour of the Capitol to a father and daughter from my hometown. As we were nearing the end of the tour, the father asked me: “Do you want to be a Congressman?” I explained that it isn’t a role I envision myself in, and proceeded to give my canned response about my long-term future. At the end of my explanation, he seemed confused: “Well then, what brings you to the House of Representatives?” In that moment, I could have told him that I wanted to keep several potential paths open for when I graduate from college, or that I wanted to know more about the day-to-day functioning of the political center of the federal government. Either of these answers would have sufficed, but instead I uttered, “Life experience.”
I’ve given some more thought to my answer since, and I stand by it. I don’t know what’s coming next, and a major part of this experience has involved exploring the potential ‘next step’ after Bard. But another part of it has been accepting that maybe this internship and the potential line of work it represents won’t necessarily make distinct progress on my ideal career path—and I can not only accept that fact, I can embrace it. As much as believing I am on a certain trajectory might make me feel better now, my future's not set in stone. My goals are fluid. I am 21 years old, and I cannot expect myself to really know how I want to spend the rest of my life. So while at this point I may not want to wind up on Capitol Hill, I’ve had an invaluable experience that will inevitably factor into the decisions I make, the opinions I hold, and the way I view the world.
But another part of it has been accepting that maybe this internship and the potential line of work it represents won’t necessarily make distinct progress on my ideal career path—and I can not only accept that fact, I can embrace it.
So as of now, I am as confused as I’ve ever been about my future. But if and when I find myself in a position off the path I’ve set forth, I can appreciate it for what it is—life experience.