baroqueboudoir replied to your post: “Nonononono. Fight back against anxiety, please. Stay strong. Finish...”:
Seek some help, regain some self confidence and continue, don't stop. Never stop trying, it's exhausting but it's so worthy.
I’m not gonna stop, I just want to go back home and fix my little brain so I can keep drawing.
No sé por que hablamos en inglés pero si algún día te conozco y me dejas te voy a dar un abrazo enorme <3
baroqueboudoir replied to your photo “For those asking how I add colours over a greyscale sketch. Done in...”
How did he get his scar?
Ravus got the scar in the same incident that killed his parents.
The codex entry states that most of Gwaren’s populace escaped the Fifth Blight by sea, but it’s hard to believe there wasn’t some measure of disorder as elves, humans, and dwarves alike rushed for the port. Amidst the chaos, Ravus and Roiben’s parents were cut down by humans demanding to board the ships first. Although his parents managed to shield him from the worst of the altercation, Ravus carries a scar on his face from one of the human’s blades.
baroqueboudoir said: are you anxious about stuff? Poor fingers suffering the consequences of life Only everything~ But they are, poor digits... Not even my spinner ring is helping all that much (when I remember to wear it)
are they ashamed of being afraid?DAMN I DIDN’T EXPECT THIS THANK YOU HUNN
•What is your character’s fear? Leah’s fear is betrayal
•Why is it their fear? After what happened with her first Clan,she became too scared of trusting and being betrayed afterwards,she was unable to trust others and relied only on herself
•How does it affect them - internal horror, physically sweating and shaking…? what are the symptoms? She just…gets sad. She can be too distant to people if they talk to her,and if they insist,she’d be cold and harsh. Whenever she remembers what happened she’d sit alone,staring at the ground,looking at her hands and feeling sadness,anger and weakness
•Do they have a method of coping with the symptoms? what is that method? Leah tries to surpass this fear talking to herself,as there is noone who could do it for her. Self-motivation,might be,but either way it’s something that marker her way more than physically.
•Is there a person, song, object or similar that helps them overcome the fear? Eventually,the Inquisition makes her trust people again,even if she’s going to be betrayed. Until then,she just lives with this fear and the memories it carries.
•Is their fear tied to any other emotions, such as hate, feeling helpless, or maybe loneliness? Anger,sadness,weakness,pain,hate,loneliness,pain…argh,she’s hurt emotionally and physically :’(
•Do you think their fear is rational? why / why not? Yeah,poor girl was broken,how else would she react? The fact that the mages helped her outside the forest made things a little bit easier,she was able to relax a bit more with mages than any other kind of people,but still. Close relationship? nope no way.
•Do they think their fear is rational? why / why not? Yes and no. She knows she has a reason to be afraid,but also knows not everyone is a bad person. Staying away from the chance of betrayal also takes her away from the chances of trusting and caring.
•Are they ashamed of being afraid? She understands she’s wrong,and thinks it’s silly,somehow. Bad people are everywhere,just as good people,and being this way only helps her find none of them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯