#barredfrom

[craemation]

@barredfrom hi i lov u rowan, u havent said anyth but i lov u 

[madebright]

     it had been many years since yi jae had seen him last. she hated the miles between them ferociously and sometimes wondered why she couldn’t be with him all the time. normally thought rather petulantly, really. that was, before she would remember that they each had their own lives. distance makes the heart grow fond, people often said. but, as incredibly and indescribably fond of ha-neul as she was, she longed to eliminate the distance between them. long weeks had passed since his last letter, his last phone call, and the silence made her anxious. she could have easily contacted him     but her fingers paused over the screen of her phone every time. what would she say? i miss you? saying it without anything else attached seemed silly to her. come visit? he was a busy man living his life, just as she was a woman with a life of her own. it was unfair of her to ask him to drop everything just to see her.

     so she waited. something she absolutely despised. yi jae worked, played, and slept through the terrible longing to see her love. but the longer she waited, the more agitated she became. soon enough, she tired of waiting. if he would not contact her first, she would have to quench her longing with physical contact. barely remembering to make proper arrangements and clutching the slip of paper with his address scrawled on it, she packed a bag, hopped into her car, and made the drive to see him.

     hours passed without her knowledge and, soon enough, she was parking in front of his apartment complex. yi jae sat in her car for a few minutes before she finally emerged and made her way inside, bag slung over her shoulder. she took the elevator up, fingers tapping her leg impatiently as she did, and rushed out the doors and straight to his apartment when it stopped on his floor. the woman didn’t hesitate to knock     loudly, confidently. then came the worst part. waiting.  //  @barredfrom

[madebright]

❝ I can feel you staring at me, why don’t you just come in? ❞

obscenely domestic starter sentences / @barredfrom

     It would have embarrassed her to be so easily discovered had it not been him who’d found her out. Yi Jae smiled and opened the door wider than the crack she’d had it at to allow herself entrance into the bedroom. She’d hardly pushed it shut before she was taking careful steps to the bed he reclined on, crawling onto the mattress and peeling back sheets to slide between them. Though she doubted he meant for her to come in and invade his personal space, she did so anyhow, taking a hold of his arm and moving it to make space for her in its loop. The way his fingers gripped her arm gently and how his arm coiled to draw her firmly against his side made her melt against him, a soft sigh escaping her as she closed her eyes and pressed her cheek against his shoulder.

     Neither said a single word - nor did they have to. She was more than happy to let him read whatever book held his interest at that moment, perfectly content with the warmth of his body and his steady breathing. The sounds of cars on a nearby street and the occasional page turn soothed her and, eventually, she relaxed fully. It was in moments like these, in close proximity with someone whom she loved, that Yi Jae counted herself truly blessed. She had thought love had come in the form of grand gestures and eloquent words; she’d been caught off guard when love had presented itself as friendship and the gentlest understanding.

     She pressed closer due to her train of thought and smiled when she felt him shifting to accommodate her move, arm moving to squeeze her middle to hold her firmly.  “ Ha-neul, ”  she murmured against his skin, nudging his neck gently with her nose. In all honesty, she wasn’t saying his name for any other reason than simply saying it. Still, he hummed in response and she felt him move his head so his cheek brushed her forehead. Was he expecting her to say anything? Probably. Yi Jae took her time, though, and burrowed her face deeper into the space between his shoulder and neck.

     “        you smell really good. ”

[madebright]

     “ so, i know we just got here- ”  she speaks loudly, rushing out of a room in her somewhat messy apartment and practically scampering to where she’d kicked off her shoes. yi jae snatches up her purse along the way and slings it over her head and onto her shoulder. feet were being jammed into her shoes as her finger raised and pointed to the room she’d just exited. “but there’s a mouse in that room. we have to go.”  //  @barredfrom xoxo

[craemation]

🌸🌷🌹🌼 i hope u get hundreds💕💕

ROWAN I LOVE U SO MUCH. UR SUCH AN ANGEL, I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD DAY I LOV U!!!!!!!! 💕✨🌷🍭🌟💋😊🌺🌸😍🍒🐥🌹☺️🍯

[madebright]

barredfrom replied to your post: consider this a tentative starter call!

i want 5